Hello All

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First off, those that wrote me off line, I will get to

your messeges as soon as possible. They each brought a

ray of sunshine into my life.

 

Been off line since Monday. Why? Changed my phone

provider and wouldn't you know it, things just didn't

turn out like I thought it would...and I have been

without a phone since then.

 

But, today, it came back as did some unexpected money

to finish off rent for this month. So two heavy

bricks have been taken off my shoulders.

 

I won't have alot of time to actually write right now,

as I want to go make bread. When I am anxious or a

bit concerned about something I make bread...by hand,

smelling the yeast rise and feeling the softness of

the dough. As I do this I start counting my blessings

and asking that I be help accept what is necessary to

grow.....I am a hard headed woman indeed.

 

Someone in a private email mentioned something about

me using the word "responsibility" when referring to

my taking care of my mother. I thought long and hard

about this. It isn't so much a "responsibility" but

something I choose to do because of my love for her

and wanting to keep her close to me...to surround her

in the same love or greater love that she showed me as

I was growing up and to this day shows me. I know the

two of us are together to learn from each other. And

we do, on a daily baisis.

 

Today we cried together in joy over the extra income

that we have received...and as usual both of us

laughed at our silliness of not having faith that

provisions are always there when they are needed...and

not necessarily what or when we as human's desire or

demand them to be.

 

Anyway...just wanted to say I have received blessings

already from this group and can't wait to become more

active.

 

dev