Thiruvaaimozhi 4.8- My colour, beauty, jnAnam, life- what is the use?

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SRI:

 

Dearest Sisters and Brothers,

 

Even after having called so many times and in so many names, still, He

has not appeared in front of AzhwAr. AzhwAr is totally vexed and tears

welled in his eyes. As Parangusa Nayaki, AzhwAr (she) says: Since He

does not want me and my possessions, I also DO NOT need them any more.

 

1. Emperumaan, has offered His portion of ThirumEni to Sivan,

Naanmukhan and Sri Mahalakshmi and let them occupy in His Body. Such

Great Emperumaan, the limitless Lord destroyed the entire army of asurAs

and burn them to ashes. Such Hero of mine DOES NOT want me- My beauty is

now rendered useless. There is no value for my fair complexion. It has

become a wasteful thing.

 

2. Periya Piraatti, who is always with Emperumaan at all time and under

all situations, has got the most beautiful shining form. She lives in

the Beautiful chest of Emperumaan, who has the Huge shoulders like

mountains. He, The One who has the Most strongest Divine ChakrA in His

Hand, has captured me and enabled me to perform kaimkaryam always with

no errors/ mistakes and with no gap. (paNimaanam pizhaiyaamE adiyEnaip

paNikoNda- enabling me to perform kaimkaryam with no errors/mistakes-

When Sri RamanujA was present at the Mutt and the prasadhams were being

distributed by KidAmbhi AchAn, KidAmbhi AchAn was not pouring the water

to a bhAgawathA properly from the front, but from the side. YatirAjar

noticed this and came near and corrected him saying "Come to the front

and pour water". Immediately AchAn said "paNimaanam pizhaiyaamE

adiyEnaip paNikoNda- enabling me to perform kaimkaryam with no

errors/mistakes". YatirAjar smiled for his presence of mind and

referring to Thiruvaaimozhi most appropriately. - Thirutthi paNi

koLvaan). Emperumaan does not want my mind and what is the use of my

mind?

 

3. Emperumaan killed bhUthanai by sucking her life along with her

breast milk when she had come to breast feed and kill the child KaNNan

with her poisonous breast milk. He is the Parama Purushan, who sleeps on

the bed of snake. He is the One who has Big, Huge shoulders and is the

Trivikraman, Nedumaayan. Such a Lord of mine does NOT need me. What is

the use of my guNAs? I have all required qualities of a pure woman-

still, what is the use?

 

4. Nappinnai is full of most auspicious guNAs. KaNNan, fought with the

seven oxen and killed them for getting her. He hugged her bamboo-like

beautiful shoulders and embraced her sift tender breasts. Such KaNNan,

when He took the cattle out, He went with a dirty old rough red

clothing, with a stick and a flute, with some bells tied down to His

aRaijnAN. Such a sowlabhyan, Lord of mine does not want my

fair-complexioned, tender body. Is there any use of that any more?.

 

5. SitApiraatti, the One who talks so sweetly like a parrot; She was

captured by rAvaNan and was made to suffer at asOka vanam. Sri Raman,

Chakravarthith Thirumagan, killed rAvaN and destroyed his entire army

due to that. Such Great Rama piraan, has got the honey dripping ThuLasi

maalai on His head. Such SarvEshwaran does NOT want me. What is the use

of my intellect and jnAnam? There is no use absolutely.

 

6. In this wide spanned world, people never come to know of their lack

of jnAnam at all. To educate them and make them aware of Karma yOgham

and Prapatti Yogham, KaNNan gave us the Bhagawadh gItA. Such JnAna

mUrthy, came as short BrahmachAri Vaamanan and immediately took

ThrivikaramAvathAram and measured the entire universe with His feet. He

cheated mahAbhali with His two steps and asked a place for the third?.

Such Great Lord of mine does NOT need me. What is the use of my shining

body?

 

7. Emperumaan, came ferociously out of the pillar as the most fearsome

Narasimhan and tore hiraNyakasipu into two and killed him. Such Most

lovable Lord (of PrahlAdA) has got sanghu and ChakrA with Him as Sriman

NarayaNan. Sucha Blue hued Lord of mine does NOT want my beautiful hand

full of bangles with beautiful lines on them. What is their use, any

way?

 

8. Emperumaan has got the Paancha janyam - The Divine sanghu, in His

hand. He blew that during KurukshEthra battle and terrified the sons of

DhrudharAshtran. He is the One who removes the sorrows of this world. He

is worshipped by Sivan, BrahmA and Indran and can NOT be seen even by

them. Such Greatest Lord of mine, Lord with The Most Auspicious kalYANa

guNAs- does NOT like my beautiful ornament of Meghalai. There is no use

of that even.

 

9. ushai, the daughter of bhANAsuran has got the most beautiful

Meghalai ornament and has got narrow waist. Her father bhANAsuran’s

sholders were cut off by KaNNan. Emperumaan, is lying down on

AdhisEshan, as His bed, and is having His Yogha nithrA. What is the use

of this sarIram of mine, which is not liked or wanted by Him? This

sarIram has got no utility value.

 

10. Bhagawaan became so happy killing all asurAs and their armies. They

are very strong in their bodies and are so cruel. He killed all of them

and made their bones and flesh drop like big pieces of mountains. In

such Greatest Lord of mine, Sivan is occupying a portion. He is so

merciful to offer Sivan a place in His body. Such merciful Lord of mine,

does not want or like my jIvan (uyir). There is no use of that for me.

 

11. Bhagawaan, reatined the entire universe and the seven worlds in His

stomach, to protect the beings during PraLaya kaalam. When He appeared

as KaNNan, He stole and ate butter and curd. Such Greatest sowlabhyan,

Emperumaan has been praised by NammAzhwAr in these faultless,

blemishless, 1000 verses (pAsurams). Out of them, the readers of these

ten will get rid of their bitter birth and death cycle and are sure to

reach Sri Vaikuntam.

 

NammAzhwAr thiruvadigaLE saraNam

 

 

Ram Ram

 

With Best Regards

 

NarayaNa dAsan madhavakkannan

 

 

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