Guest guest Posted December 13, 2005 Report Share Posted December 13, 2005 >>"I never had any real problems either. - Len Rosenberg Tuesday, December 13, 2005 9:06 AM Re: American Woman Denied Temple Entry Elizabeth Usha Harding, the author of "Kali, Black Goddess of Dakshineshwar" had no trouble entering the temple in Kolkata. I guess she convinced the priests that she was a Hindu! My Canadian friend Brian also had no trouble entering Hindu temples when he visited India. But he was dressed in a dhoti, wearing rudrakshas and the sacred cord his Guru gave him. And a few days in the Indian sun turned him brown as a berry. (I'm envious! Centuries of my ancestors interbreeding with Eastern Europeans has left me seriously melanin-deficient.) -- Len"<< Actually, this IS a "problem" in some of the temples of India. It depends on the Temple. When I was in India in 2001 at the Maha Kumbha Mela, we were simply told point-blank in Varanasi, that Westerners (Hindu or not, practitioners or not, devoted to Shiva or not) were not welcome in the Golden Shiva Temple. WE were told to go next door to a shop, walk upstairs and we could look over at the Temple..period! One person I knew (a petite, dark-haired, olive- skinned woman, a scholar of Vedanta and deeply committed practitioner) decided to try and "pass" because she wanted so badly to worship in this Temple she had read so much about. She went to the Temple in a sari, with full devotion to God, was, somehow "discoverd", shoved, beaten and thrown out (literally)onto the street. I'm sure everyone here has also heard the story of Shree Maa "putting a curse" on this same Temple because she was not allowed to enter with Swami Satyananda Saraswati (a Western man who is the translator of major texts and pujas from Sanskrit to English and a "god realized" soul). According to the story, Shree Maa wanted to come in with Swamiji and a small number of close disciples (some of whom were Western). They were denied entrance. As she walked away, she turned and put a curse on the Temple....the priests then ran after her, begging her to come inside with her disciples but she refused. It's nice if you can get a tan, put on a sari and some rudrakshas and sneak in but wouldn't it be "nicer" if everyone who wanted to come in a worship was welcomed? Prejudice is prejudice and ignorance is ignorance, no matter who is exhibiting it. sadhvi Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 13, 2005 Report Share Posted December 13, 2005 Now all these beginning to make sense, when im being told the real temple is our body and our home. Why go to the temple where discrimination still persist. Your home is your temple. Your family is your temple. Attend and care for that first before going out to all these temples. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 14, 2005 Report Share Posted December 14, 2005 You have used a key word 'discrimination'. I believe this is what it is all about. Like you say our body is our temple. However there are certain very powerful spiritual places in this world, meaning where positive viberations are stronger because some great soul or event took place there. Somewhat akin to visiting an Art Gallery or a Concert Hall. While it is sad that many religious places are 'commercialised' or 'bigoted', I agree with NMadasamy that if internally be be focussed, then we will not be influenced by the externals of thse places but will rater absorb and experience their internals. Let's not give up on life ! NMadasamy <nmadasamy wrote: Now all these beginning to make sense, when im being told the real temple is our body and our home. Why go to the temple where discrimination still persist. Your home is your temple. Your family is your temple. Attend and care for that first before going out to all these temples. International aid Devi Traditions Divine Visit your group "" on the web. Shopping Find Great Deals on Holiday Gifts at Shopping Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 14, 2005 Report Share Posted December 14, 2005 I think it might not be so much anti-Westerner discrimination as much as it's that this temple is using a super-strict definition of who "qualifies" as a Hindu. It is interesting to note that this same temple had banned former PM Indira Gandhi from entering, even when she was leading the country ... not because she wasn't wearing a sari, or wasn't brown enough -- but explicitly because she was married to a Parsi. Having said that, I'd add that I agree with Nora: All of this exclusionary, "us, not them" hair-splitting -- whether Hindu, Muslim, Christian, or whatever -- serves the most useful purpose of reminding us that, while all of this outer ritual is all well and good, the real temple we should be attending to is the one that we embody. DB , Redder Red <redderred> wrote: > > You have used a key word 'discrimination'. I believe this is what it is all about. Like you say our body is our temple. However there are certain very powerful spiritual places in this world, meaning where positive viberations are stronger because some great soul or event took place there. Somewhat akin to visiting an Art Gallery or a Concert Hall. While it is sad that many religious places are 'commercialised' or 'bigoted', I agree with NMadasamy that if internally be be focussed, then we will not be influenced by the externals of thse places but will rater absorb and experience their internals. Let's not give up on life ! > > NMadasamy <nmadasamy@s...