Guest guest Posted February 27, 2001 Report Share Posted February 27, 2001 Respected members, I thought I had posted my introduction already and only now realized that it did not get through, since it was missing from the website Shri. Madhava-ji had posted. Please accept my apologies. I am 26-yr old engineer living in the California Bay area and am an eager student of Advaita Vedanta. As far as spiritual progress is concerned, I am but an infant trying to take the first tentative steps. I come from a very orthodox family where I was made to learn to recite the Vishnu Sahasranamam, Lalitha Sahasranamam, the Pancha Sookthams, Rudram and Chamakam at the same age I was learning my multiplication tables. It was done under duress then ofcourse, but is something for which I am deeply grateful today. Circumstances changed and I moved away from bhakti and orthodoxy as fast as my rebellious nature would take me. That was my loss. However, since then, I've been tremendously blessed when life's challenges made me examine exactly what it was I was seeking, and why I was trapped in this seemingly unending cycle of happiness and sorrow. One thing was clear at that point even with that state of mind - I was tired of facing the tumults because they never seemed to end and I desperately wanted to find permanent peace and mental equanimity. Further thought convinced me that the peace I sought could not be found outside of me and speaking of which, who was "me" anyway besides the name with which everybody addresses my physical form?? As Shri. Sadananda-ji had mentioned in one of his posts, everytime I've ever been confused and sought direction from the bottom of my heart, a guru has always somehow appeared to direct me to the right path - no matter where in the world I've been. And each of these guru's have pointed me to different facets of advaita vedanta to answer my different queries. It has been an incredible experience and I can only nod my head in complete wonder at how everything is falling into place perfectly. I feel blessed to have the background that I do because as others on the list have pointed out, its like I have a box containing the treasure - I merely need to find the keys to open it, to enjoy it. And it was when I was fumbling for the keys, I found this list. I am listening and learning from your scholarly posts. For this opportunity, I am deeply grateful and you are all my guru's in that sense. Please accept a student's humble pranams. -Shuba ~&~&~&~&~&~&~&~&~&~&~&~&~&~&~&~&~&~&~&~&~&~&~&~&~&~&~&~&~&~&~ Your assumptions are your windows on the world. Scrub them off every once in a while, or the light won't come in. - Alan Alda, actor and director (1936-) ______________ Get your own "800" number Voicemail, fax, email, and a lot more http://www.ureach.com/reg/tag Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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