Guest guest Posted August 27, 2005 Report Share Posted August 27, 2005 Dear members, I've been wondering which method is more effective, inquiring 'who am I?' as taught by Sri Ramana, or holding on to the sense 'I am' taught by Sri Nisargadatta. Holding to the sense 'I am' seems easier, but I think it might be a little dangerous, because it could possibly reinforce the idea they we're the body if we feel 'I am' while associating with our bodies(?). I'd be interested in hearing from members who have used one or both of these methods. Regards, Nathan Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 28, 2005 Report Share Posted August 28, 2005 These are essentially the same methods. Sri Ramana taught holding on to the sense of "I Am" as well. Sri Ramana used to say that one should do what appears the most natural and easy. So whatever way of practice appeals to you, you can go that route. Gradually things become clear as one makes the effort. We think we pick the method, but it is not a choice. We walk the path and then see that we are the path. So do we practice the "I Am" or does the "I Am" assert It Self in us? If the "I Am" is asserting It Self, it means the method has already been picked and the path is laid out. Harsha _____ advaitin [advaitin] On Behalf Of Nathan Port Saturday, August 27, 2005 9:13 PM advaitin 'Who am I?' vs. 'I am' * Dear members, I've been wondering which method is more effective, inquiring 'who am I?' as taught by Sri Ramana, or holding on to the sense 'I am' taught by Sri Nisargadatta. Holding to the sense 'I am' seems easier, but I think it might be a little dangerous, because it could possibly reinforce the idea they we're the body if we feel 'I am' while associating with our bodies(?). I'd be interested in hearing from members who have used one or both of these methods. Regards, Nathan _____ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 29, 2005 Report Share Posted August 29, 2005 Namaste. Reference Nathanji's post of the above caption. The effectiveness of a method lies in the end-result. This question should therefore be answered by those who are self-realized, as self- realization is the result brought about by methods of enquiry. Since both Bh. Ramana and Maharaj are realized souls, I should imagine both methods are equally effective. Otherwise, they wouldn't have prescribed them. In this light, I would say that a comparison between the two is inadvisable. Personally, I feel an "I am all" method should yield the same result. But, beware! It has the drawback of coming from an unrealized soul. One could also try "I am pure Awareness or Consciousness" meditation or constantly dwell on Sankara's famous verse "asanghoham asanghoham asanghoham punah punah, satchitAnandarUpoham ahamekAhamavyayam". Wow! There are methods and methods! PraNAms. Madathil Nair Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 29, 2005 Report Share Posted August 29, 2005 May I quote "Naanya Pantha ayanaaya vidyate" Whatever may be the method, if it ultimately takes one to the right path, as no other path (na anya pantha) is known to take (?) one to his HOME. Hari Om Madathil Rajendran Nair <madathilnair wrote: Namaste. Reference Nathanji's post of the above caption. The effectiveness of a method lies in the end-result. This question should therefore be answered by those who are self-realized, as self- realization is the result brought about by methods of enquiry. Since both Bh. Ramana and Maharaj are realized souls, I should imagine both methods are equally effective. Otherwise, they wouldn't have prescribed them. In this light, I would say that a comparison between the two is inadvisable. Personally, I feel an "I am all" method should yield the same result. But, beware! It has the drawback of coming from an unrealized soul. One could also try "I am pure Awareness or Consciousness" meditation or constantly dwell on Sankara's famous verse "asanghoham asanghoham asanghoham punah punah, satchitAnandarUpoham ahamekAhamavyayam". Wow! There are methods and methods! PraNAms. Madathil Nair Discussion of Shankara's Advaita Vedanta Philosophy of nonseparablity of Atman and Brahman. Advaitin List Archives available at: http://www.eScribe.com/culture/advaitin/ To Post a message send an email to : advaitin Messages Archived at: advaitin/messages Visit your group "advaitin" on the web. advaitin Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 29, 2005 Report Share Posted August 29, 2005 > Personally, I feel an "I am all" method should yield the same result. > But, beware! It has the drawback of coming from an unrealized soul. > One could also try "I am pure Awareness or Consciousness" meditation or > constantly dwell on Sankara's famous verse "asanghoham asanghoham > asanghoham punah punah, satchitAnandarUpoham ahamekAhamavyayam". Wow! > There are methods and methods! > > PraNAms. > > Madathil Nair Dear Madathil-ji, I don't know what effectiveness affirmations such as "I am all", or "I am Brahman" would yield, but Sri Ramana didn't seem to recommend them. Here are some excerpts from talks with Sri Ramana in which He illustrates this: Q: Shall I meditate on 'I am Brahman' [aham Brahasmi]? A: The text is not meant for thinking 'I am Brahman'. Aham is known to every one. Brahman abides as aham in every one. Find out the 'I'. The 'I' is already Brahman. You need not think so. Simply find out the 'I'. Q: Is it not better to say 'I am the supreme being' than ask 'Who am I?' A: Who affirms? There must be one to do it. Find that one. Q: Is soham [i am he] the same as 'Who am I'? A: Aham alone is common to them. One is soham. The other is koham [Who am I?]. They are different. Why should we go on saying soham? One must find out the real 'I'. In the question 'Who am I?' 'I' referes to the ego. Trying to trace it and find its source, we see it has no separate existence but merges in the real 'I'. You see the difficulty. Enquiry is different in method from the meditation 'I am Siva' or 'I am he'. I rather lay stress upon Self-knowledge, for you are first concerned with yourself before you proceed to know the world and its Lord. The soham meditation or 'I am Brahman' meditation is more or less a mental thought. But the quest for the Self I speak of is a direct method, indeed superior to the other meditation. The moment you start looking for the self and go deeper and deeper, the real Self is waiting there to take you in. Then whatever is done is done by something else and you have no hand in it. In this process, all doubts and discussions are automatically given up just as one who sleeps forgets, for the time being, all his cares. So IMHO I don't know which methods are the most effective, just that Bhagavan recommended self-inquir above affirmations. Holding on to 'I am' though isn't really an affirmation, because everyone knows that they exist, so holding on to 'I am' is just a simple statement of existence, the only thing we know for certain, just 'I am', not 'I am the body' etc. Humble Regards, Nathan Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 29, 2005 Report Share Posted August 29, 2005 Namaste Mani-Ji: Yes, absolutely. The process of knowledge involves "the correct" use of vowels in combination with "the correct vya.njana" to form "the correct word" that expresses and conveys the knowledge. This is also the reason why shanti mantra emphasizes – bhadar.m karNebhi shraNuyaa.m devaaH. The