> wrote: > Now all these beginning to make sense, when im being told the real > temple is our body and our home. Why go to the temple where > discrimination still persist. Your home is your temple. Your family is > your temple. Attend and care for that first before going out to all > these temples. > > > > International aid Devi Traditions Divine > > > > > > Visit your group "" on the web. > > > > > Terms of Service. > > > > Shopping > Find Great Deals on Holiday Gifts at Shopping > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 14, 2005 Report Share Posted December 14, 2005 Well Ive been thinking about this issue. Why is that Temples in India does not allow "foreigners" eventhough they are Hindus into their temple whilst places in Singapore and Malaysia where Hindusim is still very strong allows it. Look at the pics ive taken on several temple rituals like the kumari pooja, vijayadashmi etc. You can never take those pics in India but its okay in our part of the world. Is it because we are more tolerant and open minded. What cause this open mindedness and tolerance? Our survival. Look at the geographical location. Over here [ im referrring to SEA] hinduism/ indians are considered the minority. If we continue to be closed minded, it will not be at our advantage. But its a different situation in India. I thought perhaps "discrimination" is not the right word. How about "ownership". Like we say " this is our land, off limits to other" or "this is a private property, transpasser will be persecuted" etc. While here in Singapore/Malaysia it is a common sight to see a chinese to be in a hindu temple and vice versa. Many times ive seen chinese participate in hindu rituals eventhough they do not consider themselves as Hindus. Even the priest[ majority of which comes from India] have no choice but to proceed with the rituals. But maybe back in India he would not. In several temples, you see chinese deity under the same roof with hindu deities. Can anyone find such in India? Why is this happening? Because of our social structures and part of our social intergration. We cannot afford to close our doors to the society who wants to get to know us. Its being good neighbour. "However there are certain very powerful spiritual places in this world, meaning where positive viberations are stronger because some great soul or event took place there." Its not to say that Im totally against going to temple. hey! ive participate in rituals in temple. We go to temple every week as a family. This is what i see, you do not need great soul to be in the temple to bless it or to create a positive energy. Ive been asked many times : why go to temple if we have an alter in the family. Should we not just remain at our house. Good question right? These young uns go to temple and they see a lot of negativity being displayed at the temple. Many said, the priest is rude. The priest is money minded, make us pay so much for such a simple ritual etc...As I see it, temple is like the power house. You go there to get recharge. The act of going to temple is like a journey we take in our process to meet the divine. Entering the temple [ from my viewpoint] is the same as the entering the womb of the mother or the body of Siva. Before you enter, you remove your "Self". Like the snake removing its skin. You leave this outside and you came in with a new identity, the real you. When you are in the temple, its like you are temporarily dead. You are in the divine realm. Outside world is does not matter any more. What happen in the temple, you underwent spiritual purification. When you stand before the divine in whatever image they represent to you, you are returning to your point of origin. You emerge from the temple a new person. A new you. You are the one who create this divine positive energy. These are the positive energy that confluence in the divine realm. Perhaps that is why many people said, they have so much problems. They have mental block, but as soon as they come to specific temple, their problems get solve. They found the solutions. What causes this? I belive its the positive energy that surrounds the temple gives rise to this. The positive energy helps to unblock the block mind. And this energy fields is the works of everybody who comes to the temple. If you come with good intentions and divine in nature, the energy field will capture this. Its like capturing the sun energy in our effort to conserve energy. I forgot the term for this. Sometime back im being told about certain kali temple here in Malaysia/ Ipoh, where kumkum flows from Kali's forehead. I spoke to my guru about this event, and the only message he have for me: do not get yourself trap, take this as reinforcement of your faith. You must move on. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 14, 2005 Report Share Posted December 14, 2005 , "NMadasamy" <nmadasamy@s...