Guest guest Posted March 29, 2001 Report Share Posted March 29, 2001 that's the way i am feeling right now about my practice.<br><br>i have been practicing regularly for about 6 months...incredible changes in and out, then i went on vacation. i missed for over a week and found myself backsliding. then to a conference for work for a week...i am struggling. good changes unchanging. struggling to find a place where i can be at peace again...it feels like i've lost it.<br><br>is what the practice offers so tenuous? is it that easy to fall off? was it too soon in my practice to miss that much? so...i am gradually refinding some peace in asanas that had been peaceful a month ago, and finding myself feeling fearful and desparate in others where i used to find release...?<br><br>i guess it's lesson learned and forward from here? it's like losing my balance while standing bound and hitting the mat hard. nothing to do but get up again i suppose. some tender spots and bruises.<br><br>thanks for listening. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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