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You're very wise and obviously have alot of experience. I wish we

could discuss these bindus in a bit more detail such as the one that

goes from white to yellow to blue to black, and the blue one and

white one. And I saw one bigger than others like a flame. I feel

them in the brain actually. I believe they are part and parcel of

brain and crown chakra. Hmmmmmm.... I understand what you saw about

black bindu. Have you crossed the line?

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bodhiavasa

Thursday, February 21, 2002 7:45 AM

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Namaste EveAgainst this bindu? I am against nothing!escpecially this

bindu.This bindu is different to all others in the respect that it

will not tolerate your own reflections of it. In other bindus you can

have an opinion about them before you enter them, whether they are

safe! this one you will never be sure of, it will never return your

projection because it is black, it asorbs all your concepts of it.It

will fascinate you by the very fact that you cannot make head nor

tail of it and eventually you will dive into it willingly just to get

your answer.When we relate the word evil to the colour black it is

because that colour is reflecting back to us our own ignorance which

is unconscious and therefore will appear dark (unfathomable).The word

unknown brings up the same thoughts and feelings in us yet the unknown

that we conceptualise is not unknown , it is a mind projection of all

the fears that we have stashed in our unconscious and we have then

labeled it the unknown. In fact it is not unknown it is full of all

the undealt with stuff that we have avoided and that is why we have

this feeling toward it. The real unknown is exactly that, UNKNOWN, we

no absolutly nothing about it, we never will, and we cannot even have

a concept of it,it is THE mystery.What you are seeing in this bindu

is all the stuff that is unknown to you and you are asking to know

all about it before you allow yourself to experience it, it cannot be

put into the framework of the mind, the mind therefore will dissolve

upon contact with it. This is why it is not like the other bindus

which you can know something about and they therefore are relativly

safe to go into.This one is NOT safe and for that very reason this is

THE one you need to fully embrace as the one who seeks safety is what

must die and it will if it embraces this bindu, you cannot move

toward it or away from it you can only be open to it taking you when

it and you are ready. This is a BIG Step. When you next come upon

this bindu in meditation become aware of where it is seen from ! This

is the secret. Enjoy it Avasa.

---don't quite get this? It isn't

Kali or krishna? Can you please be more specific since you used a

detailed adjuration against this bindu. In dhammakaya meditation it

says that this is a sphere of suffering of the world and

contemplation of it helps one understand suffering. But I still am

not certain which loka, kaya, plane I am experiencing. So please for

me be more specific. Thanks.-

bodhiavasa Wednesday,

February 20, 2002 11:23 AM Reply to

502Namaste EveDon't be fooled the black bindu is evil! it will

destroy all that one thinks one is and the desire to go into it shows

that on some level you have realised that it must do its work, in fact

you are welcoming it. So far it has remained in the background

appearing small as it were, held there at a distance by your

unsurity. Once you know its details you will embrace it and you will

be taken by it, what returns knows no evil nor good.

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