> wrote:As I see it, temple is like the power house. You go there to > get recharge. The act of going to temple is like a journey we take > in our process to meet the divine. Entering the temple [ from my > viewpoint] is the same as the entering the womb of the mother or the body of Siva. Before you enter, you remove your "Self". Like the > snake removing its skin. You leave this outside and you came in with a new identity, the real you. When you are in the temple, its like you are temporarily dead. You are in the divine realm. Outside world is does not matter any more. What happen in the temple, you > underwent spiritual purification. When you stand before the divine > in whatever image they represent to you, you are returning to your > point of origin. You emerge from the temple a new person. A new you. Having said all that, something just came to my mind : dosent this process seems like a rebirth. You are reborn spiritually every time you goes to temple or after your sadhana. So why do we get ourselves attached to this celebration of birthdays. Birthdays is our ego attachment with our physical form. Spiritually then everyday is a birthday for us. Any thoughts about this? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 15, 2005 Report Share Posted December 15, 2005 >>>"I belive its the positive energy that surrounds the temple gives rise to this. The positive energy helps to unblock the block mind. And this energy fields is the works of everybody who comes to the temple. If you come with good intentions and divine in nature, the energy field will capture this. Its like capturing the sun energy in our effort to conserve energy. I forgot the term for this."<<< Dear NMadasamy, Thank you for your very interesting thoughts about temples, why we go to them, what the interest is. I have been thinking about the various responses to the "American woman denied access.." post and all of them have been getting me thinking, too, about why I go to a Temple on particular days, even though I have a wonderful "temple" in my own home and do puja everday. As someone mentioned, certain places, because of the presence of a sage or a saint, have a very intense vibration...you can feel it when you are there, even if this being has left his/her body. And temples, where groups have worshipped for centuries (or even months) can hold these vibrations very strongly. Anyone who believes in the theory of creation that considers "the word" (Vac) to be how form came into being or who believes in the power of mantra, for instance, to effect change, is going to be drawn to a place where long mantras, such as the Vedas, have been chanted for centuries. The effect that happens in your own puja room is multiplied hundreds of times by the presence of other people worshipping and, even more, by the repetition of Stotras, Archanas, Pujas etc. every day, year after year. When you step into this space, the walls seem to be permeated with mantra. Then if you are practicing seriously on your own, in your own puja room/temple, visiting a Temple can increase the intensity of your own practice. At least, that has been my experience. Thanks to everyone for your thoughts on this subject. sadhvi Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 17, 2005 Report Share Posted December 17, 2005 , "NMadasamy" <nmadasamy@s...> wrote: The act of going to temple is like a journey we take > in our process to meet the divine. Entering the temple [ from my > viewpoint] is the same as the entering the womb of the mother or the > body of Siva. Before you enter, you remove your "Self". Like the > snake removing its skin. You leave this outside and you came in with > a new identity, the real you. When you are in the temple, its like > you are temporarily dead. You are in the divine realm. Outside world > is does not matter any more. What happen in the temple, you > underwent spiritual purification. When you stand before the divine > in whatever image they represent to you, you are returning to your > point of origin. You emerge from the temple a new person. A new you. > You are the one who create this divine positive energy. Excuse me for posting and for my Intrusion. I am aware that Shakti Sadhana is a Hinduism group of Shakti worship, nonethesless i dare to express a view once more, that considers worship of Shakti or Guru not as superior to realisation of your own divinity. Many people regard the worship of shakti in a religious way, expressing and believing in a duality of a female Creator of heaven and earth living somewhere in heaven and a human being living on earth worshipping this deity as is his duty or because of the "fun" of it, or because of getting help from the deities. I do not question or criticize these ideas, i only like to represent another interpretation, traditioon and understanding of Sadhana and Puja. I hope it is considered as within the scope of this group,though it may not be considered religious, if not i beg your forgiveness for intruding and maybe hurting religious feelings. I have been raised in a tradition that does not put much effort in worship of a deity or force considered to be existing outside of yourself, living in some sort of divine place and endowed with supernatural powers. Not that we do not believe that such beings exist, and that it is ok to worship them, it is just not Our main purpose