over all process represents formation of knowledge itself. That is why lord Ganesha can be experienced by the individual vyavahaaraic levels as well and became the divinity of knowledge. OM is a complete vowel that encompasses all the vowels. That is why our shixa valli recommends the svara shuddhi by through pronouncing vowels loudly and clearly "ghoshavnto balavanto". That is also the reason why giitaa telll us - na hi J~nnena sadR^isha.m pavitramiha vidyate || BG 4.38 || For the abobe mentioned reasons I would like to say there is no place like "OM" because that takes the saadhakaa "HOME" and prevents him from wandering in the academic exercise of futility. Just my two cents !! Hari Om Dr. Yadu advaitin, "R.S.MANI" <r_s_mani> wrote: > May I quote "Naanya Pantha ayanaaya vidyate" > Whatever may be the method, if it ultimately takes one to the right path, as no other path (na anya pantha) is known to take (?) one to his HOME. > Hari Om Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 29, 2005 Report Share Posted August 29, 2005 Namaste, When I "Googled" the first word of the "famous verse" quoted below in order to find a translation (which, I believe can also be found in the archives) I found under a slightly different transliteration, "asangoham," a beautiful, moving (to me) prayer/mantra: http://www.svbf.org/sringeri/journal/vol4no1/brahma.pdf Thanks so much for quoting Shankara! Bob Freedman Namaste. Madathil Rajendran Nair wrote: > > One could also try "I am pure Awareness or Consciousness" meditation or > constantly dwell on Sankara's famous verse "asanghoham asanghoham > asanghoham punah punah, satchitAnandarUpoham ahamekAhamavyayam". Wow! > There are methods and methods! > > PraNAms. > > Madathil Nair > Discussion of Shankara's Advaita Vedanta Philosophy of nonseparablity of Atman and Brahman. > Advaitin List Archives available at: http://www.eScribe.com/culture/advaitin/ > To Post a message send an email to : advaitin > Messages Archived at: advaitin/messages > > > Links > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 29, 2005 Report Share Posted August 29, 2005 Sri Nathan Port wrote: > I've been wondering which method is more effective, inquiring 'who am > I?' as taught by Sri Ramana, or holding on to the sense 'I am' taught > by Sri Nisargadatta. Constant enquiry of "Who am I?" is a meditation to reorient all the seeking towards the self. This is the last step in self knowledge when mind has earlier been exposed to teaching and doubts clarified from a competent teacher. This is the final step after one has assimilated the knowledge and only abidance is lacking. It is at this stage that constant remembering of self whether through "who am I?" or "I am" gives rise to the steady knowledge of self. Without earlier going through the process of shravana and manana, asking "who am I?" or "I am" is plain meditation-- not nididhyAsana. Constant remembering of self is fruitful at a stage when the nature of self has been understood through exposure to shAstra but not yet internalized. Swami Dayanandaji has clarified in his biography that it was at this point that he was stuck for quite some time untill bhagvAn ramana's disciple yogi ramayya clarified the process. praNAm Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 30, 2005 Report Share Posted August 30, 2005 Namaste Nathan-ji. You seem to to the view that "Who am I?" is enquiry just because it is grammatically in the interrogative, whereas "I am all" or similar statements are affirmations simply because they are grammatically in the affirmative. "I am all" is not an auto-suggestive reinforcement like smokers are asked to repeat "I hate the smell of cigarette smoke". It is a call to contemplate on scriptural statements, more importantly and particularly the mahAvAkyAs. I don't think "I am all" can be done without a preliminary vedantic vision as a pre-requisite. So is the case with "Who am I?". One who is not expertly guided in the latter will end up asking "Who am I?" interminably without getting a real good answer unless he has a traditional methodology as aide or a positive credit to his account from previous births. Don't you think one who has a good vedantic background understands Bh. Ramana better than a novice? At least, in my case, the traditional teaching to which I was initially exposed, helped me understand Bh. Ramana better. Because of my traditional background, I could relate very well with his UpadesasAra and other similar works. That can't be said about a novice who is listening to the words of Bh. Ramana for the first time, unless he had evolved to a very knowledgeable level in his previous birth! So, in my opinion, there is no difference between affirmations and interogatives. Both of them call for contemplation in the light of scriptural statements. Contemplation is the soul of enquiry - not the grammatical mode in which the method is captioned. And that underscores the supremacy of the traditional over the so-called hastily concluded "direct whatever". PraNAms. Madathil Nair _______________________ advaitin, "Nathan Port" <eport924> wrote: >> > I don't know what effectiveness affirmations such as "I am all", > or "I am Brahman" would yield, but Sri Ramana didn't seem to > recommend them. ................ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 30, 2005 Report Share Posted August 30, 2005 advaitin, "Madathil Rajendran Nair" <madathilnair> wrote: > Namaste Nathan-ji. > > You seem to to the view that "Who am I?" is enquiry just > because it is grammatically in the interrogative, whereas "I am all" > or similar statements are affirmations simply because they are > grammatically in the affirmative. Namaste All, If I remember rightly, Ramana indicated that 'Who am I?' didn't imply any separation of dualism, as in Aham Brahmasmi etc. Where there is duality in the question. Ramana's position was Who am I? drove the mind inwards to find out there really was no ego, and only the Big I. So there is a difference between dualistic affirmations and the Self enquiry of Ramana. Perhaps the end result may be the same, but Ramana was one for the most simplest and direct route.........ONS..Tony. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 30, 2005 Report Share Posted August 30, 2005 Namaste. It is difficult to understand why there is no duality in 'Who am I?' where 'a mind is seen driven inwards to find out there really was no ego, and only the Big I'. If Aham and Brahman in Aham Brahmasmi are suggestive of daulity, then well the 'mind' and 'Big I' in 'Who am I?' are also equally suggestive of duality. There is someone asking the question (Aham)and realizing 'Big I-ness' (Brahman). The question and the mahAvAkya thus have the same import and, whichever way one goes, i.e. 'direct' or 'traditional', the most important requirement is contemplation. The traditional has the advantage that it offers a solid methodology and a treasure-house of scriptural statements for doing contemplation. PraNAms. Madathil Nair _______________ advaitin, "Tony OClery" <aoclery> wrote: > If I remember rightly, Ramana indicated that 'Who am I?' didn't imply > any separation of dualism, as in Aham Brahmasmi etc. Where there is > duality in the question. Ramana's position was Who am I? drove the > mind inwards to find out there really was no ego, and only the Big I. > > So there is a difference between dualistic affirmations and the Self > enquiry of Ramana. Perhaps the end result may be the same, but Ramana > was one for the most simplest and direct route.........ONS..Tony. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 31, 2005 Report Share Posted August 31, 2005 praNAm, Tony-ji wrote: If I remember rightly, Ramana indicated that 'Who am I?' didn't imply any separation of dualism, as in Aham Brahmasmi etc. Where there is duality in the question. Ramana's position was Who am I? drove the mind inwards to find out there really was no ego, and only the Big I. praveen: There are many a vedaantic works(forgive my failing memory) that give the following analogy for people who think "aham brahmaasmi" or "tat tvam asi" is dualistic in the beginning: consider the statement "you are Mr.Tony". Are *Mr.Tony* and *you* two different people or does it make a dualistic statement? IMHO, not. Tony-ji wrote: So there is a difference between dualistic affirmations and the Self enquiry of Ramana. Perhaps the end result may be the same, but Ramana was one for the most simplest and direct route.........ONS..Tony. praveen: Many people have had different interpretations of even the direct path of Ramana. David Godman says something to the effect that lot of people thought it was a series of questions, or something to meditate on, or a one time question to find an answer to, etc. Later, David says that he thinks that it doesn't matter what you meditate on, its okay as long as the commitment/feeling/bhaava is right. Anyway, it may be David's opinion against yours or mine, but I thought I'll quote him to say that its not so simple and direct for everyone ramaNArpaNamastu, --praveen shivam shaantam advaitam Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 31, 2005 Report Share Posted August 31, 2005 advaitin, "Madathil Rajendran Nair" <madathilnair> wrote: > Namaste. > > It is difficult to understand why there is no duality in 'Who am I?' > where 'a mind is seen driven inwards to find out there really was no > ego, and only the Big I'. If Aham and Brahman in Aham Brahmasmi are > suggestive of daulity, then well the 'mind' and 'Big I' in 'Who am I?' > are also equally suggestive of duality. There is someone asking the > question (Aham)and realizing 'Big I-ness' (Brahman). The question and > the mahAvAkya thus have the same import and, whichever way one goes, Namaste,M-Ji et al, IMHO It really isn't about asking a verbal question, which is different in every language anyway Nan Yar etc. It is about a 'feeling', and the little 'I' subsides leaving only the extant feeling or big 'I'. Who am I actually refers back to oneself not another concept that's why there is no duality in the question. It doesn't create another condition or seek to create another condition.....ONS...Tony. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 2, 2005 Report Share Posted September 2, 2005 Dear all, I am keeping indoors mostly and cannot read any posts, unless we have electricty. I wanted to write on this issue of self, but before that I beg you to recall my last post and a reply to that. To my last post one gentleman comments that "it is quite arrogant to think that only my idea of enlightenment is truly" so and not any other. I agree with him fully. Yet I donot assert anything of that sort. If someone holds the reaching of heaven to be a greater virtue than enlightenment, he may very well do so, but his heaven cannot be enlightenment. For example, the poorva meemamsakas held heaven as greater than enlightenment, and ritual as the means of salvation (reaching heaven). Now according to your arguement, we should leave it to them and let them beleive that heaven is greater than enlightenment. Yet Sankara argued with Mandana Misra and proved it otherwise. Was it his arrogance to point out that only his idea of enlightenment is truly enlightenment? I hope you see my point. As long as one desires for a 'thing', 'object', 'experience', 'abode', etc., he can never be enlightened. Enlightenment cannot be desired. In the same way, becoming a slave to God, or reaching his abode etc. are all inferior to enlightenment. The Yogavasishtha points out - "Sri Rama, even the happiness of a thousand Vishnus is nothing when compared to that of the supremely enlightened one." Now, leaving the old dead buried aside, let me discuss this fresh topic of 'Who am I?'. I request you all to kindly read my whole article before forming opinions about me or second-guessing any non- existent intentions. I do understand that Bhagwan Ramana was a great sage of modern India, and I pray, plead you to understand that I am not offending him in any way. I present here the view of the Buddha on this question. According to the Buddha the statement that 'There is a self' is equally as ineffective as 'There is no self'. This I understand is the basic reason for which Advaita Vedanta rejects Buddhism. If there's no self, what experiences the results of kamma and takes rebirth? If there's no self, what's the purpose of a spiritual life? Many books try to answer these questions, but if you look at the Pali Canon -- the earliest extant record of the Buddha's teachings -- you won't find them addressed at all. The Buddha divided all questions into four classes: those that deserve a categorical (straight yes or no) answer; those that deserve an analytical answer, defining and qualifying the terms of the question; those that deserve a counter-question, putting the ball back in the questioner's court; and those that deserve to be put aside. The last class of question consists of those that don't lead to the end of suffering and stress. The Buddha said that there are two types of people who misrepresent him: those who draw inferences from statements that shouldn't have inferences drawn from them, and those who don't draw inferences from those that should. These are the basic ground rules for interpreting the Buddha's teachings, but if we look at the way most writers treat anatta, we find these ground rules ignored. Some writers try to qualify the "no- self" interpretation by saying that the Buddha denied the existence of an eternal self or a separate self, but this is to draw an inference from a statement the Buddha forbade to draw inference from. So, instead of answering "no" to the question of whether or not there is a self -- interconnected or separate, eternal or not -- the Buddha felt that the question was misguided to begin with. Why? No matter how you define the line between "self" and "other," the notion of self involves an element of self-identification, ego and clinging, and thus suffering and stress. For these reasons, the Buddha advised paying no attention to such questions as "Do I exist?" or "Don't I exist?" for however you answer them, they lead to suffering and stress. What is acheived in saying "Yes, I have a self." or "I exist"? These statements donot help in the arising of knowledge and removal of ignorance which is the root cause of suffering. The evidence for this reading of the Canon centers around four points: 1. The one passage where the Buddha is asked point-blank to take a position on the ontological question of whether or not there is a self, he refuses to answer. 2. The passages which state most categorically that there is no self are qualified in such a way that they cover all of describable reality, but not all of reality which may be experienced. 