Guest guest Posted April 6, 2006 Report Share Posted April 6, 2006 Nora says - And Why does it HURTS you SO? Let us explore this. Vir says - It hurts because I have such a lot of "baggage" I don't need and can't seem to get rid of. I keep failing and it i really exhausting carrying it around. I am unable to surrender / embrace. (where is Felicia) Nora says ; The first step in healing is the realisation that you need to be heal. When you realise that you have this baggage and you need to remove them, you have already begin. When you say "can't seem" means you are scared to remove them, thus the attachment. This fear of losing. , Vir Rawlley <redderred wrote: > > Hey there Nora :-D > > Nora says - Nobody can hurt you without your permission. > > Vir says - Don't kid your-self, I could come over and pinch you ;- ) > > > > U take care Nora. It is really nice of you to ask. > > Much love, > > Vir > > > NMadasamy <ashwini_puralasamy wrote: --- In , Vir Rawlley <redderred@> > wrote: > > > > Thanks Kochu, > > > > I know what you mean :-) though it still hurts. Like kids aptly > say "what-ever" or "chill dude", yeh ! these are kind of "mantras". I > wonder if someone would please translate these two phrases/concepts > into Sanskrit to add a ring of authenticity ! Yeh ! I am serious :-) > > > > But thanks Kochu, really .... thanks > > > > > And Why does it HURTS you SO? Let us explore this. Nobody can hurt you > without your permission. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 6, 2006 Report Share Posted April 6, 2006 Sweet Nora, Indeed you are right, there is a fear. A fear of failing, of being wrong with all this spiritual mumbo-jumbo, a fear of being labelled as a quitter, a failure, a fear of not knowing what is going to happen, a fear of not knowing what to do - well this is not entirely correct as I (think) I have Kali (rather she has me) and I have a mantra, but doubts doubts doubts. On the other hand, there is my sweetest sweetest UUUMAAAAAAAAAA Kali :-) I am not sure if I am going to talk about this much more, but this is SS, and there are true lovers here, so I will say this simply. A few years ago I felt, "What is all this spiritual mumbo-jumbo ? Let me see if it makes sense. Can I actually cut the ropes (of my fears, attachmentss, whatever) and fall into the sky ? Why am I praying, reading all this occult stuff, feeling it is all great, nd actually doing nothing about it. Does it work ???? I mean is there really a God ? Is there Kali ?" And I thought, let me see. Let me try to be true to myself. So I started TRYING to take decisions based on how my heart felt. I told my cousin sister. "What is this we talk about spirituality, so I am going to find out. At worst I'll end up with nothing, but then at least I will know all this spirituality and God stuff is all bull. What is the use to feel drawn to God and not know God" These few years later, I can say this, I have no doubt my SWEETEST SWEETEST UUUUUUUUMMAAAAAAAAAA KALI is around - I know this. But I am like Macbeth "out damn spot". This baggage of fear. Yes Kaali is there for sure, as are other Dieties. I don't need proof of this, I am satisfied in this regard, this funny man giving a certificates to Divinity :-p Ha ! Inside me I know. I just wish I could speed-up a bit :-) But I know the baggage has to go first. One of the first spiritual books I read was Johnathan Livingston Seagull - I remember he became thinner and thinner, to fly, as he flew higher and higher. Out damn spot :-) Pretty pretty pot. I hope you understand this madman, Love U Nora. NMadasamy <ashwini_puralasamy wrote: Nora says - And Why does it HURTS you SO? Let us explore this. Vir says - It hurts because I have such a lot of "baggage" I don't need and can't seem to get rid of. I keep failing and it i really exhausting carrying it around. I am unable to surrender / embrace. (where is Felicia) Nora says ; The first step in healing is the realisation that you need to be heal. When you realise that you have this baggage and you need to remove them, you have already begin. When you say "can't seem" means you are scared to remove them, thus the attachment. This fear of losing. , Vir Rawlley <redderred wrote: > > Hey there Nora :-D > > Nora says - Nobody can hurt you without your permission. > > Vir says - Don't kid your-self, I could come over and pinch you ;- ) > > > > U take care Nora. It is really nice of you to ask. > > Much love, > > Vir > > > NMadasamy <ashwini_puralasamy wrote: --- In , Vir Rawlley <redderred@> > wrote: > > > > Thanks Kochu, > > > > I know what you mean :-) though it still hurts. Like kids aptly > say "what-ever" or "chill dude", yeh ! these are kind of "mantras". I > wonder if someone would please translate these two phrases/concepts > into Sanskrit to add a ring of authenticity ! Yeh ! I am serious :-) > > > > But thanks Kochu, really .... thanks > > > > > And Why does it HURTS you SO? Let us explore this. Nobody can hurt you > without your permission. > Visit your group "" on the web. How low will we go? Check out Messenger’s low PC-to-Phone call rates. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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