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Neither the universe nor

>the individual are what they seem to be

 

No, that's right.

We are all one, "you" are "me" and "I" am

"you". It is a shared momentum.

>Message: 8

> Wed, 29 Dec 1999 16:15:20 -0800

> "R. Viswanathan" <rvis

>Psychology and Spirituality

>

>If we define Spirituality as non materialistic, then it is similar to

Psychology. But it is lot more than that.

>Psychology formulates a series of patterns (or models) for the non

materialistic mind.

>However, Spirituality goes beyond the mind.

 

Oh yeah, thanks Vis. :)

Your definitions are much more down to earth

than mine. I just saw the blurred edges

b/n psychology and spirituality. :)

Got caught up in Freud there. ;)

>When the patient totally trusts the Shaman the >patient's "I" is on-hold! This

allows natural >energy to flows through the patient and cures >him.

 

Thanks also for that explanation !

I see my knowledge about shamanic healing

is very small indeed. :)

>Message: 9

> Wed, 29 Dec 1999 16:44:12 -0800

> "R. Viswanathan" <rvis

>Meditation experiences

>A pot (full or not full) of water makes >sloshing noices as the pot is moved.

The "I" >is like the water and it sloshes in our lives >with all kinds of

movements (questions). >The 'neti, neti' is the resultant response >noice.

>If we pour the water out, the pot gets filled >with the 'invisible' air,

automatically . >When there are no more (movements of "I") >questions to know

Atma Vichara, the passive >and choiceless witnessing (the "Being") occurs.

>The next step occurs without effort!

 

Thanks for that explanation, Vis. :)

 

I have another question regarding the mind

and its relationship with the witness

(maybe my terms are not precise enough,

I will try and do my best to explain what I mean).

 

I (again the "I" is a bit of a misguiding word

to use) feel for the moment that all the

different movements of the mind are the

direct cause of the I-feeling, not the mind

or consciousness itself, that paradoxically, the

perceptions and the movements of the mind

somehow "magically" give rise to the "I-

feeling, either because they occur so close

together in order (one thought giving rise to

the next) or are so difficult to stop the flow

of, or both, that it is very difficult to

see that the I-feeling itself is empty

and unable to operate on its own.

 

So I was hoping someone out there could say

something more about the relationship of the

mind and the I-feeling and how to see more

of what lies behind the illusory I-feeling.

And by what force or possibility does the

mind perceptions give rise to the I-feeling.

How can they do that ?

 

Best regards,

 

Amanda. (Trying to celebrate New Year's

together with the mind chatter ;)) )

 

 

 

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At 06:47 PM 12/30/99, winter mute wrote:

>I (again the "I" is a bit of a misguiding word

>to use) feel for the moment that all the

>different movements of the mind are the

>direct cause of the I-feeling, not the mind

>or consciousness itself, that paradoxically, the

>perceptions and the movements of the mind

>somehow "magically" give rise to the "I-

>feeling, either because they occur so close

>together in order (one thought giving rise to

>the next) or are so difficult to stop the flow

>of, or both, that it is very difficult to

>see that the I-feeling itself is empty

>and unable to operate on its own.

>

>So I was hoping someone out there could say

>something more about the relationship of the

>mind and the I-feeling and how to see more

>of what lies behind the illusory I-feeling.

>And by what force or possibility does the

>mind perceptions give rise to the I-feeling.

>How can they do that ?

 

Dear Amanda,

 

There are lots of creation stories accounting for the genesis of the

I-thought, or the I-feeling. But let's try to look directly at the

experience, setting aside the theories for a moment... Check this out, see

if it doesn't conform with your experience.

 

The I-feeling and I-thought come up, say, if someone accuses us wrongly (or

rightly!) of doing something harmful. The feeling might be a sense of

localization or contraction or burning in the chest, or in the pit of the

stomach, or the face, or behind the eyes in the center of the forehead, or

wherever. This might correspond, roughly speaking, to "where" we think we

are located, if we have such a notion. What about the I-thought? The

I-thought is the thought I have of myself. It is a thought whose object is

the entity I take myself to be. After the accusation, it is this supposed

entity that seemed to be touched or hurt by the accusation.