to worship them but we instead try to regain our own original divinity. If one understands the secret of transformation of the poisons to nectars and the energy of the original childlike self one can turn gods to ashes and ashes to gods. I was told to look for the deities within myself, they were said to exist in my breath and my lungs, they can be heard resounding in the throb and pulse of the cave of my heart and the pulse of my womb. They are felt coursing in my prana flow and their primordial mantras are sounded not be my lips but by the sound of the pumping and rushing of my blood, the sound of the prana flow and the distinct inner hissing of the 5 organs. All my pores and hairs of the skins are realised to be alive little deitiés to crores of bhairavas and yoginis all breathing in and out, nourishing the spiritand body. The Yantras painted on bark and molded from metals are only symbols of the intricate design of the bone yantra(the skeleton), the blood vessels and the nerve and nadi currents, are the lines and the holes between the joints are the seats (triangles) of the deities. Also the Mountain Kailas, Ganga and Yamuna and the hidden Saraswati, and prayag, varanasi and other pithas are liberating places of meditation in the body, and currents of energy following the flowing of your breath and blood and semen/ovary spinal fluid in your own body. I was taught that the Temple is a Symbol of your own body. Every different part of the temple a symbol of some part of the human (and divine) body, the eyes, ears, nose, the brain, marrow, organs, chakras and Nadis, all are represented in the temple by the different parts of the design. There is no need to go someplace outside, to a temple of wood or stones or a pitha, they are an outer symbol of an inner reality, because all is inside your own body, also all the gods and godesses are to be found there. If these are shown outwardly in the temple it is just to remind you that they are existing in the caves and hidden places of your body. Because of that conection if you enter a temle you may therefore rightfully feel that you are to reborn in the womb of a deity. In the teaching of the Mahasiddha in the Rasayana, the secret of Immortality is expounded, which is the opposite while being alike at the same time: Here it is you that gives birth to an immortal childlike virgin deity in the cave of your own body temple. This personal deity is grown from the mantra seed that you have received from your guru, but it is in the beginning a child deity a Virgin, not yet mature, it is fragile and it has to be strengthenend and enlivend by Japa, Puja Meditation and Yoga, The highest fruit of this path is that even your physical body eventually dissolves in the deity body of pure Energy, the deity body in union with your jiva can enter the Space and leave the earth (or choose to stay), then you are free from death and rebirth by being centered in a body hard and translucent which is indestructible like a diamond.(this body is called siddhadeha, Vajradeha, Nirmana Kaya) This is the Grace passed from Guru to disciple and cared for and nurtured by generations. In Adinath Sampradaya the Guru often, after diksha chases the disciple away, because all the knowledge is containend in this seed there is no need for formal teaching anymore, because this seed contains the compressed knowledge of the whole tradition which naturally unfolds. It is said that Matsyendranatha rescued the leaves of the lost Kaula Knowledge from the womb of a fish. We are the fish immersed in the ocean of the body (samsara) and have to rescue the lost seed the leaves of the Kaula Knowledge out of the womb of the fish, which is our mind deluded by the body and sense impressions which constantly cause the mind to move from object to object like a fish in the water constantly moves from one place to another. I know that many people think that a guru is needed for guidance and to it his his duty to prevent his disciples from thinking for themsselfes,and the deities are in heaven and have created the world. In Natha Sampradaya Guru preserves the seed of Knowledge which is like a seal and contains an original model of of the deity and the essence of all Knowledge of liberation. He has only a simple task like a person preserving a flame in a oil lamp by nurturing it constantly and providing it with oil. The saying that the guru is the deity refers only to the act of preservation of the original seed-deity which is carried like a lighted lamp in the body of the Guru, his body is like a ship carrying a rare freight through the ocean of time, to a distant shore. You cannot nurture a child by the umbilical cord before the combinend essence of father and mother have entered the womb and growth has begun. You cannot educate and raise a child before it is born . That is why i think diksha must come first and elaborate Sadhana later. Realising that you are pregnant with your own Goddess, the outer temple is an extension of yourself, strengthening that state of primal self awareness , then it is not a place of worship anymore but a Place of Knowledge of the one Self, Essence of both you the deity and the Guru like different lamps having the same fire. