emotions and their relationship with evolution

[Guest guest]

Happy New Year,

 

I have recovered from surgery and wish to share my first writings

of the New Year. I hope some of you enjoy them.

Love Guy

PS I am writing under a pen name Leif Crie

 

We excperience the God energy through the feelings of Goddess

Our oneness with the life force allows the life forces experience of

God

 

Males in our society are still generally raised to ignore emotions

and eventually our awareness to physical emotional pain shuts down.

Women have an advantage over their male counterparts as they are not

expected to destroy this emotional connection. Internal silence

takes these human elements and the energy blocks that accompany them

out of the equation, which allows the life force to come up the spine

unhindered by ego. Initially, kundalini brings the creative force up

the spine and this energy bathes the intellect with Divine life

force. After a time, intellect starts to expand and that expansion

leads to intuitive understanding of our own divinity. The life force

is often referred to as feminine because all life communicates

through feelings; women are generally far more open to their feelings

than men, and they live with procreation inside of them via the

birthing process. Kundalini either opens us to awareness of

feelings, or we suffer terribly with our resistence to the process.

As we heal our emotions, we allow a free flow of energy down the

spine as well as up, and life is experienced as unblocked feelings.

 

Intellect is a development of the evolutionary process, and though

not part of the original design, a rather extraordinary and most

likely unforseen product of the capacity for DNA to change and adapt

to environmental change. Since the first forms of life were very

simple, single cell organisms, it is highly unlikely that the first

cells had an awareness capable of self-design. Self awareness

existed prior to life form manifestation, which proves that the

energy of life, and the intelligence of that energy, existed prior to

physical forms. That there is an intelligent energy is not a

question for anyone who has experienced kundalini and the energy that

infuses the intellect once k is activated. Intellect, bathed in the

creative force of the kundalini, changes the capacity of

introspection and gains the capacity of self reflection of

intellect's patterns of thoughts and emotional patterns of behavior.

The evolutionary step of human life is the combination of the ancient

wisdom of the body and the newly developed intellect combined to make

a multifacted, sensitive on many levels, and thinking for both logic

and knowing body. We are in fact capable of enlightening our DNA to

levels which were previously inconceivable.

 

As this unifying capacity clarifies and expands, introspection

embraces not only the being, but the introspection of all humankind

as well, for there is no longer an individual due to the loss of

ego. After thousands of hours and years of journeying into the

light, the order and intelligent capacity of this Divine energy

experienced as love and bliss slowly transforms intellect. One of

the truths that is clear to my intellect is that if we define the

life force as the Goddess mother and the energy of the universe as a

whole as God, then this statement is crystal. We experience the God

energy through the feelings of Goddess. Our oneness with the life

force, or Goddess, allows us to experience God as the life force, no

longer limited by the capacity of individual intellect. Kundalini is

not experinced as some force coming up the spine or even down the

spine after the emotional self is healed. Everything simply IS.

Science has established that in primative species each cell is an

individual life, with the forms we view as individuals within a

species, are in fact a colony of cells clustered together for their

survival. As life becomes more complicated cells take on more

complex, individuated roles and the organism becomes interdependant,

but each cell remains an individual life, though incapable of life as

a solitary being because of it's interdependence, with the exception

of stem cells. In this more complicated society, cells live and die,

but they also reproduce new cells so that a dying cell's role is

replaced by a new cell, complete with all the memory of the previous

cell's experience. The organism does not fail until too many cells

of a particular system fail from injury or dysfunction. By the

process of procreation, colonies establish other colonies and the

loss of a colony does not mean the end of the species. DNA is a

divine design created with the ability to adapt to the changing

conditions of environments. As a species spreads through a larger

geographical area, they meet changing conditions and must adapt.

Eventualty, the adaptation become so pronounced that through new form

and function, new species are created, but all life is formed with

the same life force as a single cell or a complicated colony.

Through feelings, each organism retains awareness of all other life

forms, and those feeling are shared throughout the organism by

release of hormones so that every cell has the same experience and we

have a coordinated response to threat or joy. The memory of these

experiences is emotion. Like a feeling frozen in time.

As cells developed increasingly complicated societies, adaptations

became more complex and fins to swim or legs to walk came into being.