3. Views that 'there is no self' are ranked with views that that 'there is a self' as a "fetter of views" which a person aiming at release from suffering would do well to avoid. 4. The person who has attained the goal of release views reality in such a way that all views -- even such basic notions as self & no- self, true & false -- can have no hold power over the mind. With regard to the first point, the Buddha was concerned not to contradict "the arising of knowledge that all phenomena are not-self" not because he felt that this knowledge alone was metaphysically correct, but because he saw that its arising could be liberating. It is important to note that he stressed 'not self' as a strategy for enlightenment rather than as a metaphysical assertion of 'no self'. Instead of being an assertion that there is no self, the teaching on not-self is more a technique of perception aimed at leading beyond death to Nibbana -- a way of perceiving things with no self- identification, no sense that 'I am,' no attachment to 'I' or 'mine' involved. This is the same as the 'neti neti' technique of the Upanishads. Such a dimension of non-differentiation or non-duality, although may not be described, may be realized through direct experience. Below is a passage from the Pali Canon. "Monks, that sphere is to be realized where the eye (vision) stops and the perception (mental noting) of form fades. That sphere is to be realized where the ear stops and the perception of sound fades... where the nose stops and the perception of odor fades... where the tongue stops and the perception of flavor fades... where the body stops and the perception of tactile sensation fades... where the intellect stops and the perception of idea/phenomenon fades: That sphere is to be realized. That sphere is free from sorrow, suffering, and despair." - SN xxxv.116 This is similar to the Upanishadic statement: "Yato vaaco nivartante, apraapya manasaa saha, anandam brahmano vidvaan, na bhibheti kadacaneti." Although the passage from the Canon indicates that there is a sphere to be experienced beyond the six sensory spheres, it should not be taken as a "higher self." This point is brought out in the Great Discourse on Causation, where the Buddha classifies all theories of the self into four major categories: those describing a self which is either (a) possessed of form (a body) & finite; (b) possessed of form & infinite; © formless & finite; and (d) formless & infinite. He then goes on to reject all four categories, because they have the intrinsic nature of CLINGING TO A OF SELF, or "I" and this will NOT LEAD TO ARISING OF KNOWLEDGE OR WISDOM. In one passage, the Buddha states that the meditator attains Awakening by seeing the limits of all things that are conditioned, by seeing what lies beyond them, and clinging to neither. He describes it as a removing or doing away of all dhammas -- and thus it goes beyond "all dhammas" and any possible statement that could be made about them. Once the meditator has done this, no words -- being, not-being, self, not-self -- can apply. Although the concept "not-self" is a useful way of disentangling oneself from the attachments & clingings which lead to suffering (also referred to as "right view"), the view that there is no self is simply one of many metaphysical or ontological views which bind one to suffering. Thus although the person on the Path must make use of Right View, he or she goes beyond all views on reaching the goal of release. For a person who has attained the goal, experience occurs with no 'subject' or 'object' superimposed on it, no construing of experience or thing experienced. There is simply the experience in & of itself. A view is true or false only when one is judging how accurately it refers to something else. If one is regarding it simply as a statement, an event, in & of itself, true & false no longer apply. To the enlightened, for whom there is no other, howcome the judgement of the accuracy of a statement by comparing it something else? Thus for the Tathagata, who no longer imposes notions of subject or object on experience, and regards sights, sounds, feelings & thoughts purely in & of themselves, views are neither true nor false, but simply phenomena to be experienced. With no notion of subject, there is no grounds for "I know, I see;" with no notion of object, no grounds for, "That's just how it is." Views of true, false, self, no self, etc., thus lose all their holding power, and the mind is left free to its Suchness: untouched, uninfluenced by anything of any sort. Thus it is important to remember his primary aim in presenting the doctrine of not-self in the first place: so that those who put it to use can gain release from all suffering & stress. It is not an onotological or metaphysical assertion of any kind. In one place, the Buddha tells a queen intending to learn the Dhamma, the following: "Both formerly & now, Anuradha, it is only stress (suffering) that I describe, and the stopping of stress." - S xxii.86 In my opinion, therefore, those who wish to be truly enlightened should not ask vain questions like "Do I exist?", "Who experiences this?", "Who am I?" etc., but should ask the questions "I am sorrowful; is the whole world full of only sorrow?", "What is the cause of this sorrow?", "Is there an end to sorrow?", "How do I do away with this sorrow?". These questions can be answered thus: 1. "The whole world, everything that we can see with the eye or describe, with the voice or hands, is full of sorrow." 2. "Ignorance is the root cause of sorrow." 3. "Yes, there is an end to sorrow." 4. "There is an eightfold path to this cessation of sorrow. The anatta (not-self) strategy (equivalent to the neti, neti technique of Upanishads) will help you see how you have been clinging and attaching yourself to the various fetters, and will teach you to undo it." What are the fetters that one has been clinging to? One's subconscious binds oneself to the: 1. body 2. feelings 3. perceptions 4. fermentations 5. consciousness Thus the subconscious clings to these as the "self", the "I notion", the "ego", the "self-identification" etc. When this ignorant incorrect cognition of "self" is done away with using the not-self technique, through right discernment of anicca (same as the Vedantic nitya- anitya-vastu-viveka), knowledge/wisdom arises and the person becomes enlightened. "Knowledge of what?" one may wish to ask. It is tempting to answer it as "Knowledge of true Self." But that question is misguided, and the answer is ignorant. When there is no 'other' to be known, in the realm of non-duality, where can there be a knowledge 'of something', let alone a "true self". It is pure knowledge - arising independent of any object or subject. There is neither a seer nor a seen. Just knowledge in and of itself. I beg pardon for dragging the article so long, but I had a difficult point to make. I hope that the notion of 'self' does not haunt anyone again, and we truly concentrate on the goal of knowledge and wisdom. Yet, if one wishes to hold on to such a thicket views, I cannot change him/her and can only let him be. -Bhikku Yogi Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 2, 2005 Report Share Posted September 2, 2005 Dear Bhikku Yogi, Please remember that the word 'Self' is just a word. Advaita philosohpy is consistent with much of what you said. For example, Sri Nisargadatta Maharaj also speaks of the non-dual Reality as being beyond both being and non-being, etc. In Advaita as in Buddhism, enlightenment occurs when the death of the ego takes place. Many realized Advaitins say that they feel no sense of personal identity and feel no difference between themselves and others. I think that the Buddha was wise not to use the word 'self' so that people didn't have anything to identify with. But as long as words have to be used, there will be these problems. In the same way that some may become attached to the word 'Self' and have all sorts of ideas attached to it, people will also become attached to the word 'Nibbana' and have wrong ideas about it too. Asking 'Who am I?' is a way to try and locate the ego. When this practice is done for long enough the ego is found not to exist, and then enlightenment occurs. 