Guest guest Posted November 9, 2005 Report Share Posted November 9, 2005 Hello All- I just thought I would pop off an introduction for myself. My name is Danielle (although I usually just go by D), and I live in Toronto, Ontario, Canada. While I am not a born Hindu, nor do I practice Hinduism in a fully traditional sense, my spirituality revolves around the wisdom, theology, cosmology, etc of it. I first discovered it in first year University. I had already been searching spiritually for about 3 or 4 years, not being content or fulfilled at all with the faith of my birth (Christianity), when out of pure interest I decided to take a year long course overviewing Hinduism. I had chosen that course, because the religious art of India had always intrigued me, but I knew absolutely nothing about the religion. One of our assignments towards the beginning of the course was to chant "OM" for at least 15 minutes, every night for a week, and then write about our experience. While I had chanted before, this was my first experience with an actual Sanskrit mantra. I had never before felt so uplifted! Within 4 months of beginning that class, I knew that I had found what I was searching for, and also the source of a lifelong passion. I changed my major after the first semester to Religious Studies, and declared my specialist as the Hindu Tradition. I actually even ended up taking an extra undergrad year in order to take a few courses that I desired, but had not been able to take in the fours years for whatever scheduling reasons. During my final year of University, I began to feel guilty about my non-traditional "appropriation" of Hinduism into my spirituality. Although I felt absolutely wonderful, and my life had taken a wonderful turn for the better, I wasn't sure if what I was doing was acceptable, and I wouldn't want to be partaking in anything that was offensive, especially to a culture that I admired so deeply. Someone suggested that I contact the Hindu chaplain, and so I did. I think he may have been a bit surprised to see a white girl with a slight southern accent walk into his office! We chatted, and I explained how I came to be familiar with the spirituality, and how I had felt enveloped by Ganesha several years ago and regularly chanting his mantras before a small statue of Him that I had aquired. I asked the chaplain if this was wrong, and he happily said no, and that it didn't surprise him at all that Ganesha had become a part of my life - as Ganesha is usually responsible for bringing non-Hindus into the circle of that grand spirituality. Since then, my spirituality has finally grown enough so that I feel drawn to worship the Goddess in Her various manifestations, and especially Durga. (For a long time, probably due to my Christian upbringing, along with the fact that I had always had strained relationships with women, I had not been able to feel a connection to any female Deities.) I sometimes visit Hindu temples in town, but very infrequently, as I still feel too much the outsider. This leaves me feeling a bit alone at times, and that is why I am seeking out others. I hope that I can learn from this group some things that I have not been able to learn elsewhere, and I hope that I am accepted. Blessings, ~D~ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 9, 2005 Report Share Posted November 9, 2005 Welcome, "D"! I agree that Lord Ganesha is usually responsible for attracting "Western" devotees to Hinduism. It may be because he's associated with the astrological shadow planet Rahu, and Rahu sometimes produces a feeling of "being in the wrong faith." Settle in, listen to the many wise writers on this list, and enjoy! -- Len/ Kalipadma --- ~Devi~ <prana_devi wrote: > Hello All- > > I just thought I would pop off an introduction for > myself. > > My name is Danielle (although I usually just go by > D), and I live in Toronto, Ontario, Canada. While I > am not a born Hindu, nor do I practice Hinduism in a > fully traditional sense, my spirituality revolves > around the wisdom, theology, cosmology, etc of it. > > I first discovered it in first year University. I > had already been searching spiritually for about 3 > or 4 years, not being content or fulfilled at all > with the faith of my birth (Christianity), when out > of pure interest I decided to take a year long > course overviewing Hinduism. I had chosen that > course, because the religious art of India had > always intrigued me, but I knew absolutely nothing > about the religion. One of our assignments towards > the beginning of the course was to chant "OM" for at > least 15 minutes, every night for a week, and then > write about our experience. While I had chanted > before, this was my first experience with an actual > Sanskrit mantra. I had never before felt so > uplifted! Within 4 months of beginning that class, I > knew that I had found what I was searching for, and > also the source of a lifelong passion. I changed my > major after the first semester to Religious Studies, > and declared my specialist as the Hindu Tradition. I > actually even ended up taking an extra undergrad > year in order to take a few courses that I desired, > but had not been able to take in the fours years for > whatever scheduling reasons. > > During my final year of University, I began to feel > guilty about my non-traditional "appropriation" of > Hinduism into my spirituality. Although I felt > absolutely wonderful, and my life had taken a > wonderful turn for the better, I wasn't sure if what > I was doing was acceptable, and I wouldn't want to > be partaking in anything that was