Thiruvaaymozhi 6.9- PLEASE DO NOT PUSH ME IN SENSUAL PLEASUERES!

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SrI:

 

Dearest Sisters and Brothers,

 

ParangusanAyaki sent the birds and bees as messengers to the Lord but

all in vain. He has not appeared. Now, AzhwAr herself (or himself)

attempts to call Him in this ten.

 

1. BhagawaanE! You ARE the One who is in the form of Pancha bhUthAs.,

namely., water, Earth, Fire, Air and the vast space. You are the One who

is the Brightest Sun and the Coolest Moon. Is that alone? You are the

One who has become Siva and BrahmA. Such Greatest Lord of mine, for ONE

DAY AT LEAST, for me, You should show Your unbounded, wonderful,

"asaadhaaraNa" Divine Body and shower mercy on me. You show this cruel

sinner, Your Divya MangaLa thirumEni with the Most Beautiful ChakrA and

Sanghu in Your Hands. You should show me Your Most Beautiful Lotus Feet.

Even if it is NOT for me, You should at least show Yourself to the

ultimate absolute enjoyment of the Earthly people and DevAs and prove

the eternal existence of Your Nitya VibhUti.

 

2. BhagawaanE! You are the Wonderful Lord, who appeared as Vaamanan and

showed Your Greatness to the Earth and DevAs, by measuring the entire

Universe in two steps. I want to dance with You and stay besides You.

For that, You should only come to me. (I don't see You). I, (the One who

considers only seeing You as the ultimate purpose of my life), should

enjoy Your walking in front of me. (You can walk in front of that asuran

MahAbhali, not in front of me, who wants only that. Am I worse than

mahAbhali, KaNNA!)

 

3. EmperumaanE! For yugas, ages, time immemorial, You have been

protecting us and saving us by Your walking, Standing, Sitting and lying

down at various Divya sthalams. AT ALL TIMES, You are always with Your

Consort Periya Piraatti MahAlakshmi and show Yourself So Gracefully with

Her. For such DivyaDampati, I have Not been joining Them, and HAVE

WASTED years and years and births and births. Still I am wasting and

will I NOT be able to see You and join You now also and will wither away

suffering greatly and languishing for You, without seeing You?

(nampiLLAi infers that this pAsuram is "akaaram" of Thirumanthram. It

talks about Emperumaan's Sarvarakshathvam. Sarvarakshathvam is referred

when AzhwAr says He protects everyone and every being. With Periya

Piraatti, He shows Himself and hence is Sriya: Pathih is the Only One to

be sought after. - akaaram of Thirumanthram.- Also, NampiLLai refers

this pAsuram to be an explanation of Artha Panchakam. With Periya

Piraatti- MahAlakshmi- Emperumaan- Brahmam is described. adiyEn denotes

jIvAthmA. He protects all lives- denotes upaayam. To join You and be

with You- Palam. Will I wither away without seeing You at all- denotes

VirOdhi swarUpam.- What a great interpretaion by NampiLLai!)

 

4. BhagawaanE! You appeared as KaNNan, and kicked the sakatAsuran, who

came as a wheel, to kill You, and in the process he got himself kicked

by Your little foot and killed! You showed Your leg's greatness to the

world! Such Greatest Lord of mine- You are worshipped in Group by

BrahmA, Sivan, Indran and DevAs. You are Their Chief! You should show

Yourself in the sky for me to see You some day at least!

 

5. Oh EmperumaanE! the One who is at ParamaPadham! You are standing at

Tirumala (Tirupati!); You are lying down and having Your YoganithrA on

Milk Ocean (ThiruppaaRkadal); You take various avataars and live with us

in our midst like ordinary being; But, You also live in all beings as an

antharyaami, without being seen; You are beyond comprehension and beyond

one's understanding; You stay in the entire vast universe and protect as

Sarvarakshakan; You also stay in my hear without any gap,

uninterruptedly. In spite of ALL THIS, You ARE HIDING YOURSELF from me

without showing Your form! (AzhwAr, Dearest Sisters and Brothers, in

this pAsuram describes all Emperumaan's states (Param, VyUham, Vivhavam,

Archai and Antharyaami)

 

6. You are a Great Maayavan and appeared as Trivikraman. In one step,

You covered the entire world! In next step, You measured the whole sky,

touching the whole universe with Your Foot! I have been LONGINg to see

Such Greatest You and have been suffering terribly like a wax kept close

to the fire, melting for You. Should I search the WHOLE WORLD looking

for You?