'I am' is a simple statement of existence, and is useful because people usually say 'I am a body' or 'I am a doctor' etc. Holding on to the sense 'I am' is meant to eventually reveal the source of 'I am.' Sri Nisargadatta, who advocated 'I am' said that it is not the final goal. Eventually the 'I' disappears, and only 'am' remains. Eventually even 'am' disappears. I think the only difference between Advaita and Buddhism is a difference of words and techniques, nothing else. They are both excellent non-dual teachings. Regards, Nathan Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 3, 2005 Report Share Posted September 3, 2005 Dear spiritual, respected, and very valuable brother (Nathan), I wish every moment shower of peace and happiness is coming from God Father forever to all. 'I' always stand for SOUL, so we can say ‘I AM A SOUL’ but because of body conscious people are using for name, property, position and so on. So if anyone use for body that mean he will go down and if anyone use for soul that mean he will elevate, so one can come to a decision that he wish to go down or up. Any one wish to achieve something in life then he has to develop soul conscious state as under: - I am a soul, very small self luminous point of light (non-physical). I am everlasting, cannot be created or cannot be destroyed, indivisible, invisible, but very well realisable. I am a soul, residing between two eye-brows, seeing through eyes, hearing through ears and speak by tongue, but I am separate from all these bodily organs. Nathan Port <eport924 wrote:Dear members, I've been wondering which method is more effective, inquiring 'who am I?' as taught by Sri Ramana, or holding on to the sense 'I am' taught by Sri Nisargadatta. Holding to the sense 'I am' seems easier, but I think it might be a little dangerous, because it could possibly reinforce the idea they we're the body if we feel 'I am' while associating with our bodies(?). I'd be interested in hearing from members who have used one or both of these methods. Regards, Nathan Discussion of Shankara's Advaita Vedanta Philosophy of nonseparablity of Atman and Brahman. Advaitin List Archives available at: http://www.eScribe.com/culture/advaitin/ To Post a message send an email to : advaitin Messages Archived at: advaitin/messages Visit your group "advaitin" on the web. advaitin India Matrimony: Find your partner online. Go to http://.shaadi.com Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 3, 2005 Report Share Posted September 3, 2005 Dear respected sir, I donot want to offend you. Kindly note that the errors that I point out are not your errors per se, but the errors of the statements that was written by you in history. I donot expect you to defend your position, and donot advise you anything either. Also please note that I am not criticizing your statements, only analyzing them. > 'I' always stand for SOUL, so we can say `I AM A SOUL' 1. Pray what is this soul? Have you seen it? If only you have seen it can you say that 'This is soul', 'That is I' and conclude finally that 'I am soul'. 2. But your statement goes further to say 'I am A soul'. The use of an article there indicates the possibility of many souls. From Advaitic standpoint it is not correct. 3. But for analysis sake, let us assume it is correct, then, how many souls can I see? Can I see the souls of all people as separate entities? Conversely, let me also point out that it would not be correct to say that all enlightened persons will say 'I am soul'. Why? If one does become enlightened, he would not be able to say 'This is soul' or 'That is soul' or 'This is I' or 'That is I' and even if it were true, a statement like 'I am soul' would be entirely futile for him. Will anyone say "Water is Water"? So the statement whether repeated often, or never repeated will not yield any results. So truly it would make no sense to talk of 'self', 'no-self' etc. > But > because of body conscious people are using for name, property, > position and so on. So if anyone use for body that mean he will go > down and if anyone use for soul that mean he will elevate, so one > can come to a decision that he wish to go down or up. I shall not be fussy about the use of terms 'going', 'up' and 'down', and shall assume that you made use of these terms only figuratively. However, I shall discuss the other problems. 1. Using for body and using for soul, is not a matter of choice as you say. We are born with that defect of always using the term 'I' for body. Subconsciously we always make that error. Only people who have become stream-runners (those who will surely become enlightened after a few births, by virtue of their constant spiritual practice) lose their attachment for body. For enlightenment, one needs to lose the attachment for many more things including views such as 'soul', 'self', 'no-self', 'both self and no-self', 'neither self nor no- self', 'God', 'religion', 'Advaita', 'Buddhism', 'Sankara', 'Buddha', or anything else. As long as attachments exist, one cannot become enlightened. 2. To say "Using it for body will make one go down and using it otherwise will help one go up" is also an assumption and only a view. Truly, there is no way to prove that. We may say "I am soul" and gloat that it will lead us somewhere 'up' (I expect you mean become enlightened), but all the while the subconscious is telling you "I am body". Will you or I sit carefree like Sankara fully knowing that a Kapalika is going to behead you or me? Will you or I be ready to give up your life to stop Bimbisara from killing an animal, like the Buddha did? Just making such a different use for the term 'I' will not solve the problem. The problem is deep within. Also, when one is enlightened, then there is no other, then what is body and what is soul? 3. Although you donot say this anywhere in your statement, I extend my analysis to show how it happens very often in India among many sanyasis to illustrate a point. Even the use of a different word for denoting oneself does not make one free from ego. In India there is a custom among some sanyasis to use the term 'Aap' meaning 'You' for 'I'. So instead of saying "I am going" they say "You are going". Yet, attachment for body, possessions, views etc. does not go away. > Any one wish to achieve something in life then he has to develop soul conscious state as under: - I am a soul, very small self luminous point of light (non-physical). I am everlasting, cannot be created or cannot be destroyed, indivisible, invisible, but very well realisable. I am a soul, residing between two eye-brows, seeing through