Guest guest Posted August 12, 2001 Report Share Posted August 12, 2001 Dear all, /jay gurudev/ Sorry for being late. Thanks a lot for the love and support. I’m glad that the mess is sorted out over here and non of the members r leaving at least for the 2 gems of . Well as for my exams the result will be out anyday. Currently I’m in grade 12 studying science with a goal of computer engineering and I got to fight for scholarship so gonna be a tough year for me. After that abroad..that’s whats scares me. Btw any uni’s in jodhpur?;-) As for the parmar case I am glad that the shisyas fought against it with all their might. Sorry for not posting anything coz I consider myself unfit at least for now. First of all I’m not a true sadhak, forget about being a shisya nor I was attached with pujya gurudev in this sthul form. 4/5 shukshma meetings with pujya gurudev, few miracles and small siddhis have given me a prestige to call myself a sadhak. Bad news, I turned 18 recently. The days are passing so fast and I am not at all pleased with what I have received till now. Like anuji I’m uncomfortable making any comments or preaching without having received a proficiency in sadhna. Anyway these cases are mushrooming out over here too( Nepal) and I’m very much surprised that very close shisyas of gurudev who have even stayed in gurudham with gurudev for months who have got opportunities helping gurudev etc don’t respect gurutrimurti at all. I’m confused yet I strongly believe whatever great siddhis they have got or how close they have been to gurudev still they r wrong and they must come underguru wani. As for kajal case just by cutting branches will not work. To solve the problem we must attack the bast (roots). I’m gonna continue my sadhna with all I have and when I am fit for these things. When I become very close to gurudev then I shall put forward my opinions, comments with full confidence. Btw I don’t think narayanshisyas will become lions just by using foul language. If nikhilshisyas r so interested in using foul language make a word or a sentence that attacks the concerned person only. Nikhilshisyas wont be called lions while attacking or bringing someone’s parents in front of the battlefield. Narayanshisyas must ponder on guruwani” gandagi se gadnagi hi paida hogi” be4 making such comments. So its tough really tough to be on a good side and do good works. But we r not alone that’s what counts most. As for astrology I’m very much interested. I haven’t touched astrology at all. Too complicated for me. But When I am fit I’m sure the astrologers in this group shall guide me. Anuji congratulations for getting a job. As so much info on shivir is pouring in I envy those shisyas who got golden opportunity to organize shivirs. Well I wonder if I ever reach that stage or not. Everybody have got individual levels of perception and understanding. Critisisms r welcomed. And I assure all of u that I am not a fool to leave the group when I am getting much knowledge bout astrology and sadhna here. Love, Amit //jay jay gorakh jay jay nikhil// "Love in its absolute and pure form is all compassionate all pervaiding all divine but often in the world petty selfishness assumes the name of love and rules the world with hatred" Send instant messages &; get email alerts with Messenger. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 12, 2001 Report Share Posted August 12, 2001 JAI GURUDEV Dear Amit, > I turned 18 recently. Congratulations! You are an adult now while you were still in your dipers when I first met Guruji. Great, you have grown up and have something to say. > Sorry for not posting anything coz I consider myself unfit at > least for now. Really? But, I found a contradictory statement here. > Btw I don't think narayanshisyas will become lions just by using > foul language. If nikhilshisyas r so interested in using foul > language make a word or a sentence that attacks the concerned > person only. Nikhilshisyas wont be called lions while attacking > or bringing someone's parents in front of the battlefield. > Narayanshisyas must ponder on guruwani" gandagi se gadnagi hi > paida hogi" be4 making such comments. Amit, you are too young. You'll always be a kid for me. Still, you have directed it to me and I must respond. So, how do you think narayanshisyas will become Lions? By playing Saints or by keeping quiet even if someone insults Guruji in front of them? Guru is considered higher than God and one's parents. If bringing someone's parents in front of the battlefield is wrong then how can calling someone's Guru a fraud be right? I am not much sure about the above