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Ashish,

You were the only person here in this group I truly took as a

brother. I quote again from the personal mail I wrote to you

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Date:

Sun, 14 Apr 2002 08:51:16 +0200

 

To:

Ashish Marathe <nikhilashish

 

 

 

 

so you did it this time, too?

in you i seeked a brother of the same age i never had. my own brother

is

my baby. we can do silly things together, but not talk sensibly yet. i

chatted and laughed with you, and i trusted you totally. i wish i

could

express how hurt and taken aback i am, but let be. i guess it's fine.

these things happen you are right, you are a lot smarter than me. you

successfully fooled me. may be it actually is time to say good bye.

may

god bless you. may you never need to indulge in your "criminal" side

again. may you be able to conquer it. my wishes are with you for your

success- in life, and general happiness. it is fine, we all make

mistakes. i forgive you. but please ask yourself why and what makes

you

behave this way. looks like no amount of sadhana builds character.

 

from a sister that was,

love

take care

good wishes

jaigurudev

anu

 

remember when you used to scream at biru saying why is guruji

allowing this to happen to you, so then why did 2 lines from me

dishevel you so much…?

ashish, you are such a bright capable person, one of the best we have

here. Your devotion to gurudev, your effort to spread his message is

truly laudable. You are indeed so good despite silly things you have

been doing apart that no I do not think you are evil, only

immatured. It is fine ashish, look at it this way – this group is no

big deal. While doing sucha good job as you are stop taking it so

seriously!!

Take care, my dear brother

And again if I have a made a mistake is foing what I did may gurudev

not let me go unpunished.

And stay here and keep doing the good work you were in full honesty

as you are very much capable of.

I do not have maansik guru poojan with me. I cannot post it, so

please do so. People need you and value the work you are doing here

Love

Jai gurudev

anu