 

How does this all relate to the mind? By examining our experience, we

cannot find a "mind" that is a holder or container or controller of

thoughts. All we find is thoughts. We cannot even put our finger on a

causal process, whereby one thought causes another thought. What we find

is a series or stream of thoughts, one following another. Even if we found

what we take to be a cause, it would be just another thought. Same thing

for feelings and bodily sensations -- all these appearances or experiences,

one simply follows another.

 

So where do the thoughts and feelings and sensations come from, where do

they go? Try, and we cannot find any such place or source. If we did seem

to find it, like AHAA! It's HERE! Well, that would be another thought or

feeling or sensation. There is awareness before and between the

experiences, taking note of the coming and going of the experiences. The

experiences arise from this awareness, are sustained in the awareness and

subside back into the awareness. But this awareness cannot itself be an

experience, because an experience cannot be aware of an experience. So I

cannot be any one of these experiences. What I am is that to which these

experiences appear - Awareness Itself.

 

Regards,

 

--Greg

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Happy New Year's Eve. It's my son's birthday. Ben is 22 today.

> At 06:47 PM 12/30/99, winter mute wrote:

>

> >I (again the "I" is a bit of a misguiding word

> >to use) feel for the moment that all the

> >different movements of the mind are the

> >direct cause of the I-feeling, not the mind

> >or consciousness itself, that paradoxically, the

> >perceptions and the movements of the mind

> >somehow "magically" give rise to the "I-

> >feeling, either because they occur so close

> >together in order (one thought giving rise to

> >the next) or are so difficult to stop the flow

> >of, or both, that it is very difficult to

> >see that the I-feeling itself is empty

> >and unable to operate on its own.

> >

> >So I was hoping someone out there could say

> >something more about the relationship of the

> >mind and the I-feeling and how to see more

> >of what lies behind the illusory I-feeling.

> >And by what force or possibility does the

> >mind perceptions give rise to the I-feeling.

> >How can they do that ?

>

 

I enjoyed your comments Amanda very much.

> Greg Goode <goode

> Dear Amanda,

>

> There are lots of creation stories accounting for the genesis of the

> I-thought, or the I-feeling. But let's try to look directly at the

> experience, setting aside the theories for a moment... Check this out, see

> if it doesn't conform with your experience.

>

> The I-feeling and I-thought come up, say, if someone accuses us wrongly (or

> rightly!) of doing something harmful. The feeling might be a sense of

> localization or contraction or burning in the chest, or in the pit of the

> stomach, or the face, or behind the eyes in the center of the forehead, or

> wherever. This might correspond, roughly speaking, to "where" we think we

> are located, if we have such a notion. What about the I-thought? The

> I-thought is the thought I have of myself. It is a thought whose object is

> the entity I take myself to be. After the accusation, it is this supposed

> entity that seemed to be touched or hurt by the accusation.

>

> How does this all relate to the mind? By examining our experience, we

> cannot find a "mind" that is a holder or container or controller of

> thoughts. All we find is thoughts. We cannot even put our finger on a

> causal process, whereby one thought causes another thought. What we find

> is a series or stream of thoughts, one following another. Even if we found

> what we take to be a cause, it would be just another thought. Same thing

> for feelings and bodily sensations -- all these appearances or experiences,

> one simply follows another.

>

> So where do the thoughts and feelings and sensations come from, where do

> they go? Try, and we cannot find any such place or source. If we did seem

> to find it, like AHAA! It's HERE! Well, that would be another thought or

> feeling or sensation. There is awareness before and between the

> experiences, taking note of the coming and going of the experiences. The

> experiences arise from this awareness, are sustained in the awareness and

> subside back into the awareness. But this awareness cannot itself be an

> experience, because an experience cannot be aware of an experience. So I

> cannot be any one of these experiences. What I am is that to which these

> experiences appear - Awareness Itself.

>

> Regards,

>

> --Greg

>

 

I also enjoyed Greg's response. It is all helping me understand.