Feelings were not enough for survival in day-to- day conflict, so

adaptations to warn us of danger came into being. These forms are the

five senses: hearing, physical feeling, sight, smell, and taste.

Centralized brains developed to operate these ever more complex

organisms, who are directly connected throughout their bodies by

elongated brain cells or nerves. The capacity to feel was not

eliminated, but feeling was not as effectual in the world of fast-

moving creatures who became more dependant on intellect for reactions

to events. Intellect, unaware of the millions of years of

development, is only aware of experiences of the five senses

following birth, and interrelatedness with life force requires an

awareness beyond the human species.

I believe the mechanism for evolutionary change is based on the

conversion of feelings into stable reactions to stimuli in the form

of emotions. Trauma or pleasure is recorded by each cell in the

body, in relation to the quantity and quality of hormones released.

This is the original system species developed for rapid responses,

and remains our primary means of defense. Generations of stress thus

are the engine of evolution. As cells die within the individual,

these emotional responses to similar stimuli are passed on to the

replacements through an energetic process, through the protein soup,

or via some other mechanism. Animals who are subjected to extremes

of emotional trauma become victims to an ever growing list of stimuli

that trigger the original intense response of fear. Animals with a

strong sense of self-love are able to release the emotional trauma

and reduce the effect of those triggers. Offspring of emotionally

damaged individuals receive the traumatic, emotional memory of the

parent, and the trauma continues through family lines until an

individual releases the pattern and heals. Emotional trauma leaves

individuals susceptible to viruses which are emotionally

opportunistic, and these viruses are free radicals for mutations of

DNA. Most mutations are unsuccessful and the organism fails to

thrive, however, some of these changes are successful and an

evolutionary change takes place in a brilliant plan of Divine Will to

allow species to adapt to changes climatically and otherwise. Some

religions do not accept the concept of evolution, however, I cannot

believe that an intelligence capable of bringing life into matter,

with a concept of cells as the building blocks for all the life forms

that exist or have existed, would fail to provide this mechanism for

change in an environment as chaotic as the Earth. Life would not

have thrived without this self-educating process.

Human life is no different. Each individual human is a colony

of cells that, with their combined life energy, have an awareness of

all life and an awareness of self as a combined force. This unified

capacity to effect matter is greater than individual cells are

capable of. We are all walking examples of mind over matter. Cells

sacrifice themselves for the good of the whole, and new cells are

created to repair the damage, but we as a colony are only aware of

their dying through Pain, as the colony does not die (with the death

of skin cells for instance). Every individual human is a subset of

the life force of all mankind. Generally, the life and death of

individuals do not effect the energy of mankind as a whole, except

during times of massive deaths as we just experienced from the

earthquake in the Pacific. Where more then 150,000 die at once, a

massive fluxuation in the energy field of the planet and to the

humans who are aware of deep emotional grief. Awareness of our

oneness with all other humans varies. We have the individual, who has

no other loyalties to any one but self, and then the person who has

one friend or loyalty to family, town, sport team, high school,

college, state, country, or belief system. Each loyalty creates the

illusion of separation from any human outside this loyalty. Most

individuals have multiple loyalties, but each allows for a sense of

belonging to something bigger than self. Energetically, these groups

form a unified purpose and direction for the group, and thus become a

subset of the oversoul of humans. In the case of humans, group

consciousness is often mistaken for the will of God because of our

combined capacity of manifestation. Our capacity to manifest, with

the combined fervent beliefs of a group, creates the illusion that

God is favoring them, when it is themselves creating an illusion.

The result of this misconception of regarding this combined energy as

other, allows for the rationalizations of Other and concepts of being

Chosen Ones. Under this illusion of rightousness, God is given the

responsibility for our actions, as it is his will we do, and we are

not personally responsible no matter how horrendous our crime against

humanity.