mentioned Guruwani. I believe poison kills poison and iron cuts iron. You may think of being polite and reasonable while dealing with your misguided brother. But, while dealing with an enemy, knocking him out once and for all is the only logical solution. By using foul language, I was giving him a taste of his own weapon. Unfortunately, you kept quiet while Kajal was calling Nand Kishore Guruji a fraud, a thief, an alcoholic and chose to attack me instead. > few miracles and small siddhis have given me a prestige to call > myself a sadhak. Miracles? Something Guruji told us not to be amazed of. Siddhis? Sadhak? Oh, great. First, try to be a disciple. If Guruji is in pain, you must also feel the pain. If Guruji is attacked, insulted; make it personal. > When I become very close to gurudev then I shall put forward my > opinions, comments with full confidence. But, you already commented. That means you are very close to Guruji. Congratulations! You have done it. The very root of success. Apparently, the effect of Bhakti Kaal is far from over. Amit, please don't take my words wrongly. Instead, try to understand my type of love for Guruji. I am not a bhakt type, peace loving person. I do not consider Guruji a God. I consider him my teacher, my philosopher, my guide, my mother, my father and mostly, my best friend. He is a part of my life and lifestyle. It becomes very hard for me to control my anger when someone insults him or when someone, directly or indirectly, defends a person who has insulted him. You are allowed to call me a fool for leaving this group. I did this because I was unable to defend someone I love most. Ashish Marathe Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 12, 2001 Report Share Posted August 12, 2001 dear amit, > > Sorry for being late. Thanks a lot for the love >and support. I'm glad that the mess is sorted out over here and non >of the members r leaving at least for the 2 gems of . dont need to feel sorry, if some engagment is important just attend that, will not go any where, smart enough to realise them as gems ,too much for such an age, we are proud of you. > > Well as for my exams the result will be out anyday. Currently I'm in grade 12 studying science with a goal of computer engineering and I got to fight for scholarship so gonna be a tough year for me. After that abroad..that's whats scares me. Btw any uni's in jodhpur?;-) good lets know when its out, and you will have all the members support hope that you should become like vivekanada which Gurudev has alway s dreamt about. > > As for the parmar case I am glad that the shisyas fought against it with all their might. Sorry for not posting anything coz I consider myself unfit at least for now. do what ever you can. > First of all I'm not a true sadhak, forget about being a shisya nor read my mail written to arvind i was mentioning the same topic, if u have love for Gurudev thats more than required , to do anything for him, Lord appreciates the intention.amit i know that u love Gurudev the problem for you not responding is that you were pretty in experienced now u have gained experience, and learnt how it would to react.... see a lion teaches her cubs how to hunt... so you are a cub , but still you are lion and learing how to hunt dont feel too mcuh negative on your side. >I was attached with pujya gurudev in this sthul form. 4/5 shukshma >meetings with pujya gurudev, few miracles and small siddhis have good achievement at such an age, let us know about your siddhis and miracles arvind and others i think we should compile a list of sadhnas and people who have attained success in sadhnas and the tips they offer and their contact no for guidance it would be an worthwhile effort > given me a prestige to call myself a sadhak. dont allow such escapist attitudes in your life > Bad news, I turned 18 recently. The days are passing so fast and >am not at all pleased with what I have received till now. Like anuji >I'm uncomfortable making any comments or preaching without having >received a proficiency in sadhna. we are family members sharing and consolidating our lives to that common goal, no one is great/stupid no one is preaching here. we all have our own natural prefernces we are just trying to stabilise and acclerate to that common goal >Anyway these cases are mushrooming out over here too( Nepal) and I'm >very much surprised that very close shisyas of gurudev who have even >stayed in gurudham with gurudev for months who have got >opportunities helping gurudev etc don't respect gurutrimurti at all. >I'm confused yet I strongly believe whatever great siddhis they have >got or how close they have been to gurudev still they r wrong and >they must come underguru wani. As for kajal case just by >cutting .branches will not work. To solve the problem we must attack >the bast (roots). i too am confused like you , just dont concentrate on those things and start doing sadhnas and see for your career. > > I'm gonna continue my sadhna with all I have and when I >am fit for these things. When I become very close to gurudev then I >shall put forward my opinions, comments with full confidence well amit ,if anu would have thought that way you could not have got the useful advise that really helped your sadhna so dont think tommorow if i become perfect then ill do that.... remember once again that no one here is superior or preaching to each other its LIKE A SATSANGA AN EDUCATED ONE WHERE WE LEARN BY INTERATCTING WITH OTHER MEMBERS WHO HAVE HAD SOME EXPERIENCE WHAT EVERR IT MAY BE. > > Btw I don't think narayanshisyas will become lions just >by using foul language. AMIT AGAIN ITS LOOPING ... PEOPLE REACT IN DIFFERENT WAYS LETS NOT BE TOO STRONG IN CONDEMNING THINGS SOME LIKE SOFT, SOME HARSH NO ONE OF US IS PERFECT ONE SHOULD TELL IN LOVINGLY AND CARINGLY TO THAT PERSON YEAH I AGREE THAT ASHISH SHOULD NOT HAVE ADDRESSED ALL THAT WAS THE REASON ANU GOT EXCITED AND NOW YOU,WE TOO KNEW THAT WE DIDNT GET EXCITED YOU MAY TELL ITS GOOD/BAD THAT YOU DIDNT REACT IT WAS A FAULT ON OUR SIDE THAT I DIDNT REACT BUT WHAT I TELL IS THAT WHEN YOU ARE REACTING SEE IN GENERAL THAT IT DOSENT HURT ATLEAST THE MEMBERS >> As for astrology I'm very much interested. I haven't >touched astrology at all. Too complicated for me. But When I am fit >I'm sure the astrologers in this group shall guide me. me too > > Anuji congratulations for getting a job. > we dont have the first hand information yet > As so much info on shivir is pouring in I envy those shisyas who got golden opportunity to JAI GURUDEV! well amit i believe that you will do more than that if you have love for Gurudev and a dream to always do something for him love JAI GURUDEV Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 13, 2001 Report Share Posted August 13, 2001 --- dear amit, I'm glad that the mess is sorted out over here and non of the members r leaving at least for the 2 gems of . > if we are the gems, you are the crown.. > Well as for my exams the result will be out anyday. Currently I'm in grade 12 studying science with a goal of computer engineering work hard. i guess that is the toughest phase in student life. if you are successful there everything else is much easier. First of all I'm not a true sadhak, forget about being a shisya nor I was attached with pujya gurudev in this sthul form. 4/5 shukshma meetings with pujya gurudev, few miracles and small siddhis have given me a prestige to call myself a sadhak. amit, my dear, first as i wrote to you, i am inferior to you and way behind you. second, you also suffer from the same problem as me, not knowing how to keep quiet. you are only 18. promise yourself today that you will not mention your divine experiences and sidhis to any one again in life. amit, that is the worst trap-- fame and appreciation which leads to a sadhak's downfall. in any case, a very happy birthday... > Btw I don't think narayanshisyas will become lions just by using foul language. If nikhilshisyas r so interested in using foul language make a word or a sentence that attacks the concerned person only. Nikhilshisyas wont be called lions while attacking or bringing someone's parents in front of the battlefield. amit, the problem as i wrote to you is not in abusing but in giving your anger an outlet, a very unconstructive one. to confront arvind again, after he wrote things like if i see that bastard i will strangle him ( I do not know whose dignity is being maintained by using ***), he forgot all about it. and started writing thanks giving messages for the love showered his way. the energy that could have been used constructively was rendered futile. a ver sensible mail written by Mohan ji on startegy got lost in my nakhras... as for ashish, he got irritated by the lack of reaction coupled by sermonizing, and reacted by abusing again. But somehow, in the whole process, the problem which as originally stated was how to cope with the menance called rajesh parmar, and other similar groups got redefined into -- to abuse, or not to abuse-- whether or not that is lion like i do not know, but it is no solution to the original problem. love jai GURUDEV anu Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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