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 17, 2005 Report Share Posted December 17, 2005 Perhaps you have heard the saying, "Each to his own, and God for ALL". No tradition is superior. "Atha ato brahma jijnasa' - "Now there is a sincere desire for knowledge of the Ultimate" (First sutra of the Brahma Sutras). This is all that matters. Everything is Divine, so what is Superior ? mahahradanatha <mahahradanatha wrote: --- In , "NMadasamy" <nmadasamy@s...> wrote: The act of going to temple is like a journey we take > in our process to meet the divine. Entering the temple [ from my > viewpoint] is the same as the entering the womb of the mother or the > body of Siva. Before you enter, you remove your "Self". Like the > snake removing its skin. You leave this outside and you came in with > a new identity, the real you. When you are in the temple, its like > you are temporarily dead. You are in the divine realm. Outside world > is does not matter any more. What happen in the temple, you > underwent spiritual purification. When you stand before the divine > in whatever image they represent to you, you are returning to your > point of origin. You emerge from the temple a new person. A new you. > You are the one who create this divine positive energy. Excuse me for posting and for my Intrusion. I am aware that Shakti Sadhana is a Hinduism group of Shakti worship, nonethesless i dare to express a view once more, that considers worship of Shakti or Guru not as superior to realisation of your own divinity. Many people regard the worship of shakti in a religious way, expressing and believing in a duality of a female Creator of heaven and earth living somewhere in heaven and a human being living on earth worshipping this deity as is his duty or because of the "fun" of it, or because of getting help from the deities. I do not question or criticize these ideas, i only like to represent another interpretation, traditioon and understanding of Sadhana and Puja. I hope it is considered as within the scope of this group,though it may not be considered religious, if not i beg your forgiveness for intruding and maybe hurting religious feelings. I have been raised in a tradition that does not put much effort in worship of a deity or force considered to be existing outside of yourself, living in some sort of divine place and endowed with supernatural powers. Not that we do not believe that such beings exist, and that it is ok to worship them, it is just not Our main purpose to worship them but we instead try to regain our own original divinity. If one understands the secret of transformation of the poisons to nectars and the energy of the original childlike self one can turn gods to ashes and ashes to gods. I was told to look for the deities within myself, they were said to exist in my breath and my lungs, they can be heard resounding in the throb and pulse of the cave of my heart and the pulse of my womb. They are felt coursing in my prana flow and their primordial mantras are sounded not be my lips but by the sound of the pumping and rushing of my blood, the sound of the prana flow and the distinct inner hissing of the 5 organs. All my pores and hairs of the skins are realised to be alive little deitiés to crores of bhairavas and yoginis all breathing in and out, nourishing the spiritand body. The Yantras painted on bark and molded from metals are only symbols of the intricate design of the bone yantra(the skeleton), the blood vessels and the nerve and nadi currents, are the lines and the holes between the joints are the seats (triangles) of the deities. Also the Mountain Kailas, Ganga and Yamuna and the hidden Saraswati, and prayag, varanasi and other pithas are liberating places of meditation in the body, and currents of energy following the flowing of your breath and blood and semen/ovary spinal fluid in your own body. I was taught that the Temple is a Symbol of your own body. Every different part of the temple a symbol of some part of the human (and divine) body, the eyes, ears, nose, the brain, marrow, organs, chakras and Nadis, all are represented in the temple by the different parts of the design. There is no need to go someplace outside, to a temple of wood or stones or a pitha, they are an outer symbol of an inner reality, because all is inside your own body, also all the gods and godesses are to be found there. If these are shown outwardly in the temple it is just to remind you that they are existing in the caves and hidden places of your body. Because of that conection if you enter a temle you may therefore rightfully feel that you are to reborn in the womb of a deity. In the teaching of the Mahasiddha in the Rasayana, the secret of Immortality is expounded, which is the opposite while being alike at the same time: Here it is you that gives birth to an immortal childlike virgin deity in the cave of your own body temple. This personal deity is grown from the mantra seed that you have received from your guru, but it is in the beginning a child deity a Virgin, not yet mature, it is fragile and it has to be strengthenend and enlivend by Japa, Puja Meditation and Yoga, The highest fruit of this path is that even your physical body eventually dissolves in the deity body of pure Energy, the deity body in union with your jiva can enter the Space and leave the earth (or choose to stay), then you are free from death and rebirth by being centered in a body hard and translucent which is indestructible like a diamond.