Guest guest Posted January 25, 2002 Report Share Posted January 25, 2002 Namaskar! If you all can bear with me, permit me to narrate one of my dreams. I was in my village and an elephant of my childhood days was passing by. The poor animal was just a bag of bones - totally famished and suffering. I embraced his trunk and tried to console him saying "Call Mother, call Mother! She will take care of you." (My Ishta Devatha is the Universal Mother.). I tried to wipe his tears. It was then that I realized that his head was pressing against me and my back was against a wall. An elephant is an elephant no matter how emaciated he is and the pressure of his temple was already hurting and suffocating me. I was in great pain and I could hear my ribs crack. The vedantic thought that I cannot be different from what I experience suddenly occurred to me and in a split-second it dawned on me that I was the elephant, I was his temple, I was his tears, I was the pressure on my chest, I was the sound of my ribs fracturing, I was my pain and what not. I called out "Mother, Mother!" (That is what I habitually do in difficult situations either in the waking state or in dreams.) and woke up weeping. The tears I wept then were tears of unfathomable joy because I could immediately surmise Christ's thoughts on the Cross. “I am my crucifiers, I am the cross, I am the nails, I am the blood, I am the pain and if I am the pain, can that pain hurt me?!”. So, he looked down upon his tormentors and smiled! Can there be a better explanation for Christ's smile? Please don't misunderstand me. The intent of narrating this dream is not to claim Christ's greatness. I only want to say that an advaitin perhaps understands Him better. I also thought that it would articulate my current thinking and answer the current conundrum concerning Sankara and his refutation of Budhhism. Consciousness pervades everything. Consciousness can be “visualized” (Please don’t take the literal meaning.) as flowing into different entities and taking their “shapes” (all attributes included). Thus, whatever I “see” (all sense organs and means of knowledge included) is Consciousness. The entities thus “seen” do not exist independently of Consciousness. When I look at the Sun, I see the Sun only. At that moment, I am not aware of my body, my individual identity, my mind or thoughts. There is only the Sun – Consciousness. As an experience, we call the object perceived as Sun because it is conditioned by its form which has relevance only in relation to space and time. And space and time are also nothing other than Consciousness when I am separately aware of them. Remove the form and name, what remains is Consciousness and that is Me! To articulate further, in my teens, I happened to stumble upon the Malayalam translation of an English book titled “The World We Live In”, in which the author had foreseen a very bleak future for our Earth. He had surmised how the Sun will grow into a red giant and lose its gravitational force, how the earth will stray out of its orbit and wander in the wilderness of space – cold and barren without any life. A bleak scenario, indeed, and, in those days, it used to worry me much. However, no more worries now thanks to Sri Sankara, for now I know that that scenario has no substance without there being a Consciousness to appreciate (see) it. The other day, I chanced upon Carl Sagan’s science fiction work “The Contact” written in the eighties. It tells the story of earthlings’ first contact around the turn of the Millenium (It has not happened yet!) with a far superior extraterrestrial intelligence capable of even inter-galactic engineering. Sagan concludes at the end of his novel in italics: “There is an intelligence that antedates the universe”. Here is a classic example of the West missing the Indian bus! Russel missed it. Huxley too. And several other great names. For them all, that Intelligence and the Universe were always separate, different entities. That is what we call “avidya” – crudely translated into English “ignorance”. Thank God, we are lucky! We have the Sanakara Bus! The Advaitin remains in the constant awareness of the Truth that he himself is the whole experienced Universe (matter, space, time, thoughts – everything included). For him, there is no distinction between the manifest form and the Truth behind it. It is one “fullness” without any division as crisply stated in the Upanishadic verse “Poornamatha Poornamidam”. It is never “Soonyamatha, Soonyamidam” as a nihilist would like to describe! And, living constantly in this “fullness” is samadhi. I believe this is what Sankara concluded. It was not a refutation of anything. It was only an assertion. The problem, in my humble opinion, is that we often get bogged down in the mires of intellectual profundity when the simple process of “contemplation” can show us the way. Someone cited the problem of infinite regression in the long discussion on this topic. Isn’t this problem a result of “ignorance” (I mean “avidya.) again? As Bhagwan Ramana advised, can’t we not ask the question: “Who is aware of this infinite regression?” and conclude that there is a “seer” behind it. Here again, “infinite regression” becomes the object and its perceiver the subject. Both together is one Whole : “Poornamatha, Poornamidam”. The conundrum ends. Sankara triumphs. The other point I want highlight is the meaning of “Nethi, Nethi”. It is generally and poorly translated as “Not this, not this”. Even a rudimentary knowledge of Sanskrit can tell us that it is “Na Ithi, Na Ithi” meaning “Not like this, not like this”. So, when a meditator is aware of his body, he does not say “I am not this, I am not this”. He needs to know only that “I am not like this, I am not like this.”. Here, the body is not “negated”. It is fully accepted – but without the conditionings – form, gunas etc. Then what remains is Consciousness! This applies to the mind (thoughts), intellect, and the whole universe. Nothing is outside it. Poornamatha, Poornamidam. At the feet of Sri Sankara always! Where else can I go?! My humble pranams to everyone. Forgive me if I have indulged. M.R. NAIR Great stuff seeking new owners in Auctions! http://auctions. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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