Thiruvaaimozhi 2.4- my daughter has been languishing, Oh Lord!

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SRI:

Dearest Sisters and Brothers,

After having had an exquisite Bhagavath anubhavam, our AzhwAr has

again entered into the "separation" disease. (The Lord has deserted him!) .

Now,, AzhwAr sings as if the mother of paraangusa Nayaki addresses the

Lord. It is a real, beautiful narration of a mother looking at her daughter

remorse with tears and melting with a complete thinking about Sriman

Narayanan. READ THEM AND BE BLESSED WITH A KAINKARYAM OF ADORNING THE

GARLAND OF THESE TEN PASURAMS THEMSELVES TO OUR SRIMAN NARAYANAN.

 

1.My daughter, the one who has a shining face, is now even unable to stand

at one place and has been restless. Her heart has been melting and her eyes

and cheeks are full of tears and has been singing of Him. She has been

searching for Him desperately at all places and has been calling

"NarasimhA! NarasimhA!" She has been weltering that Lord NarasimhA

immediately arrived for PrahlAdA while He never comes for her at all.

 

2.Oh EmperumaanE! the One who plucked the thousand shoulders of vaaNAsuran

(KaNNan to get His grandson Aniruddhan married to Ushai, killed

vaaNAsuran). My beautiful girl is so foolish and wishes to see you and has

been languishing. But You are not blessing her with Your darshan and You do

not wish it appears!

 

3.My daughter who has been really thinking of You at all times and is

suffering, is a soft and kind hearted girl. Like the wax melting just at

the sight of fire, she has also been melting thinking of You, Dear Lord!

You are NOT KIND HEARTED and You ahve deserted her in this sorry state and

made her suffer. The One who could cross the Ocean and destroyed rAvaNA; Is

it difficult for Him to do something for this girl?

 

4.My daughter has been calling You as "Oh Destroyer of lankaa!" and then

addressing You as" the One who hoisted the GarudA flag after success!". Her

mind is totally restless and has been exhaling hot air like fire(due to

viragha thaapam). She has been praying foolishly with folded hands and

tears continuously rolling down her cheeks all the time.

 

5. For days and nights, my daughter has been blabbering about You only. Her

beautiful flower like eyes are full of tears. Can You not give her Your

fragrant thuLasi garland? What nature of heart You have for not giving such

a garland to this poor girl, who has been languishing days and nights and

for giving to the bees!

 

6.Her entire heart appears to be melting into a complete liquid state and

has been calling You as "aruLaaLA! aruLaaLA!" (merciful Lord!). She has

also been saying as "The One who is the bhOgyam for her athmaa!".

 

7.She has been hiding from me her love for You; She is thinking of You

always and that appears to be even drying her jeevan completely with her

suffering. She has been calling You "kaNNA! the One who sleep on the Milky

Ocean!". She has even been thinking of Your bed as her possession (So much

of languishing from Love for You, Lord!)

 

8.The One who killed kamsA! My daughter has been calling You as "The One

who captured her and cheated by His Actions and auspicious attributes

(kalyANa guNAs)!". She sighs heavily with hot air and has been welling with

tears in her eyes; She prays to You with folded hands always; Due to having

You as the Only redemption, she has been suffering tremendously; (Should

You not help her join You? Why should You trouble this poor girl?)

 

9.The One who has the Most Powerful, lustrous, shining chakrAyudhA! My

daughter has been totally oblivious of dawns and dusks and has been

suffering miserably thinking of You always; Always she has been desirous of

having the fragrant ThuLasi maalai of Yours; what exactly is Your thinking

of this poor pitiable innocent girl ?

 

10.Oh EmeprumaanE, the One who captured and destroyed the lankA! My

daughter, the innocent girl, is always in tears; She has been crying day

and night thinking of You and been suffering from the pangs of separation

from You, Lord! Please do NOT let her youthful, beautiful, eyes (eyes like

those of deer) lose its beauty and shine; (Since others can get salvation

from her eyesight - means She is the BhAgavathA and her kataaksham can

bring salvation to many others- Do not spoil that- What an imagination and

anubhavam!)

 

11.Sri SadagOpar has sung 1000 pAsurams about the Blemishless Vaamanan. Out

of those 1000, those who sing these ten pasurams (or its meanings) can get

the bhAgyam of performing the kainkaryam of adorning the Lord's Lotus Feet

with a fragrant garland of these 10 pAsurams.

 

AzhwAr thiruvadigaLE saraNam

 

Narayana dAsan madhavakkannan