(this body is called siddhadeha, Vajradeha, Nirmana Kaya) This is the Grace passed from Guru to disciple and cared for and nurtured by generations. In Adinath Sampradaya the Guru often, after diksha chases the disciple away, because all the knowledge is containend in this seed there is no need for formal teaching anymore, because this seed contains the compressed knowledge of the whole tradition which naturally unfolds. It is said that Matsyendranatha rescued the leaves of the lost Kaula Knowledge from the womb of a fish. We are the fish immersed in the ocean of the body (samsara) and have to rescue the lost seed the leaves of the Kaula Knowledge out of the womb of the fish, which is our mind deluded by the body and sense impressions which constantly cause the mind to move from object to object like a fish in the water constantly moves from one place to another. I know that many people think that a guru is needed for guidance and to it his his duty to prevent his disciples from thinking for themsselfes,and the deities are in heaven and have created the world. In Natha Sampradaya Guru preserves the seed of Knowledge which is like a seal and contains an original model of of the deity and the essence of all Knowledge of liberation. He has only a simple task like a person preserving a flame in a oil lamp by nurturing it constantly and providing it with oil. The saying that the guru is the deity refers only to the act of preservation of the original seed-deity which is carried like a lighted lamp in the body of the Guru, his body is like a ship carrying a rare freight through the ocean of time, to a distant shore. You cannot nurture a child by the umbilical cord before the combinend essence of father and mother have entered the womb and growth has begun. You cannot educate and raise a child before it is born . That is why i think diksha must come first and elaborate Sadhana later. Realising that you are pregnant with your own Goddess, the outer temple is an extension of yourself, strengthening that state of primal self awareness , then it is not a place of worship anymore but a Place of Knowledge of the one Self, Essence of both you the deity and the Guru like different lamps having the same fire. Visit your group "" on the web. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 18, 2005 Report Share Posted December 18, 2005 When I visited Bali, I came across some magnificent ancient Hindu temples. The dress code was a sarong. Even when I dawned on the sarong I was denied entry. For some reason my wife and I did not fit into their ideal of a Hindu person despite the fact that we are an Indian couple. I think this is a innate human behaviour that all people posses. People tend to conform in their behaviour to form groups. When an outsider who does not fit the bill of a fellow member comes into a group, they may face rejection or maybe treated with suspicion. This may be the reason why hippies are hippies and why punks are punks and the countless subculture that exist. Even in Hinduism we have Shaktas, Vishnavas, Shivites etc. There is talk of one claiming superiority over the other. Isn't this just another form of group conformity? We are all frogs living in our own well. A wise mystic said the society has flawed, but we have to go through the society and we have to transcend the society. So if your ever rejected by a temple, its okay, they are human. They are just frogs living in their own well. You just have to go to another temple. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 19, 2005 Report Share Posted December 19, 2005 It is a way. All is Divine. Love is the key to All. Know this. Also I believe you are right. Tulasi <thundergod999 wrote: When I visited Bali, I came across some magnificent ancient Hindu temples. The dress code was a sarong. Even when I dawned on the sarong I was denied entry. For some reason my wife and I did not fit into their ideal of a Hindu person despite the fact that we are an Indian couple. I think this is a innate human behaviour that all people posses. People tend to conform in their behaviour to form groups. When an outsider who does not fit the bill of a fellow member comes into a group, they may face rejection or maybe treated with suspicion. This may be the reason why hippies are hippies and why punks are punks and the countless subculture that exist. Even in Hinduism we have Shaktas, Vishnavas, Shivites etc. There is talk of one claiming superiority over the other. Isn't this just another form of group conformity? We are all frogs living in our own well. A wise mystic said the society has flawed, but we have to go through the society and we have to transcend the society. So if your ever rejected by a temple, its okay, they are human. They are just frogs living in their own well. You just have to go to another temple. International aid Devi Traditions Divine Visit your group "" on the web. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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