In the case of man, this intellect and its accompanying ego have

developed into such a powerful force, most are unaware of emotions as

a factor in the way they live their lives. We are unaware of how

everything we do revolves around our emotions. Our lack of awareness

of how our lives are run by our emotional selves comes from our

inability to recognize our patterns of behavior. We believe these

patterns to be unavoidable parts of our personality, and we create

elaborate rationalizations to justify our behaviours, or we seek to

change by willfully behaving as we think we should, and follow moral

codes of religious beliefs, and blame our moral indescretions on some

evil force which occasionaly posseses us. Emotions are energetic

identities created by the combined energy of all beings who

experience the emotions at any given moment. Individuals who

experince an emotion become that emotion while they are experincing

it. An example would be the energy of a mob, be it enthusiastic

exuberence of a sports crowd, or the rage of an oppressive society.

Humans who die while experincing an intense emotion often are unable

to let go and move into the light. These lost souls remain on Earth,

reliving the event time after time, can attach themselves to the

living who are experiencing the unresolved emotion, and seek to

further the familiar emotional vibration vicariously through the

vulnerable, living soul. These lost souls may try to resolve their

being stuck by creating events in the life of the living, to create

opportunity for the insight of their own unfinished lessons. Many

people who die also remain in individuated spirit form from fear of

what awaits them if they go to the light, either from beliefs of

their sins or lives that were an affront to their perception of

Divine love. Any time an individual changes from one emotion to

another, they in effect take on a common identity with whatever

emotion they are possessed by, or in the cases, they actually become

a different subset of the energy of humankind. In some people who

suffer severe emotional abuse, multiple personalities develop because

their survival depends upon a lack of connection between one

emotional state and another. From my observation, this situation is

far more common than anyone realizes. In ancient religions such as

the Greeks, Gods were assigned emotions and when an individual was

possessed by an emotion, it was believed that the God that

represented the emotion possessed them. Emotional patterns can be

healed, but they first must be recognized for what they are, how we

acquired them, allow ourselves to feel the emotional pain of that

past event, and finally to release the emotions in a fully aware and

conscious manner.

Just as the physical form of every species of animal is

constructed of the individual life forms of it cells, the energy of

life follows in the same way. All life forms can and do manipulate

matter, and all species, even plants, effect inanimate material

outside their bodies through the process of the intake of food. The

life energy of all the cells in an individual form the life force and

reasoning power of the individual within the species. The energy of

all the individuals within a species combine to form a unified

intellegence and awareness. Within this combined energetic subset

is the knowledge of reproduction and behavior necessary for the

species' survival. Every species of living organism is a subset of

the combined force of all life. This combined energy is all-knowing,

all-loving and compassionate. Compassion allows every individual to

learn its life lessons without interference. That which we regard as

evil on this earth comes from intellect's incapacity to feel divine

love, or even lack of love, which manifests as fear, or anger, or

simple emotional dysfunction. Intellect cannot feel life, but

records the experience of life much like a photogragh. The life

force which animates our physical being cannot die, but the

emotional, intellectual body does not die, but rather must be

released in order to go into the light. FEAR OF THAT DEATH PREVENTS

US FROM LIVING IN A STATE OF BEING. Our fear of losing our conceived

sense of self causes us to live out our lives as the living dead, in

mad activity from which we dare not rest lest we see the truth. Lives

become dedicated to living outside Divine love for fear of dissolving

into the oneness of who we in fact are, only separated from by our

belief that we are separate. The surrender of this illusion of

separatness is all that keeps us from living as the energetic Divine

whole, or enlightenment. Total surrender to this Divine energy is not

what we fear it to be. We lose nothing and become everything.

 

Leif Crie

Jan. 1 2005

All rights reserved

[Guest guest]

If you really want people to read this, I suggest installments, and

in much smaller paragraphs. It sounded interesting, and I started,

but I have to go live my life now

 

Mary Ann

 

, "Guy Johnson"

<guy3rd1950> wrote:

>

>

> Happy New Year,

>

> I have recovered from surgery and wish to share my first

writings

> of the New Year. I hope some of you enjoy them.

> Love Guy

> PS I am writing under a pen name Leif Crie

>

> We excperience the God energy through the feelings of Goddess

> Our oneness with the life force allows the life forces experience

of

> God

>

> Males in our society are still generally raised to ignore

emotions

> and eventually our awareness to physical emotional pain shuts

down.

