Thiruvaaymozhi 7.3- How long He must have been planning to conquer me!

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SrI:

 

Dearest Sisters and Brothers,

 

AzhWar (Parangusa nayaki) was lying unconscious, unable to bear her

separation, kept thinking of the Lord Emperumaan Sri Ranganathar. When

the mother addressed Sri Ranganathar with His Kalyana gunas, and

Parangusanayaki's anubhavam, the girl got rejuvenated with that uttering

of Ranga alone. She got up fully charged and was agile and dynamic, full

of enthu to proceed to look for Him further. She decides to go to

ThiruppEreyil. That is this ten pAsurams.

 

1. Oh AmmA! The Lord, Sriman Narayanan is having His stroll (on His

Gauda (Periya Thiruvadi) and with His Sabghu and ChakrA) in my heart.

How will I be able to describe to you the way He is showing Himself so

majestically in my heart? How will you be able to see it outside? In as

much as you can not see with your eyes, I also can NOT describe with my

words. He is so beautifully present at ThiruppEreyil Divya Desam. I will

go and reach there. There Vedas and festivities sounds are always heard.

 

2. Oh my dear friends (those who have so much fragrant hairs)! My

mother! My neighbours! Since my heart is different from me, I do not

know how to restrict and prevent its going to Emperumaan. That heart of

mine, is lost and has been lost to MaNivaNNan at all times (days and

nights). There is absolutely NO WAY to get back my heart, since that

heart has gone to That ParamaPadha Nathan KaNNan, who is appearing at

ThiruppEreyil and who has the Most exquisitely beautiful Red Coral lips,

like Bimbha fruit.

 

3. Friend! My heart has involved itself in the marvellous beauty of His

Red lovely, curvy lips and mouth, that are like fruits. My heart has

been conquered by His Red Lotus Feet. He has made me suffer ( to long

for Him terribly) by showing His Red lotus like eyes, with His ChakrA

and Sanghu. I have dedicated myself and I am lost to those lovely eyes.

("ennamudhanaik kaNda kaNgaL maRRonRinaik kaaNaavE"). I have lost myself

to that Lord of ThiruppEreyil, Kuzhaikkadhar, (where all months and all

days there are festivals taken place), and thus I have also lost my

"naaNam" (feminine shyness).

 

4. ammA! Earlier I had lost myself to Emperumaan and my brownish

complexion became pale. I sent my heart to get back my lovely brown

complexion from Him; But, even that heart refuses to come back now and

it has stayed there itself with Him. Now to whom will I tell and weep to

and Ho long will I survive? For me, it has become that THERE IS NO ONE

NOW EXCEPT EMPERUMAAN KUZHAIKKAADHAN HIMSELF, who is staying

majestically at ThiruppEreyil. There is no use in getting angry with me.

 

5. AmmA! I have fallen in love with KaNNan and He has robbed my feminine

beauty. He kicked the sakataasuran with His small lotus Feet, when He

appeared as KaNNan. He sucked the life of BhUthanai. He crawled between

the two trees. He banged the Calf (the asurA, who came in disguise)

against the viLaa maram (tree) and killed both asurAs (in Calf and in

the tree). I have lost myself to that wonderful, Greatest Lord KaNNan.

What is the use in getting angry with me? Please take me to that KaNNan

without any further delay. He is there at ThiruppEreyil.

 

6. The love I have for Empeprumaan, the Blue hued Lord, is MUCH MUCH

BIGGER AND DEEPER THAN THE OCEAN. He is here in front of me standing.

BUT I AM NOT STILL ABLE TO HUG HIM AND EMBRACE HIM WITH MY HANDS. He is

very much there at ThiruppEreyil, only to show Himself to us. Please do

not delay further and take me to that Divya sthlam, where Brahmins

perform Yaaghams and recite Four Vedas uninterruptedly.

 

7. Then ThiruppEreyil is the place where Emperumaan, the One who went to

lankaa and destroyed the asurA kingdom, Sri Ramar, is appearing

gracefully. My heart went there and has NOT come back to me. It stays

there itself. Now, with this present state of affairs, is there any

benefit for me? and by whom? friend! There is no one who can bring back

my heart. Since, there is NO OTHER GO, LET ME ALSO GO THERE TO JOIN MY

HEART AND PROCEED TO THIRUPPEREYIL.

 

8. Friend! DO YOU KNWO HOW BIG AND DEEP IS MY LOVE FOR EMPERUMAAN? Due

to my deep love, there were lot of changes that were explicitly visible

in my body. People could easily find out, from those conspicuous

appearances on my body and talked a lot about me and my love for that

Blue hued dark, Cloudy coloured Lord. People talked what all rot. But,

did my love diminish due to that? NO. ON THE CONTRARY, THE LOVE FOR

EMPERUMMAN BECAME DEEPER AND BIGGER. Do You know how deep and big? The

vast big earth- the vast blue large sky, the deep seven oceans, - MY

LOVE IS MUCH BIGGER AND DEEPER THAN ALL OF THESE. It has grown to such

an extent. Hence, I will definitely proceed to ThiruppEreyil. No more

messengers- No more waiting for Him- Let me go to Him.

 

9. My dear friends! ammA! From now on, you all can not console me; There

is no effect by your consoling me. My heart is not at all with me.

Hence, there is no connection of your words to me. (The connection- my

heart is lost to KaNNan). That Cloud coloured Lord, ate the entire

universe during PraLyam and saved the world. Such kaNNan is at

ThiruppEreyil. I will go and reach there. PLEASE DO NOT CONSOLE ME

HEREAFTER.

 

10. My friends! If my beloved Emperumaan, the One whom I have fallen in

love with, does NOT come to me by Himself, Let me go everywhere and

search for Him. I am not ashamed of that and there is no shyness for me.

the reason is: That Emperumaan, with His resplendent ChakrAyusham, has

robbed my heart and has conquered me completely with His exquisite

divine beauty. He is the One who magically, effortlessly, without

lifting any weapon, made Duryodhanaas, (100 Gauravaas) die in the

battle. He is the One who is there at ThiruppEreyil. BY STAYING THERE AT

THIRUPPEREYIL, I THINK HE, this Makara Nedun Kuzhaikaadhar Emperumaan

(Lord, who has that long Makara Kundalam in His ears!) HAS BEEN PLANNING

TO RULE ME AND CONQUER MY HEART FOR EVER AND EVER. (Only now He has

succeeded!)

 

11. Emperumaan, in order to protect and save the BhakthAs, takes

different forms and names and showers grace and mercy on them. In praise

of that KaNNan, Achuthan, the Lord of Ocean colour, Sri SadagOpar of

Thirukkurugoor has sing 1000 pasurams (in andhaadhi style). Out of those

1000, these ten are on ThiruppEreyil Emperumaan. With these ten

pAsurams, those who praise this Makara Nedun Kuzhaikaadhar Emperumaan,

will shine with their kaimkarayam for Emperumaan as His humble servant.

 

NammAzhwAr ThiruvadigaLE saraNam

 

Ram Ram

 

With Best Regards

 

NarayaNa dAsan madhavakkannan

 

 

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