 

I found this quote last night from Osho which also helped me ~

 

"Q: Beloved Bhagwan, Since being with You, so much growth & maturity has

happened in me - I have changed in every aspect.

 

At the same time, when I look into myself, I feel the same as I did when I was a

little child.

Is this my witness, or something else?

 

Osho: It is your witness.

 

Just remember one thing, that the feeling of being a child can be experienced in

two ways. You can be a witness, & the experience of childhood can be an object.

Then one more step is needed: you have to become the purity, the innocence of

the child

... not separate ~ you are it.

 

It will come. This is how it comes: first it comes as an object; you are still

separate & watching it. This is beautiful & a great experience ~ that all

rubbish is thrown out & you are feeling a very pure, innocent state ~ but you

are still separate

from it.

 

Just go on witnessing it, & soon even the childhood will disappear, & there will

be only the witness, the subjectivity.

 

There will only be the mirror without mirroring anything. Then you have arrived

home.

You can mirror beautiful things, & it is good, but when the mirror is absolutely

empty ...

 

One of the Buddhist sriptures has the name "The Empty Mirror". That exactly

describes the ultimate state of consciousness, when you simply are & there is

nothing ~ not even childhood, not even silence, not even peace, not even

blissfulness .. nothing

that you can observe it.

 

This ocean of nothingness surrounding you is nirvana. There is nothing more to

explore. There is nothing more to find. But as it is going it is good: you are

changing, & even to feel one's childhood is a great experience. But greater

experiences are

ahead. Don't stop, just continue till only you are left, alone, without a

second."

 

~Osho~ Beyond Psychology

 

love,

 

Col

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1. The "I" is Chitha-Jada Granthi, the knot between the the cosmic intelligence

and the insentient body. It arises due to ignorance. You cannot trace it to

any definite cause. If there be a cause , the only cause is ignorance.

 

2. Sri Ramana Mahrashi says the mind is nothing but thoughts. The root of all

thoughts is the "I" thought. Hold on to the "I" thought and all other

thoughts will dissappear.

Therefore the relationship between the mind and the "I" is that without the

"I" there is no mind as we know it.

 

3. How does the "I" thought survive multiple births and deaths ?

Sri Krishna says in "Uddhava Gita", "At the time of death , all the past

impressions in the mind will come to the fore. The person will lose control

of his thinking. All these past impressions will group themselves into a

dominant impression. The person uncontrollably attaches himself to this new

impression. He loses all memory of his present life form. This attachment to

a new mental impression is called birth. His

forgetting of his old existence is death ".

 

4. Among the "sheaths" of existence, The "I" belongs to the Vigyanamaya Kosha

and the mind belongs to the manomayakosha. Thus the "I" is superior to the

mind and does not arise do to " movements of the mind". The movements of the

mind arise

due to the "I" thought.

 

Sincerely,

Anand

 

 

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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

SVALPAM APYASYA DHARMASYA THRAYATE MAHATO BHAYATH

"Even a Bit of this Dharma will overcome great fear " - Bhagavad Gita Ch 2

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

 

 

>

>I have another question regarding the mind

>and its relationship with the witness

>(maybe my terms are not precise enough,

>I will try and do my best to explain what I mean).

>

>I (again the "I" is a bit of a misguiding word

>to use) feel for the moment that all the

>different movements of the mind are the

>direct cause of the I-feeling, not the mind

>or consciousness itself, that paradoxically, the

>perceptions and the movements of the mind

>somehow "magically" give rise to the "I-

>feeling, either because they occur so close

>together in order (one thought giving rise to

>the next) or are so difficult to stop the flow

>of, or both, that it is very difficult to

>see that the I-feeling itself is empty

>and unable to operate on its own.

>

>So I was hoping someone out there could say

>something more about the relationship of the

>mind and the I-feeling and how to see more

>of what lies behind the illusory I-feeling.

>And by what force or possibility does the

>mind perceptions give rise to the I-feeling.

>How can they do that ?

>

>Best regards,

>

>Amanda. (Trying to celebrate New Year's

>together with the mind chatter ;)) )

>

 

 

 

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