Guest guest Posted December 29, 2004 Report Share Posted December 29, 2004 Dear Max, Well, to tell you the truth, only a few years ago I would have completely agreed with you. I absolutely refused to have anything to do with AC for the first part of my magickal career because I thought exactly the same thing. It was not until I had my kundalini awakening in 1994 that I was forced to change my mind. Kali Ma requested that I take up my Western magickal studies again in good earnest, rather than focus on Indian methods, so that's what I did. I read what was available on the topic of Western Tantra, and was led straight to Aleister Crowley. I was completely gobsmacked to discover that the work I was engaged on and the work he described in his "Confessions" and other autobiographical tidbits as being engaged on was so similar to mine, as to be clearly a parallel type experience! I found I understood exactly what he was talking about and that his observations on his ordeals, etc. were very helpful in sorting out what I myself was undergoing! Thus I disagree with you: he was clearly very much an adept! There are adepts and adepts; they do NOT all fit the same mold, just like some sadhus are gentle and sweet, and others are hostile and frightening! The chaos that surrounded A.C. was at least partly due to the times in which he lived. The Victorian age was breaking up, and humanity was in the process of massive change. He was very much a man ahead of his time, and such people tend to have strong effects on those around them, who are still caught up in old patternings. Certainly there was much wrong in his attitudes, but men who are larger than life tend to "live large". Most of what he got up to would hardly raise an eyebrow nowadays! I see people behaving all the time in exactly the same ways as he did everywhere; the thing that excuses A.C. is that underneath it all, he was out to overcome his human limitations in his own individual way in order to become more than human, which is exactly the goal of the Initiate. The people I speak of, however, who behave in exactly the same ways, such as taking drugs, having indiscriminate sex, etc, are seeking absolutely nothing at all. They use and abuse people for their own trivial, selfish, petty, narcissistic purposes, with no idea or concept whatever of a greater reality beyond. They are given completely over to their animalistic appetites and ego-drives with no thought of spiritual attainment or going beyond any limitations. Thus, AC lived his life with a greater goal in mind, that of attaining to the knowledge of the reason for his existence, and linking himself up with a much greater Reality...this he succeeded in doing, no doubt about it! There are precious few who can make such a claim! True, he WAS a disruptive influence in the lives of many, but I would personally rather be disrupted by someone like AC, than live a complacent, stagnant, limited existence. I have mentioned numerous times the "Aghora" trilogy by Robert Svoboda in my postings. I can say that it struck me very hard, reading about AC after reading about "Vimalananda", how startlingly similar were the attainment methodologies of "Vimalananda" and Aleister Crowley! Thus I would say that it is plain that AC was an adept of the "Aghora" school of thought. It might also be pointed out that AC studied in India and was something of a Tantric initiate! His Hindu name was "Shivaji" or "Little Shiva", so it is plain that anyone holding a name like that is definitely going to have an unsettling effect on the people around him, since Shiva is the Destroyer of Illusion. His book "Yoga" is absolutely brilliant, and I recommend it, although those that enjoy obscurely circuitous methods of attainment will be disturbed at how he "cuts to the chase", and those that enjoy pompous platitudinizing will be disturbed at how funny and seemingly irreverent the book is. With all this discussion lately of grahas and upayas on this site, I recommend his discourses on "Yama" and "Niyama" as referred to planetary energies. In fact I may even post it to the site, in "Files" for anyone who wishes to take a look. In any case, anyone who reads even the introduction to the Book of the Law can only be struck with how accurately he pinpointed and predicted the future course of world events; Nostradamus PALES by comparison! If nothing else, this startling accuracy of prediction should command our respect and our attention, even if his personal standards of conduct don't come up to our standards. Another person who commands my personal regard in this way was Carl Jung, and his personal life was hardly regular, either! If I have learned anything at all, it is to not let personal prejudices stand in the way of a worthy fount of teaching. Jung himself said, "New points of view are not, as a rule, discovered in territory that is already known, but in out-of-the-way places that may even be avoided because of their bad name" Had I continued to avoid the writings of Aleister Crowley because of his "bad name" as I had been doing, I would have missed out on a tremendous lot of learning, insights, and inner knowledge that literally CANNOT be found anywhere else!! I must say "Jai Kali Ma!" for Her insistence on my taking up the trail in this direction! Thus does the Mother destroy illusions in Her devotees! Lilith M. PS.In his "Confessions" he describes at one point making a sacrificial offering to Kali in a secret temple in India, and obtaining a manifestation of Her as Bhavani, which he commemorated in a poem. He speaks of devotion to Nuit, who is represented by a blue-black woman arched over the earth, jeweled with stars. It was quite clear that he was a devotee of Her, and that Nuit and Hadit are simply variant names for Shiva and Shakti. --- Max Dashu <maxdashu wrote: > No one who is as massively self-centered, > ego-driven, even > megalomaniac, as this man was, can be considered an > adept. Siddhas are > not the ultimate measure of realization! He was > gifted, no doubt, but > created disorder and misfortune wherever he went. By > their fruits ye > shall know them... > > Max > > > Alistaire Crowley, the Western occultist, > hedonist, racist and > > misogynist > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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