sins- Countless sins

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Respected sri vaishNavALs,

Have I committed so many, countless sins? Have I done so many apachArams?

Oh my dearest pithA, trivikramA, DamOdarA!, the one who measured the

universe and asked for it!- I have been yelling for you, my dearest, again

and again with tears flooding in my eyes, mind and heart melting thinking

of you and longing to see you- I am standing in such a pathetic state. But

you are still not being seen. - At least appear before me and say " How

dare you wish to see me? You are such a BIG sinner." Say that atleast. But

COME and appear,Lord.

Even after having comitted so many sins, still I want to see you and be

called a GREAT sinner by you.

 

This is not the request from me. I am not so fortunate to get that bent of

mind. I am deeply caught up in samsAra sAgaram and there is no semblance of

getting out of it.

 

The above request is by our nammAzhwAr (4.7.3).

 

Evu ilatha theevinaigaL eththanai seythanankol

thAvi vaiyam koNda enthAi dAmOdhrA enRu enRu

koovi koovi nenju urugi kaNpani sora ninRAl

pAvi nee enRu onRu sollAi pAviyEn kANa vandhE.

 

Very touching-

 

nammAzhwar thiruvadigaLE charaNam

 

Ram Ram

 

madhava dAsan