eyes, hearing through ears and speak by tongue, but I am separate from all these bodily organs. I donot wish to directly point out any errors here, because I donot have any opinion in this matter, but evidently you have not read Sankara's Upanishad Bhashya or the Gita Bhashya. Surely your opinion is more akin to that of the dualists or the qualified non-dualists than to the non-dualists. However, they are just opinions and hence hardly matter. I only hope that you would transcend all views/opinions whether dual, non-dual or otherwise. -Bhikku Yogi Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 3, 2005 Report Share Posted September 3, 2005 On Sri Bhikkuyogi wrote: > To my last post one gentleman comments that "it is quite arrogant to > think that only my idea of enlightenment is truly" so and not any > other. I agree with him fully. Yet I donot assert anything of that > sort. Kindly recall the context of original post. The issue was that different people have different things in mind when they use the term enlightenment or liberation or mukti etc. Arrogance is implied only when someone insists that it cannot be so. > For example, the poorva meemamsakas held heaven as > greater than enlightenment,.. Did they? As far as I am aware pUrva mImAmskas held heaven as the only enlightenment since (in their view) it was established so in veads. > and ritual as the means of salvation > (reaching heaven). Now according to your arguement, we should leave it > to them and let them beleive that heaven is greater than > enlightenment. This is not the context of the debate between shankara and manDana. Both of them were only trying to establish the true purport of veda-- not the superiority/ inferiority of their goals. > Yet Sankara argued with Mandana Misra and proved it > otherwise. Was it his arrogance to point out that only his idea of > enlightenment is truly enlightenment? Not really. None of them was trying to prove the superiority of "my enlightenment" vs. "your enlightenment". All they are interested in knowing what vedas declare as the supreme goal. Any notion of superiority/ inferiority is only in reference to whose stand is truly vedic. Without any common reference, contesting the meaning of "true enlightenment" is your word against mine. Or as Russell puts it more cynically: my brand of non-sense is better than yours. praNAm Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 4, 2005 Report Share Posted September 4, 2005 > Kindly recall the context of original post. The issue was that > different people have different things in mind when they use the term > enlightenment or liberation or mukti etc. Arrogance is implied only > when someone insists that it cannot be so. I think it is more arrogant to say that one is stupid enough to say that people can't have different opinions. The point I insisted on was that, although people may have different opinions of enlightenment, no opinions are correct. There is no way for the intellect to understand enlightenment, and all notions, whether duality, non-duality, qualified duality, qualified non-duality, or any other would be erroneous to assume. Till the supreme truth is truly realized one cannot have any correct view of reality - this is Sankara's position on avidya and so is it in Buddhism. As far as I am aware pUrva mImAmskas held heaven as the only > enlightenment since (in their view) it was established so in veads. .... So be it. It does not alter the purpose of my statement. My original message clearly maintains that no opinions are correct. My reply in citing Sankara's arguement with Mandana Misra was to deal with the unnecessary implication of arrogance that you draw from my insistence of the futility of all metaphysical assertions. I think you donot get my point of the example that I drew. Although it appears as though I am saying that Sankara was establishing his view, I guess I left another part of the arguement unsaid. While Sankara established Advaita, there were the Dvaitists and the Vishishtadvaitists who later rejected Advaita and tried to establish their metaphysical statement. Does that mean that Advaita is necessarily wrong? It only shows the futility of metaphysical assertions since they only lead to another debate and yet another metaphysical assertion. Nevertheless, the requirement to understand the goal necessitates some intellectual understanding of the method of reaching the goal. Hence the need for Sankara to argue. > Without any common reference, contesting the meaning of "true > enlightenment" is your word against mine. Or as Russell puts it more > cynically: my brand of non-sense is better than yours. I donot see the need to drag this issue beyond the scope of what I have stressed already - that no opinions can be correct - to the extreme that you have made it. -Bhikku Yogi Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 5, 2005 Report Share Posted September 5, 2005 praNAm, Sanjay-ji has already shown out errors in understanding mandana mishrA's discussion with Shankara, etc; I'm going to humbly point out the others. Bhikku-ji wrote: ....He (Buddha) then goes on to reject all four categories, because they have the intrinsic nature of CLINGING TO A OF SELF, or "I" and this will NOT LEAD TO ARISING OF KNOWLEDGE OR WISDOM... praveen: In fact, Ramana mentions this as the *most direct* approach to self-realization. Please note that the word *Self* is frequently used in many works and *self-realization* itself being the goal, "clingling on to the self not leading to arising of knowledge (self-realization)" is a contradictory statement in itself! So, clearly, its the usage of words that seems to be at fault or grave misunderstanding/misrepresentation of what *self* means. The suffering that Buddha talks of is purely *body/mind/intellect* suffering that has nothing to do with *self*. Bhikku-ji wrote: ....4. "There is an eightfold path to this cessation of sorrow. The anatta (not-self) strategy (equivalent to the neti, neti technique of Upanishads)... praveen: Sorry, the eightfold path may be akin to the eightfold path of patanjali's yoga. In fact, I feel that the entire mail of yours can be equated to patanjali's "drastaa drishi maatra" (The Seer is but the force of seeing itself). There are two more faults that I see in your comparison, please: one, advaita doesn't talk of ending sorrows, happiness is also considered as a stumble that puts forth karma. Second, and more importantly, *neti-neti* is not done in vacuum, its done on a substratum. shankaraarpaNamastu, --praveen Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 5, 2005 Report Share Posted September 5, 2005 Sri Bhikku Yogi wrote: > I think it is more arrogant to say that one is stupid enough to say that people can't have different > opinions. The point I insisted on was that, although people may have different opinions of > enlightenment, no opinions are correct." Thanks for the clarification. I thought you were giving your opinions when you said, On Aug 26: "Enlightenment cannot be different for different people, if they know what it is. Everyone has to be enlightened in the same way to be called enlightened." Or on Sept 2: "In the same way, becoming a slave to God, or reaching his abode etc. are all inferior to enlightenment." Or in the same post: "It is tempting to answer it as "Knowledge of true Self." But that question is misguided, and the answer is ignorant" > So