> Women have an advantage over their male counterparts as they are

not

> expected to destroy this emotional connection. Internal silence

> takes these human elements and the energy blocks that accompany

them

> out of the equation, which allows the life force to come up the

spine

> unhindered by ego. Initially, kundalini brings the creative force

up

> the spine and this energy bathes the intellect with Divine life

> force. After a time, intellect starts to expand and that

expansion

> leads to intuitive understanding of our own divinity. The life

force

> is often referred to as feminine because all life communicates

> through feelings; women are generally far more open to their

feelings

> than men, and they live with procreation inside of them via the

> birthing process. Kundalini either opens us to awareness of

> feelings, or we suffer terribly with our resistence to the

process.

> As we heal our emotions, we allow a free flow of energy down the

> spine as well as up, and life is experienced as unblocked

feelings.

>

> Intellect is a development of the evolutionary process, and though

> not part of the original design, a rather extraordinary and most

> likely unforseen product of the capacity for DNA to change and

adapt

> to environmental change. Since the first forms of life were very

> simple, single cell organisms, it is highly unlikely that the

first

> cells had an awareness capable of self-design. Self awareness

> existed prior to life form manifestation, which proves that the

> energy of life, and the intelligence of that energy, existed prior

to

> physical forms. That there is an intelligent energy is not a

> question for anyone who has experienced kundalini and the energy

that

> infuses the intellect once k is activated. Intellect, bathed in

the

> creative force of the kundalini, changes the capacity of

> introspection and gains the capacity of self reflection of

> intellect's patterns of thoughts and emotional patterns of

behavior.

> The evolutionary step of human life is the combination of the

ancient

> wisdom of the body and the newly developed intellect combined to

make

> a multifacted, sensitive on many levels, and thinking for both

logic

> and knowing body. We are in fact capable of enlightening our DNA

to

> levels which were previously inconceivable.

>

> As this unifying capacity clarifies and expands, introspection

> embraces not only the being, but the introspection of all

humankind

> as well, for there is no longer an individual due to the loss of

> ego. After thousands of hours and years of journeying into the

> light, the order and intelligent capacity of this Divine energy

> experienced as love and bliss slowly transforms intellect. One

of

> the truths that is clear to my intellect is that if we define the

> life force as the Goddess mother and the energy of the universe as

a

> whole as God, then this statement is crystal. We experience the

God

> energy through the feelings of Goddess. Our oneness with the life

> force, or Goddess, allows us to experience God as the life force,

no

> longer limited by the capacity of individual intellect. Kundalini

is

> not experinced as some force coming up the spine or even down the

> spine after the emotional self is healed. Everything simply IS.

> Science has established that in primative species each cell is an

> individual life, with the forms we view as individuals within a

> species, are in fact a colony of cells clustered together for

their

> survival. As life becomes more complicated cells take on more

> complex, individuated roles and the organism becomes

interdependant,

> but each cell remains an individual life, though incapable of life

as

> a solitary being because of it's interdependence, with the

exception

> of stem cells. In this more complicated society, cells live and

die,

> but they also reproduce new cells so that a dying cell's role is

> replaced by a new cell, complete with all the memory of the

previous

> cell's experience. The organism does not fail until too many

cells

> of a particular system fail from injury or dysfunction. By the

> process of procreation, colonies establish other colonies and the

> loss of a colony does not mean the end of the species. DNA is a

> divine design created with the ability to adapt to the changing

> conditions of environments. As a species spreads through a larger

> geographical area, they meet changing conditions and must adapt.

> Eventualty, the adaptation become so pronounced that through new

form

> and function, new species are created, but all life is formed with

> the same life force as a single cell or a complicated colony.

> Through feelings, each organism retains awareness of all other

life

> forms, and those feeling are shared throughout the organism by

> release of hormones so that every cell has the same experience and

we

> have a coordinated response to threat or joy. The memory of these

> experiences is emotion. Like a feeling frozen in time.

> As cells developed increasingly complicated societies,

adaptations

> became more complex and fins to swim or legs to walk came into

being.

> Feelings were not enough for survival in day-to- day conflict, so

> adaptations to warn us of danger came into being. These forms are

the

> five senses: hearing, physical feeling, sight, smell, and taste.

