Namaste

[Guest guest]

Dear friends,

 

i'm new to this list,

greetings and sympathy to you.

 

here's a try to put my life in a few lines

 

 

i'm male, 46, a dragon in the Chinese horoscope and i love them.

 

German by birth, Indian by feeling, living in Slovenia,

a nice little country with lots of nature and a good climate,

but with a basically orthodox peasant population.

well, you can't have all.......

started travelling after an attempt to study Meteorology.....

Greece, Greece, Turkey, Iran Afghanistan, Pakistan, Afghanistan, Iran,

Turkey, Greece was my first travel east,

Greece where i met Rahasya, this beautiful companion of my life,

20 years ago,

wanted to take her to Africa, but had to travel alone to Egypt and the

Sudan for 7 months and relax in the island of Rhodes for another couple

of month before time was ripe to travel up to northern Yugoslavia....

we met, travelled and stayed together, parted and i travelled India for

a year or so, met, parted, India again and so on, now the last 5 or 6

trips to India we made together and 4 times Rijul or Demian, our 6 year

old "sun" was with us.

 

outer life lines.....

 

i was always searching,

my sannyas name means eternal search.......

brought up catholic, i got interested in Buddhism with 16, became a

Hindu around 35, discovered Blavatsky in Rishikesh, moved with Saddhus

to Amarnath and Mukthinath, was at the Maha Kumbh Mela in 89 in

Allahabad, 30 million people, every 144 years........

Manikaran, Pushkar, Mt. Abu, Darjeeling,Leh, Manali,

Srinagar,Khajorahoo......

oh how i wish i could whirl at the Vishvanath temple in

Khajorahoo.........

 

had my first intense mystical experience at Pahalgam in Kashmir, the

beginning of the Amarnath trek,

thought at that time it was induced from charas,

but it was not,

i was mistaken,

the same happened

when i was waiting for my initiation as an Osho sannyasin...

 

while i was waiting i was well prepared,

no drugs for 3 months,

intense meditation for weeks,

new robe and freshly showered,

the musicians played and i came in tune,

synchronicity,

i sat straight, closed eyes, and moved with my hands and body,

IT took me,

synchronicity,

and the music expressed exactly my feeling,

i was the director,

they knew,

and i knew.

i got initiated from OOOOOOOOOOOOOOSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOO

before Ma Zareen put the malla around my neck.

NOW

i could only laugh about this big joke of

existence........

 

........

 

last year

when we went for the first time to Maitreya's satsang in Pune,

the athmospere in the room at the South Court was so strong and struck

me,

although Maitreya hadn-t even entered.

we were quite open after visiting more than a month the ashram and doing

 

whirling and Kundalini, samadhi sessions and whiterobes....

i felt the atmosphere in this room was stronger even than in the

samadhi.

then he came, sat down in his chair and i sent my young boy to give him

some red

roses

he asked, your idea or his, and i had to admit, it was his mother-s

that was the beginning,

it was a new moon night and after the session was over some of the girls

 

cried

and i was totally blissed out.......

walking down like in trance the ashram road.....

 

 

since then we fell totally in love with him,

travelled all overland from Pune to Manali,

to Leh in Ladakh and down over Kashmir and Agra back to Pune,

to be able to be twice daily on his satsangs, where he answered

questions and we sat for an hour in silent meditation,

sometimes celebrating with music and dance at the end....

our spiritual development and our cleaning process got quickened through

 

him.

 

 

 

Love

hari om tat sat

firak