offensive, > especially to a culture that I admired so deeply. > Someone suggested that I contact the Hindu chaplain, > and so I did. I think he may have been a bit > surprised to see a white girl with a slight southern > accent walk into his office! We chatted, and I > explained how I came to be familiar with the > spirituality, and how I had felt enveloped by > Ganesha several years ago and regularly chanting his > mantras before a small statue of Him that I had > aquired. I asked the chaplain if this was wrong, and > he happily said no, and that it didn't surprise him > at all that Ganesha had become a part of my life - > as Ganesha is usually responsible for bringing > non-Hindus into the circle of that grand > spirituality. > > Since then, my spirituality has finally grown enough > so that I feel drawn to worship the Goddess in Her > various manifestations, and especially Durga. (For a > long time, probably due to my Christian upbringing, > along with the fact that I had always had strained > relationships with women, I had not been able to > feel a connection to any female Deities.) I > sometimes visit Hindu temples in town, but very > infrequently, as I still feel too much the outsider. > This leaves me feeling a bit alone at times, and > that is why I am seeking out others. I hope that I > can learn from this group some things that I have > not been able to learn elsewhere, and I hope that I > am accepted. > > Blessings, > ~D~ > > > FareChase: Search multiple travel sites in one click. http://farechase. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 10, 2005 Report Share Posted November 10, 2005 Dear Friend, U have said u got the thing what u were scarching fr ! If i am not mistaking or read u wrongly u are held up in spirituality and religion. All religions are the art of disciplined living towards the ultimate goal i.e. MOKSHA. . By following theose lines u may reduce the time to reach the goal. Sprituality is in every religion .The core of Hinduism is AHAM BRAMHAS MI ,meaning I am the God.The God is not the stranger but is within U.To try to find HIM is spirituality. ............... I hope i havnot hurted U .With regards take care,SHUBHASTE PANTHANAM. ~Devi~ <prana_devi wrote:Hello All- I just thought I would pop off an introduction for myself. My name is Danielle (although I usually just go by D), and I live in Toronto, Ontario, Canada. While I am not a born Hindu, nor do I practice Hinduism in a fully traditional sense, my spirituality revolves around the wisdom, theology, cosmology, etc of it. I first discovered it in first year University. I had already been searching spiritually for about 3 or 4 years, not being content or fulfilled at all with the faith of my birth (Christianity), when out of pure interest I decided to take a year long course overviewing Hinduism. I had chosen that course, because the religious art of India had always intrigued me, but I knew absolutely nothing about the religion. One of our assignments towards the beginning of the course was to chant "OM" for at least 15 minutes, every night for a week, and then write about our experience. While I had chanted before, this was my first experience with an actual Sanskrit mantra. I had never before felt so uplifted! Within 4 months of beginning that class, I knew that I had found what I was searching for, and also the source of a lifelong passion. I changed my major after the first semester to Religious Studies, and declared my specialist as the Hindu Tradition. I actually even ended up taking an extra undergrad year in order to take a few courses that I desired, but had not been able to take in the fours years for whatever scheduling reasons. During my final year of University, I began to feel guilty about my non-traditional "appropriation" of Hinduism into my spirituality. Although I felt absolutely wonderful, and my life had taken a wonderful turn for the better, I wasn't sure if what I was doing was acceptable, and I wouldn't want to be partaking in anything that was offensive, especially to a culture that I admired so deeply. Someone suggested that I contact the Hindu chaplain, and so I did. I think he may have been a bit surprised to see a white girl with a slight southern accent walk into his office! We chatted, and I explained how I came to be familiar with the spirituality, and how I had felt enveloped by Ganesha several years ago and regularly chanting his mantras before a small statue of Him that I had aquired. I asked the chaplain if this was wrong, and he happily said no, and that it didn't surprise him at all that Ganesha had become a part of my life - as Ganesha is usually responsible for bringing non-Hindus into the circle of that grand spirituality. Since then, my spirituality has finally grown enough so that I feel drawn to worship the Goddess in Her various manifestations, and especially Durga. (For a long time, probably due to my Christian upbringing, along with the fact that I had always had strained relationships with women, I had not been able to feel a connection to any female Deities.) I sometimes visit Hindu temples in town, but very infrequently, as I still feel too much the outsider. This leaves me feeling a bit alone at times, and that is why I am seeking out others. I hope that I can learn from this group some things that I have not been able to learn elsewhere, and I hope that I am accepted. Blessings, ~D~ Devi Traditions Divine Visit your group "" on the web. FareChase - Search multiple travel sites in one click. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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