be it. It does not alter the purpose of my statement. My original > message clearly maintains that no opinions are correct." ...and > I do not see the need to drag this issue beyond the scope of what I > have stressed already - that no opinions can be correct - to the > extreme that you have made it." There is a vast territory between "every opinion is correct." and "no opinions can be correct." The worth of an opinion can be decided only after knowing from where it is coming. It is therefore useful if proper reference is provided when an assertion is made. The tacit reference on this list is shruti. If you are adopting a different reference, it will be helpful for the reader if it is spelled out clearly. What is the reference when you are talking of "nirvana" or "enlightenment"? Is it some sacred text? Is it your personal experience? Is it your opinion? In the absence of any such reference, a reader may get confused when you write, On Aug 16: "There is something to be attained .... if it does not exist, then nirvana is meaningless....". and on Aug 26: "By saying that "nirvana is beyond attainment" I clearly mean that one can never "attain" nirvana. Only a thing can be attained." > While Sankara established Advaita, there were the Dvaitists and the > Vishishtadvaitists who later rejected Advaita and tried to establish > their metaphysical statement. Does that mean that Advaita is > necessarily wrong? It only shows the futility of metaphysical > assertions since they only lead to another debate and yet another > metaphysical assertion." ....therefore it is futile to make assertions such as .. " Nirvana is beyond, objectification, attainment, consciousness or anything that we can think of." or "Those who wish to be truly enlightened should not ask vain questions like "Do I exist?", "Who experiences this?", "Who am I?" etc., or "The anatta (not-self) strategy (equivalent to the neti, neti technique of Upanishads) will help you see how you have been clinging and attaching yourself to the various fetters, and will teach you to undo it." The point is that a legitimate response to such assertions can be made only when the reader knows from what reference you are speaking. If your reference is shruti, I can agree or disagree based on my understanding of shruti. If it is dhammapad, I can move aside and hear the comments of other knlwledgeable members. If they are from your personal experience, I can only bow to you. If they are just your opinions, it would not be illegitimate for me to insist that: "my brand of nonsense is better than yours" praNAm Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 8, 2005 Report Share Posted September 8, 2005 advaitin, "Nathan Port" <eport924> wrote: > Dear members, > > I've been wondering which method is more effective, inquiring 'who am > I?' as taught by Sri Ramana, or holding on to the sense 'I am' taught > by Sri Nisargadatta. Holding to the sense 'I am' seems easier, but I > think it might be a little dangerous, because it could possibly > reinforce the idea they we're the body if we feel 'I am' while > associating with our bodies(?). I'd be interested in hearing from > members who have used one or both of these methods. > > Regards, > Nathan I don't think either is "better". I think (as someone else here said) the grammatical difference is secondary, and what's important is the sense if "inquiry" - i.e. what you are doing, even with "I am", isn't either affirming anything, or repeating any set formula, but sort of putting a "?" to the very sense of '"I", "I", "I", revolving tightly, tightly in the heart' (as was beautifully put by a Tibetan Lama). What you are doing is trying to catch that "I" sense in the act, as it were. At a certain point you may feel a peculiar kind of vertigo or dizziness, like a momentary, sharp sense of insanity, which may scare you a bit and make you drop the meditation; however, although it's a bit scary, if you get this it's a good sign, a sign that you are going in the right direction, chasing the right kind of "I" so to speak. Recover your equilibrium, take courage and press on! Then, at some point, beyond the vertigo-moment, that "I" sense disappears, or you see _through_ that "I", to ... This is more a kind if art or a sort of "knack" than it is a magic formula or a set, mechanistic technique that automatically produces a result, and only by doing it lots of times and varying the way you do it slightly, sort of "playing" with it, will you get to the "right" way of doing it, the proper "groove". It's like you are feeling around in the dark, and you gradually "home in" on the right "thing" - very difficult to put into words. Or again, as the Buddha said, it's like tuning an instrument - it has to be not too tight, not too loose. Or again, it's like a "window of opportunity", or the "re-entry corridor" when a spaceship comes down to earth. It's a ... _thing_ you have to find, that can't quite be put into words, but you'll know it when you find it. It's like the end of a thread found in the dark, and if you firmly but gently grasp that thread and follow where it leads, it will lead you THERE. (Btw, I should say that this is from mere memory of the few occasions when I had a "result" from this practice when I was a child - I am not "There" now, so this is advice from a very ordinary George, FWIW And I should be taking my own advice, rather than dispensing it <slaps own wrist>! But ... this is the truth, this is the truth, this is the truth.) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 9, 2005 Report Share Posted September 9, 2005 > There is a vast territory between "every opinion is correct." and "no > opinions can be correct." If you mean to say that "all opinions are correct", I would only say that we disagree. I am clearly asserting that "no opinions are correct" as you rightly quoted me. The worth of an opinion can be decided only > after knowing from where it is coming. It is therefore useful if > proper reference is provided when an assertion is made. The tacit > reference on this list is shruti. I have provided references wherever required. The term shruti for you may be only a certain specific set of texts. I have also quoted the Yogavasishtha - an Advaitic text for your convenience, where it was possible. Since most of my discussion was around the Buddha's opinion, Buddhist texts have been quoted wherever necessary. Still, where you demand reference, I may submit it. However, if one were to keep writing only from references, there would be no original writings here other than vain arguments like these. > In the absence of any such reference, a reader may get confused when you write, > > On Aug 16: "There is something to be attained .... if it does not > exist, then nirvana is meaningless....". AP-xxvii-24 from Pali texts > > and on Aug 26: "By saying that "nirvana is beyond attainment" I > clearly mean that one can never "attain" nirvana. Only a thing can be > attained." It is a widely accepted interpretation of AP-xvi-2 from Pali texts. This might seem contradictory to the earlier statement, but it isn't. The earlier assertion talks of non-duality, which needs to be attained. But non-duality is not nirvana. Nirvana is said to be "on the other side of non-differentiation (or non-duality)" - MN-xxxviii-12 from Pali texts Just experiencing non-duality is not enough. You do so in coma and even in deep sleep. But