Thiruvaaimozhi 2.6- I WILL NEVER EVER LEAVE YOU, MY LORD!

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Dearest Sisters and Brothers,

 

In the next decad 2.6, our AzhwAr sings pAsurams to remove the doubts of

Emperumaan as to if the AzhwAr would leave Him later, and what to do then.

 

1.Oh Paramapadha nathanE! The Blue Coloured Lord! My beautiful VaamanA! The

One who tastes the sweet nectar everyday at all times in my heart! The Lion

of dEvAs! KundhA! (one of Lord's names is kundhan), the One who troubles

asurAs to remove the troubles of bhAgavathALs'; I have caught You firmly

and tightly and I will never let it slip out.

 

2.The Most Beautiful Lord, my Emperumaan without leaving a single little

space has captured all worlds in His stomach; the One who has swallowed

everything, now has entered into my mind; the knowledge, the light

personified is He! He is the most sweetest nectar to me! He is not seeing

anywhere; (HE IS LOOKING ONLY AT ME- says AzhwAr)

 

(There is an interesting anecdote: Once AlavandhAr (Grandson of Sri

Nathamuni) was informed by his AchAryA MaNakkAl nambhi that there is a

rahasya vishEsham with kurugaikkAvalappan, the disciple of Sri Natha muni.

Hence, AlavandhAr went to ChOzhapuram where kurugaikkaavalappan was in his

trance, (yOga). Not to disturb him, AlavandhAr went behind him and was

waiting. Immediately kurugaikkaavalappan opened his eyes and asked if

anyone from the lineage of "sottai kulam" is here (the lineage of Sri Natha

muni is "sottai kulam"). AlavandhAr came from behind and said "adiyEn"; but

how did you find out?". Kurugaikkaavalappan said smilingly " the moment you

hid behind me, my Emperumaan, KaNNan pushed my head down and wished to look

at you and refused to listen to my words and prayer; It is possible only

for those belonging to "sottai kulam".

(what a parama bhagAvathALs and How great is our Lord longing to see such

BhagavathALs! )- This statement from AzhwAr saying that He is looking at me

only reminded me of that story;

 

3.Oh EmperumaanE! You, the Red Lotus eyes Lord, are the Chief of dEvAs !

the One who wears the Most Fragrant thuLasi garland! You are the mountain

of Gold! I had approached You; You granted me the Greatest Joy of praying

to You with total complete bhakti. You granted me the ability to sing

pAsurams with my tongue about Your Glories; How great You are and How

merciful You are!

 

4. MadhusoodhanA! Oh mountain of Maragadham (sapphire)! You granted me a

state of mind to keep longing for You and think of You only and reject

everything else; My Father! I will never leave You at anytime; I have

immersed myself in a Big flood of Glorious attributes of Yours and have

sung and danced in it; I have gotten rid of all my diseases from this body

and obtained salvation. Hence, I will NEVER EVER LEAVE YOU, LORD!

 

5.My Father! I have obtained salvation by thinking about You always; I have

learnt the nature of my athmA and have found the difference from others'

thinking of the same; Hence, I have been granted by You the servitude to

perform kainkaryam at Your feet with You as my Lord! Thus, the sins accrued

over the ages due to my past karmaas could be destroyed; Hereafter, I will

NEVER EVER LEAVE YOU. What GREAT Help You have done to me , my Lord, the

One who sleeps on the AdhisEshA! I will always THINK OF YOU, LORD.

 

6.BhagawaanE! the One who ripped open hiraNyan and killed him! Having

thought of You always,- Having sung about Your most auspicious attributes

always,- my past sins have been removed completely. You are so merciful;

Aren't You? What can NOT BE done with Your mercy, my Lord?

 

7.Emperumaan- the One who ate and protected the seven lOkAs willingly

entered into my heart. Hereafter, He will never leave me also; Hence, with

His mercy, there is NOTHING which I can NOT do. Seven births upwards and

downwards- all my relatives will get rid of their sins and escape going to

the hell; Hence, THERE IS NOTHING IMPOSSIBLE WITH HIS MERCY.

 

8.My Father! The One who rides on the GarudA and turns the flock of asurAs

into ashes! After taking so many different various births, finally I have

obtained clarity in my mind and reached the abode of Your Feet; I have been

immersing myself again and again in the FLOOD of endless MERCY and dayA.

Hereafter, You can NOT leave me.

 

9.My Father! The One who stands at the Cold TiruvEngada mountain! The One

who destroyed Sri LankA! The One who is capable of sending the arrow

through seven trees! The One who wears the ThirutthuzhAy (thuLasi)

garlands! You, the sweetest Nectar, have mixed Yourself completely with me.

The Chief of dEvAs! Where else can You go now?

 

10.the Past- the Present and the Future- at all times, You have been my

mother, my father, my Jeevan (life); I have reached You; I WILL NEVER EVER

LEAVE YOU; You are the Chief of all worlds; the Primordial Chief! ParamanE!

EmperumaanE! The One who resides at Cool ThiruvEnghada mountain; the One

who wears the most fragrant thuLasi maalai; HEREAFTER, I WILL NOT LEAVE

YOU.

 

11.Emperumaan- the One who has the Most Fragrant ThuLasi garland in His

head; the One who has the MOST BEAUTIFUL, RED LOTUS, DARK, LARGE EYES.

Thirukkurugoor maaRan, Sri SadagOpan, has sung 1000 pAsurams about such

Lord, Sriman Narayanan and His most auspicious attributes(kalyAna guNAs).

Out of those 1000 pAsurams, those who can read these ten pAsurams will

become the MOST ARDENT DEVOTEES OF Emeprumaan Kesavan and His Divine Feet.

 

AzhwAr thiruvadigaLE saraNam

 

Narayana dAsan madhavakkannan