Guest guest Posted April 19, 2001 Report Share Posted April 19, 2001 Namaste, Amma has blessed you with prose that vies with any poetry [not just with our babbling]! Fortunate are we readers for expressing your 'bhaava'! Your impassioned plea reminds one of Uddhava's in Bhagavata: na aha.n tava a~Nghri/-kamala.n kshaNa/-ardham api keshava . tyaktu.n samutsahe naatha svadhaama naya maam api .. [XI:vi:43] O Keshava, not even for half a second can I bear to be separated from Thy lotus feet. Therefore, O Lord! take mealso to Thy abode! Regards, s. , SIVASHANKARI SUNDARESAN <paradevata> wrote: > Thursday, 19 April 2001. > > > > WOULD TAKE ME IN YOUR ARMS,PLEASE GRANT ME THIS MUCH , > THIS MUCH I SEEK. THIS MUCH I SEEK , THIS MUCH I SEEK. > Amma, amma, please grant me , please. I TOOK ENTRY > HERE WITHOUT PERMISSION, BUT I PRAY I BEG YOU BE > PRESENT WHEN THE TIME TO BREATH MY LAST, LET YOU BE > PRESENT , WHEN MY BREATH CHOKES, , YOU BE PRESENT > BEFORE MY EYES, AND SAY, DO NOT FEAR, WHEN IAM HERE, I > WOULD HEAR YOUR SOOTHING WORDS, AND WHAT YOU WILL DO > WITH ME IT IS UPTO YOU, THIS IS THE PRAYER OF A > DEVOTEE, DO THIS MUCH FOR ME, AMMA, AMMA, MY DEAR > AMMA,, ONLY THIS MUCH I SEEK. SHIVE PAAHI. SHRI > MAATHRE NAMAH. > > SIVASHANKARI SUNDARESAN. > > ===== > with love and regards, sivashankari sundaresan > > > > Auctions - buy the things you want at great prices > http://auctions./ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 20, 2001 Report Share Posted April 20, 2001 , SIVASHANKARI SUNDARESAN <paradevata> wrote: > Thursday, 19 April 2001. > > > > > Fortunate are those who are proficient in their > oratorio , fortunate are those who express, fluent > notes in presentation,fortunate and blessed are > raghava kaluri, suprabha, sunder, Ravi,sridhar, > krishnamoorthy, and other elites, for whom Vaag devi > would have appeared before them smiling with her > merciful look , endorsing their poems, extempores, by > nodding and granting them boons ;;;; namastae ! Your emotions mixed with devotion shows you are way up on the ladder than many of the rest of us. you are extremely fortunate and blessed. As if the ganges is rushing forth through your pen..the flow of words is simply amazing.As if vagdaevi/Saarada herself is speaking ..I bow to that "vaak" in your pen and the devotion in your heart. i imagine > that scene, how lucky they are to have Darshan of > ambaal, oh, could i not also be with them, You are already with her and I would like to make a humble correction if I may ,to the above statement.I don't know about others but ,I was not that fortunate to have her "darshan"... All I said was she speaks to me from my heart and responds in her own way showing affection. If I created any other impression with my limited vocabulary I apologize. though i > am unworthy of anything , not articulate enough to > praise HER, shall i enter the podium,, am i eligible > to enter, have a peep atleast, ? Do we need permission to see our own mother ? I could never describe her or praise her the way you did. yet I would never hesitate to go and sit with her and talk to her and tell her what I feel the way I can...The only language she needs is the language of the heart ,that is love... and devotion...They will lead us straight to her and bring her into our heart. ;; , hesitatingly, > with a pause ;;; slowly, somehow stealingly , i > enter, some force takes me there, to witness that > spectacular sight , i visualise;; Devi Shaarada > would have appeared before them ;; i visualise, the > beautiful Mother in a white gorgeous silk sari and > green silk blouse,, bedecked with jewels all over her > chest , the emerald ruby coral gold diamond > necklaces, and Thirumaangalyam, adorned diamond > studded gold crown, with her locks of curly hair, > peeping through the kireetam, with her forehead , > decorated with kasturi aromatic vermillion, eyes > with anjanam full of compassion,, with her nosering > glittering in the sunrays, the Thaatangam in SRI > CHAKRA order , with smiling lips in manda haasam, , > her face like a chandra bimbam,, her hands holding a > veenai and sphatika maala, pusthakam, her waist > decorated with a gold waistband full of pearls, gold > beads,, she is seated in a rathna simhasanam, her > lotus feet smeared with marudaani , fingers in > golden metti and kolusu , i look at her, what a > beauty, tears roll down my cheeks,, i murmur, " > Tripura sundarini divya rupamunu > ...........amma......, then at this hour, i look at > devi, iam yearning, she cast a look on me, i cannot > wait, i sob, cry, then i run towards her, > prostrate to her ,I, hold her lotus feet keep my head > on her feet,, offer , jasmine , roses, lotus, bilva, > thulasi, manoranjitham, marukkozhundu, > dhavanam,sampangi, mullai, , maru, arali, sougandhika, > makizhampoo, thaazhampoo, semparuthi, paarijatham, > javanthi, kasithumbai, iruvakshi, lily,,,,, garden > fresh flowers, full of fragrance ,, i offer the > sweetghee rice, thaamboolam, i talk to her ; amma, > wont you look at me, i am your child too, you are > PAAMARA JANA PAALINI, PAAHI BHAARATHI DEVI, GRANT ME > A BOON that , I ALWAYS KEEP WORSHIPPING YOU, > THINKING YOU ALLWAYS, WHATEVER I DO I SUBMIT TO YOU, , > AT THE TIME OF MY LAST BREATH, LET ME CHANT YOUR NAME > THINK OF YOU AT THAT TIME WITHOUT FAIL, SO THAT YOU > > > WOULD TAKE ME IN YOUR ARMS,PLEASE GRANT ME THIS MUCH , > THIS MUCH I SEEK. THIS MUCH I SEEK , THIS MUCH I SEEK. > Amma, amma, please grant me , please. I TOOK ENTRY > HERE WITHOUT PERMISSION, BUT I PRAY I BEG YOU BE > PRESENT WHEN THE TIME TO BREATH MY LAST, LET YOU BE > PRESENT , WHEN MY BREATH CHOKES, , YOU BE PRESENT > BEFORE MY EYES, AND SAY, DO NOT FEAR, WHEN IAM HERE, I > WOULD HEAR YOUR SOOTHING WORDS, AND WHAT YOU WILL DO > WITH ME IT IS UPTO YOU, THIS IS THE PRAYER OF A > DEVOTEE, DO THIS MUCH FOR ME, AMMA, AMMA, MY DEAR > AMMA,, ONLY THIS MUCH I SEEK. SHIVE PAAHI. SHRI > MAATHRE NAMAH. wishing you every joy you seek from her .... with love and best regards suprabha > > SIVASHANKARI SUNDARESAN. > > > > > > ===== > with love and regards, sivashankari sundaresan > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 20, 2001 Report Share Posted April 20, 2001 Namaste. As Smt.Suprabha Garu so beautifully said, >The only language she needs is the language of > the heart ,that is love... and devotion...They will lead us >straight to her and bring her into our heart. >You are already with her and I would like to make a humble > correction if I may ,to the above statement.I don't know about >others but ,I was not that fortunate to have her "darshan"... I too am not a such a fortunate one. To be fair to 'others' in the list, I take the liberty on their behalf to convey their feeling too that they are also not the fortunate ones yet. We are all seekers and one day we hope to see the light. With Love, Raghava Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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