Guest guest Posted January 25, 2003 Report Share Posted January 25, 2003 dear gurubhais, iam going through a strange problem and i desperately want help from u people.when i was in 12th grade suddenly a gripping suffocation feeling started to haunt my mind all of sudden.it started becoming severe day by day.i had nowhere to go to escape that suffocating feeling.even now when iam typing this message i cant hold my tears back.it was such a terrible time that i would hit my head to the wall and cry out asking that"is there no one diety no one person who can bail me out of this hell".and because i had quit college there was a lot of pressure from my parents and in that desperation i took to drugs.recently i came to know about pujya shre nikhileshwaranand guru through siddhashram website.and the day isaw his photo onthe page i decided to quit drugs and become sattvic.i have received gurudiksha through photo and performed veer sadhana . (after that in my dream i saw 14 red robed people with boneless face performing some ritual near a durga paremeshwari temple in my native place in manglore.and after they complete the ritual and start to walk away i managed to srike a conversation with one of them and told my problem to him he said dont worry nikhileshwaranand will solve that.)i dont know if it is just a dream or effect of the sadhana.though the intensity is reduced iam not cured completely.i want to do sadhana connected to shree guru nikhileshwaranand.please tell me if there is a powerful sadhana of nikhileshwaranand which can give result in very short time from the old issues of mantratantravigyan magazine. aum paramtatvaya narayanaya gurubhyo namah Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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