yoga fear..?

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hi there,

its been a long time since i visited the group... i have a question for

everyone, or advice to ask... i have been interested in yoga for about

3-4 years now, esp. ashtanga... i had got book, dvds, cds etc...and

when i do do yoga, i feel great, my day completely changes... but here

is the problem: i don't know why for the life of me, but i

procrastinate doing yoga... does that make any sense?? i mean, i set

goals, promise myself, remind myself how much i enjoy it..but i feel a

little intimidated going to a class (i don't knwo why, im pretty fit

and i know that its not about doign it 'right') and to do it at home,

im either lazy or just mega procrastinating..perhaps i don't think deep

down that i deserve such peace of mind..i have no idea...anyone have

any ideas? i really want to start developing myself with yoga and

eventually i hope to be a teacher...but how on earth will i achieve

those things if i fear starting it? do i fear success??? or failure??

help..

sh