> Centralized brains developed to operate these ever more complex

> organisms, who are directly connected throughout their bodies by

> elongated brain cells or nerves. The capacity to feel was not

> eliminated, but feeling was not as effectual in the world of fast-

> moving creatures who became more dependant on intellect for

reactions

> to events. Intellect, unaware of the millions of years of

> development, is only aware of experiences of the five senses

> following birth, and interrelatedness with life force requires an

> awareness beyond the human species.

> I believe the mechanism for evolutionary change is based on the

> conversion of feelings into stable reactions to stimuli in the

form

> of emotions. Trauma or pleasure is recorded by each cell in the

> body, in relation to the quantity and quality of hormones

released.

> This is the original system species developed for rapid responses,

> and remains our primary means of defense. Generations of stress

thus

> are the engine of evolution. As cells die within the individual,

> these emotional responses to similar stimuli are passed on to the

> replacements through an energetic process, through the protein

soup,

> or via some other mechanism. Animals who are subjected to

extremes

> of emotional trauma become victims to an ever growing list of

stimuli

> that trigger the original intense response of fear. Animals with a

> strong sense of self-love are able to release the emotional trauma

> and reduce the effect of those triggers. Offspring of emotionally

> damaged individuals receive the traumatic, emotional memory of the

> parent, and the trauma continues through family lines until an

> individual releases the pattern and heals. Emotional trauma leaves

> individuals susceptible to viruses which are emotionally

> opportunistic, and these viruses are free radicals for mutations

of

> DNA. Most mutations are unsuccessful and the organism fails to

> thrive, however, some of these changes are successful and an

> evolutionary change takes place in a brilliant plan of Divine Will

to

> allow species to adapt to changes climatically and otherwise.

Some

> religions do not accept the concept of evolution, however, I

cannot

> believe that an intelligence capable of bringing life into matter,

> with a concept of cells as the building blocks for all the life

forms

> that exist or have existed, would fail to provide this mechanism

for

> change in an environment as chaotic as the Earth. Life would not

> have thrived without this self-educating process.

> Human life is no different. Each individual human is a

colony

> of cells that, with their combined life energy, have an awareness

of

> all life and an awareness of self as a combined force. This

unified

> capacity to effect matter is greater than individual cells are

> capable of. We are all walking examples of mind over matter.

Cells

> sacrifice themselves for the good of the whole, and new cells are

> created to repair the damage, but we as a colony are only aware of

> their dying through Pain, as the colony does not die (with the

death

> of skin cells for instance). Every individual human is a subset

of

> the life force of all mankind. Generally, the life and death of

> individuals do not effect the energy of mankind as a whole, except

> during times of massive deaths as we just experienced from the

> earthquake in the Pacific. Where more then 150,000 die at once,

a

> massive fluxuation in the energy field of the planet and to the

> humans who are aware of deep emotional grief. Awareness of our

> oneness with all other humans varies. We have the individual, who

has

> no other loyalties to any one but self, and then the person who

has

> one friend or loyalty to family, town, sport team, high school,

> college, state, country, or belief system. Each loyalty creates

the

> illusion of separation from any human outside this loyalty. Most

> individuals have multiple loyalties, but each allows for a sense

of

> belonging to something bigger than self. Energetically, these

groups

> form a unified purpose and direction for the group, and thus

become a

> subset of the oversoul of humans. In the case of humans, group

> consciousness is often mistaken for the will of God because of our

> combined capacity of manifestation. Our capacity to manifest, with

> the combined fervent beliefs of a group, creates the illusion that

> God is favoring them, when it is themselves creating an illusion.

> The result of this misconception of regarding this combined energy

as

> other, allows for the rationalizations of Other and concepts of

being

> Chosen Ones. Under this illusion of rightousness, God is given the

> responsibility for our actions, as it is his will we do, and we

are

> not personally responsible no matter how horrendous our crime

against

> humanity.

