Guest guest Posted July 21, 2003 Report Share Posted July 21, 2003 Consciousness has the sense of "I" and the light within which the world -waking, dreaming and deep sleep, superimposed on the state of turya - appear. This Consciousness shines through the Hrdayam and lights the body through the 72,000 nadis and the mind through the atma/para nadi. When the mind becomes pure, there arises automatically the enquiry as to the source of this Consciousness, a self-effulgent screen upon which there are no longer any images. then the "I" pulses as "I" and not "I am ... this and that image, thought, sensation." The body and mind become gripped in this inner quest, which is not undertaken by the mind and body, but by the Self Itself, pulsing through the Hrdayam, the atma nadi, as soundless sound that reverberates through the 10 bodies and everywhere. The sense of doership finally drops away and all thoughts and actions appear on the screen of the infinite being, automatically, without the sense of "I" as doer. Gripped in the pulsation of the "I as I" no thoughts arise, only the occasional ..... "uncaused, ...., unconditioned, .... without time,.... beyond space...." After the pulsation of "I" ceases, there is no longer the notion of a separate "I" sense. No images, concepts or ideas at all. The focusing power of the mind, attention, is no longer used to see and know, like the moon in the blue sky no longer being needed to see and know once the sun in the heart has risen. Once the notional obstruction of the association of the "I" to a specific limited identity to thoughts and images of the mind ceases, then the illusion of separateness vanishes as well, and there is only the one, single, undifferentiated whole in which waking, dreaming and deep sleep, as well as turya have no separation. In the practice of laya (radiance, expansion) and pratyahar (inward contraction), the mind and body are outshined and withdrawn, leaving over an energy vibration slightly above and beyond thoughts and images. The sense of "I" inherent in the light of consciousness, then identifies itself with this expanding and deepening pervasive light, until a silent single awakening, like a remembrance out of a stupor or amnesia, that "I am I" - sravana (hearing) arises. Then this single pervasive "I" sense itself pulses and dissolves the notional identity of the "I" to images, thoughts, impressions, sensations, even the sensation of "I." With this hearing, remembrance, perfect abiding (sravana, manana, niddidyasana), comes the clarity that only the infinite being exists, and "I am That." This also means that ideas like nirvakalpa and sahaja samadhi also have no meaning, in the sense of stages, as once the mind is empty, everything remains clear. In this clear state, there is nothing separate. So, it all comes down to practice, until the sense of "I" Itself takes over and meditates the body and mind, withdrawing the sense of "I" from identity to images, and outshining the images previously identified with. - <advaitin> <advaitin> Thursday, July 17, 2003 12:06 AM Digest Number 1789 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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