 

7. EmperumaanE! You exist as (karmAs) duties that are performed here in

this world and are still unbounded by them; You also exist as those who

perform such karmAs, too. You are the same one who is their respective

AthmAs also; You are the One who directs even the mukthAs, who are there

in all ten directions countlessly (outside this universe). In as much

You exist in the objects that can be seen, You also exist in those

formless (jIv)AthmAs even, as antharyaami. You are so wonderful and

Greatest! You have so much unbounded capacity! When I see my limitless

foolishness and stupid jnAnam, that is also huge; Please do not mind

that and don't look down at me; Please show mercy on me, this lowly

self, too!

 

8. Oh PerumaanE! The One who is the AthmA for jnAnis! You should show

Your mercy on me, who has NO OTHER MEANS FOR ME EXCEPT YOUR GRACE. Oh My

Lord! The One who has limitless, unbounded Divine Beauty and has the

Most Fragrant Divya MagaLa ThirumEni, NATURALLY! (Even though now, I am

NOT able to see You and touch You; You still made me crazee after Your

Most Beautiful ThirumEni, by showing that in Your Divya kshEthrams). I

DONOT HAVE ANY ONE nor ANY MEANS for my redemption. Please DO NOT PUSH

me into other things by Your strategies and mischiefs. Please do not let

me go any where away from the path towards reaching You! Don't leave me!

 

9. EmperumaanE! Please DO NOT PUSH ME AND LET MY MIND GET CONTAMINATED

BY THE INFLUENCE OF FIVE SENSE ORGANS AND PUSH ME INTO SENSUAL

PLEASURES; I HAVE BEEN BORN TO ENJOY THE GREATEST PLEASURE (of eternal

Bliss!) and DO NOT PUSH ME, END ME AND SATISFY ME WITH JUST LITTLE

SENSUAL PLEASURES. For those BEAUTIFUL LOTUS FEET, HAS THE TIME NOT YET

COME CLOSER TO CALL ME NEAR THEM? "KoovikkoLLum kaalam innum

kuRugaadhO?" (When PiLLaan was in his death bed, Namjeear was crying

ceaselessly with tears rolling down cheeks; PiLLan said: "KoovikkoLLum

kaalam innum kuRugaadhO?NajeeyarE! Why are you feeling sad? I am

going to enjoy the Greatest Pleasure and Blissful Happiness at His Lotus

Feet; Feel happy!- adadaaa! What an anubhavam! We wish we get that

feeling when we are on our death beds!- Let us pray to Him for such bent

of minds now it self!)

 

10. (In this pAsuram, AzhwAr says kaimkaryam is better than even

kaivalya inbham and Athmanubhavam.) BhagawaanE! For me, only serving You

as Your eternal servant is the Greatest and most sought after; Even the

Athmanubhavam, compared to Kaimkaryam is like the sensual pleasure; The

One , by nature never gets reduced or exhausted, never get bigger or

smaller, has the limitless, anubhavam of the AthmA, by nature- that is

kaivlya ainbham- AthmAnubhavam- even that is little pleasure only

compared to eternal kaimkaryam at Your Lotus Feet. I do not want that

AthmAnubhavam. I pray to You only for being an eternal servant at Your

Lotus Feet; Even if it is only for minutest fraction of time, I need

that only. That is the Purushaartham for me. Even that minutest

Kaimkaryam that You allow me to serve You is much greater compared to

the unbounded, limitless, eternal ArthmAnubhavam. THERE IS NO SUBSTITUE

FOR KAIMKARYAM AT YOUR LOTUS FEET FOR ME.

 

11. Bhagawaan, Emperumaan can not be comprehended by any one. By knowing

Him, by mediating on Him, by thinking of Him, one can NOT understand Him

completely. About such Greatest Emperumaan, Sri SadagOpar, the One who

is the servant of servant of servant of Emperumaan, has sung 1000

pAsurams. Out of those 1000, readers of these ten, will enable them to

become ETERNAL SERVANTS OF EMPAERUMAAN FOE EVER.

 

NammazhwAr ThiruvadigaLE SaraNam

 

 

Ram Ram

 

With Best Regards

 

NarayaNa dAsan madhavakkannan

 

 

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