> In the case of man, this intellect and its accompanying ego

have

> developed into such a powerful force, most are unaware of emotions

as

> a factor in the way they live their lives. We are unaware of how

> everything we do revolves around our emotions. Our lack of

awareness

> of how our lives are run by our emotional selves comes from our

> inability to recognize our patterns of behavior. We believe these

> patterns to be unavoidable parts of our personality, and we create

> elaborate rationalizations to justify our behaviours, or we seek

to

> change by willfully behaving as we think we should, and follow

moral

> codes of religious beliefs, and blame our moral indescretions on

some

> evil force which occasionaly posseses us. Emotions are energetic

> identities created by the combined energy of all beings who

> experience the emotions at any given moment. Individuals who

> experince an emotion become that emotion while they are

experincing

> it. An example would be the energy of a mob, be it enthusiastic

> exuberence of a sports crowd, or the rage of an oppressive

society.

> Humans who die while experincing an intense emotion often are

unable

> to let go and move into the light. These lost souls remain on

Earth,

> reliving the event time after time, can attach themselves to the

> living who are experiencing the unresolved emotion, and seek to

> further the familiar emotional vibration vicariously through the

> vulnerable, living soul. These lost souls may try to resolve

their

> being stuck by creating events in the life of the living, to

create

> opportunity for the insight of their own unfinished lessons. Many

> people who die also remain in individuated spirit form from fear

of

> what awaits them if they go to the light, either from beliefs of

> their sins or lives that were an affront to their perception of

> Divine love. Any time an individual changes from one emotion to

> another, they in effect take on a common identity with whatever

> emotion they are possessed by, or in the cases, they actually

become

> a different subset of the energy of humankind. In some people who

> suffer severe emotional abuse, multiple personalities develop

because

> their survival depends upon a lack of connection between one

> emotional state and another. From my observation, this situation

is

> far more common than anyone realizes. In ancient religions such as

> the Greeks, Gods were assigned emotions and when an individual was

> possessed by an emotion, it was believed that the God that

> represented the emotion possessed them. Emotional patterns can

be

> healed, but they first must be recognized for what they are, how

we

> acquired them, allow ourselves to feel the emotional pain of that

> past event, and finally to release the emotions in a fully aware

and

> conscious manner.

> Just as the physical form of every species of animal is

> constructed of the individual life forms of it cells, the energy

of

> life follows in the same way. All life forms can and do manipulate

> matter, and all species, even plants, effect inanimate material

> outside their bodies through the process of the intake of food.

The

> life energy of all the cells in an individual form the life force

and

> reasoning power of the individual within the species. The energy

of

> all the individuals within a species combine to form a unified

> intellegence and awareness. Within this combined energetic

subset

> is the knowledge of reproduction and behavior necessary for the

> species' survival. Every species of living organism is a subset of

> the combined force of all life. This combined energy is all-

knowing,

> all-loving and compassionate. Compassion allows every individual

to

> learn its life lessons without interference. That which we regard

as

> evil on this earth comes from intellect's incapacity to feel

divine

> love, or even lack of love, which manifests as fear, or anger, or

> simple emotional dysfunction. Intellect cannot feel life, but

> records the experience of life much like a photogragh. The life

> force which animates our physical being cannot die, but the

> emotional, intellectual body does not die, but rather must be

> released in order to go into the light. FEAR OF THAT DEATH

PREVENTS

> US FROM LIVING IN A STATE OF BEING. Our fear of losing our

conceived

> sense of self causes us to live out our lives as the living dead,

in

> mad activity from which we dare not rest lest we see the truth.

Lives

> become dedicated to living outside Divine love for fear of

dissolving

> into the oneness of who we in fact are, only separated from by our

> belief that we are separate. The surrender of this illusion of

> separatness is all that keeps us from living as the energetic

Divine

> whole, or enlightenment. Total surrender to this Divine energy is

not

> what we fear it to be. We lose nothing and become everything.

>

> Leif Crie

> Jan. 1 2005

> All rights reserved

[Guest guest]

, "Mary Ann"

<buttercookie61> wrote:

>

> If you really want people to read this, I suggest installments, and

> in much smaller paragraphs. It sounded interesting, and I started,

> but I have to go live my life now

>

Sorry Perhaps if you read only one idea at a time and then get back

to the rest later it will work for you. My prints things out if she

is interested. The thoughts are all interrelated and so I presented

it as a whole.

Namaste Leif Crie