nirvana is the result of wisdom in such a non-dual "state". I may stress that my use of the term "state" is unfortunate, since I cannot but find a better way of expressing it. However, nirvana is not a state. > > While Sankara established Advaita, there were the Dvaitists and the > > Vishishtadvaitists who later rejected Advaita and tried to establish > > their metaphysical statement. Does that mean that Advaita is > > necessarily wrong? It only shows the futility of metaphysical > > assertions since they only lead to another debate and yet another > > metaphysical assertion." > > ...therefore it is futile to make assertions such as .. > > " Nirvana is beyond, objectification, attainment, consciousness or > anything that we can think of." This assertion only asserts the impossibility of a metaphysical assertion. or > "Those who wish to be truly enlightened should not ask vain questions > like "Do I exist?", "Who experiences this?", "Who am I?" etc., Again an assertion establishing the futility of metaphysical assertions. I donot see that it can be applied to the very same statement, since this particular statement is hardly metaphysical. > or > "The anatta (not-self) strategy (equivalent to the neti, neti technique of > Upanishads) will help you see how you have been clinging and attaching > yourself to the various fetters, and will teach you to undo it." The technique of enlightenment is not a metaphysical assertion. If I say that enlightenment is like this or like that, it would be. > The point is that a legitimate response to such assertions can be made > only when the reader knows from what reference you are speaking. If > your reference is shruti, I can agree or disagree based on my > understanding of shruti. If it is dhammapad, I can move aside and hear > the comments of other knlwledgeable members. Then you may "move aside and hear the comments of other knowledgeable members"! Many of what I have said here is from the Pali texts. I think I repeatedly indicate right at the beginning of my articles that I am talking about the Buddha's teachings, and am not making any assertions of my own. > If they are just your > opinions, it would not be illegitimate for me to insist that: "my > brand of nonsense is better than yours" I cannot say if your opinion that "Bhikku yogi has not provided any references for his assertions" or "bhikku yogi is contradicting himself" would evoke a response like "my brand of nonsense is better than yours." You have formed opinions about my statement, but don't stop to say that these are my own opinions. Finally, certain statements are clearly my own statements, but are supported by Pali texts. I donot think that this would be so much of a problem to the Buddhist community atleast. -Bhikku Yogi Note from the List Moderator: The list appreciates your interest in propogating the teachings of Buddha. Please be aware that this list pertains to the teachings of Adi Sankara' Advaita Vedanta Philosophy. Your point that it is impossible to verify or prove the "metaphysical assertions" is quite accurate. Sankara was quite aware of this fundamental fact and consequently Vedantic Truth derives the support for its assetions from the Vedas (Shruti). Sankara and all of us who have strong convictions in Sankara's advaita vedanta philosophy have also faith in convictions in the revealed words of the Seers through shruti. With this fundamental understanding, there can never be any contradiction to and in the Vedantic Philosophy. Any contradictions and varied assertions or opinions should be attributed to lack of faith. Though I appreciate your well articulated postings relating to "Buddha's teachings" in this list, I do not see its relevance to this list which is dedicated to Sankara's Advaita Vedanta Siddham. Please note that the members of this list do not belong to "Buddhist Community." We do admire, respect and revere Gautama Buddha who is considered as one of the Avatars. At the same time we do have the greatest reverence for "VEDAS" the revealed Truth with no beginning or end! This last statement is a metaphysical assertion and as such does not need any verification!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 9, 2005 Report Share Posted September 9, 2005 bhikkuyogi wrote: > > There is a vast territory between "every opinion is correct." and "no > > opinions can be correct." > > If you mean to say that "all opinions are correct", I would only say > that we disagree. I am clearly asserting that "no opinions are > correct" as you rightly quoted me. > > > > ------ > "No opinions are correct" is itself an opinion and hence a logical fallacy. To my knowledge "no opinions are correct" is not exactly what the Buddha said, but since you are an expert on that, I dont wish to say anything further. Yours in the Dharma Ramesh Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 9, 2005 Report Share Posted September 9, 2005 Sri Bhikkuyogi wrote: > However, if one were to keep > writing only from references, there would be no original writings here > other than vain arguments like these. Ah, that explains it. Originality has not been considered a virtue in spirituality-- at least till recently. In advaita tradition, any talk of liberation etc. is considered valid only if it is supported either by shruti or to a lesser degree by ones personal realization. When bhagvAn kr^SNa teaches Gita to arjuna, he does not claim it to be *his* teachings. He refers it to a beginningless succession of teachers. In bauddha tradition also, the need is addressed by predating the historical figure of Gautama Buddha by a-historical beginningless lineage of bodhisattvas. There is a strong tradition of advaitins that holds that constant contemplation on the truth of "Who am I?" is the nididhyAsana enjoined by shruti. Therefore when someone opines that... > > "Those who wish to be truly enlightened should not ask vain questions > > like "Do I exist?", "Who experiences this?", "Who am I?" etc., ...... it cannot be considered anything but pure mental speculation unless one can demonstrate that enquiring "Who am I?" is not the purport of shruti or that one has already explored this method inside-out and found it useless. Note that even if one claims the futility of contemplating on "who am I?" based on ones personal experience, it will not be considered valid to the same degree if it is in line with shruti. A sAdhaka could have some bandhakas that were peculiar to him/her that obstructed the fructification of the enquiry but shruti has been validated by sages since times immemmorial. kr^shNa bhagvAn goes to the extent of saying that even those who worship other devas for gaining even material goals should not be disturbed in their shraddhA since ultimately all worship goes to Him. And here a shraddhAvAn sAdhaka asks about contemplating on "who am I?" - a method sanctioned by shruti and declared effective by realized sages but then he is advised that it is vain to ask such questions-- not on the basis of shruti, not on the basis of any other sacred text, not even on the basis of ones personal experience-- just that someone happens to hold that view. praNAm Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Recommended Posts
Join the conversation
You are posting as a guest. If you have an account, sign in now to post with your account.
Note: Your post will require moderator approval before it will be visible.