First cut of the FAQ

September 30, 2004

Hi All,

This is the first set of question I have put in a faq kind of thing. If

any one can point out some more I would be more than happy to add it.

Please do let me know your comments so that I can improve it, in order

to help new sadhaks.

Thanks and Regards

Dp

Jay Shree Gurudev

Jai Mata Di

FAQ

Q1. What is anyway?

A1. The International Siddhashram Sadhak Parivar discussion list is a meeting

space for friendly discussion and exchange of ideas on Spiritual Material

Growth, Sadhanas, Mantras, Tantra, Yoga, Ayurveda, Meditation, Astrology,

Palmistry, Graphology, Hypnotism, Paranormal, Occult, Alchemy and other similar

interests. Everyone is welcome to participate. We are disciples of Revered

Gurudev Dr. Narayan Dutt Shrimaliji (known in ascetic form as Paramhans Swami

Nikhileshwaranandji). Revered Gurudev always strived to shatter all myths,

taboos, fears and misconceptions related to the ancient Indian sciences and

instill faith and respect for them in the mind of the common man.

Q2. Does the sadhanas really work?

A2. The answer to this question is very debatable. It depends on person to

person. There are person who get results to their sadhanas in one shot, while

others have to do it many times before they can see or get any results. There

are a lot of reasons for that. Like it depends on your Guru, your disipline,

your karmik backlog, etc etc. However one of the most important point is faith.

If you have faith that you will succeed, then off course you will, but if thing

you wouldnt then off course you wouldnt.

Q3. I dont think any of this is correct? Its just wasting time? I should be

working in order to get more money, and drive a BMW 5 sereies?

A3. If you think above question is insane please skip this. This is not for you

and you are in the right place. If you think the same first of all.. There is

something called as , by all means, feel free do it. B) Can you

please close this doc also and do what ever you have to do.. like see a movie.

But please dont send hate emails.. its dosent solve any purpose. So the best

thing is please quit from this place. We all will thank you.

Q4. Does anyone has completed any sadhana successfully?

A4. Yes a lot of sadhaks on this list have done it.

Q5. Where can I read about some experiances of such sadhaks?

A5. If you keep reading you will find it.

Q6. What is vashikaran?

A6. In order to understand it correctly below is giving the major catagory of

mantras as told by Lord Shiva to Lordess Parvati.

1)

2)

3)

4)

5)

6)

7)

8)

Q7. I want to do vashikaran on <such a person> for <such a reason>? Please help?

A7. Most of the sadhaks believe that doing vashikaran of any kind on anyone for

what so ever reason is paving your way for hell. Unless you have a very very

good reason, you should not do it. You can ask for help but very rarely does any

one helps in these case. And yes it also covers the case where you love some and

want to do vashikaran on him/her, even if you claim that you cant live without

him/her.

Q8. I want to know about such and such sadhana.

A8. Loose some sleep, visit www.siddhashram.org and read it. If still you cant

find then email on this list and then other learned sadhaks may help you.

Q9. I want to know about some other peoples experiance?

A9. I am glad you asked. Below is given some experiances of some sadhaks.

A) Ashish ji [ I hope he is okay with this ]

*********************************

Bagalamukhi - Dhoomavati: Beej Combo

Mantra: Hleem Dhoom Hleem

The Bagalamukhi - Dhoomavati combo is an extremely powerful mantra. It's quick

and destroys all you adversaries in a blink of an eye. Be it powerty,

misfortune, ailment, curse or permanant failure; nothing can withstand the sheer

force of this mantra. For those who are not aware, Bagalamukhi and Dhoomavati

are the most fierce and feared of the ten Mahavidyas (Of course, Chhinnamasta

Mahavidya is also there).

I learnt this combo during the Bhopal shivir in November '97. Although, it is

not allowed, I would like to share an experience related to this mantra. On the

first day of Nov '97 Bhopal shivir, something prompted me to fast. This was

difficult for me as I was not feeling well that day. I had gone there to meet

Bade Guruji, Dr. Narayan Dutt Shrimali; but, due to some reason, Kailash Guruji

(Bade Guruji's second son) came in his place. Maybe, I was not happy with this.

My condition kept worsening and till evening, fever got over me.

The shivir was in a ground divided into a big tent, where guruji and sadhaks

were sitting, and some sheds along with the boundaries of the ground where

sadhaks were supposed to sleep in the night. I preferred to stay in a hotel.

It was a two day shivir and that day's session was to end at 10 PM; but, because

of my fever, I decided to leave at 7 PM. As I was packing my things, Kailash

Guruji anounced that he would grant Bagalamukhi Mahavidya Diksha for a very low

fee. I wanted to take that diksha so I decided to stay. Perhaps, I was skeptic

about the money thing. Well, though I could barely walk, I reached the payment

counter. I wanted to hurry up, but no one was there. I stayed there for a while

and then, while thinking this wasn't my day, as I turned to return, I heard a

strange, heavy voice, "What do you want?". It was a very fat, black and somewhat

weird guy. "Bagalamukhi Diksha", I replied. "Hummm...", he grunted and while

chewing his tobacco, wrote something on a piece of paper and handed it over to

me. The word "Bagalamukhi" was written on it along with a small signature. When

I gave him the money, he said, "Keep it, you'll need it." and walked away.

"Bagalamukhi Diksha for free???", I was surprised, "That's cool." Well, not

really. My temperature was still rising. I re-entered the main tent, walked

straight to Shrivastavji and gave him the paper to ask him how to proceed.

Guruji was not there. He starred the paper for while and looked at me in a

surprised manner. "What?", I thought, "Has the guy made a fool of me?" Anyway,

Shrivastavji gave me this mantra and asked me to chant it till Guruji returns.

I returned to my place and started chanting the mantra. In about 10 minutes, the

whole scene changed suddenly. I was in a crematory on the banks of a river

sitting over a chita surrounded by giant sized trees. I got frightened and

opened my eyes. "Hallucinations!!!" Anyway, I started again and yes, the scene,

too, returned. This time lightening struck the chita and it started burning

wildly. "Help", as I was about to stop again, something inside me ordered me to

continue. With every mantra, the flames grew taller and bigger; the temparature

was beyond reason and I felt like roasted meat. No matter how this may sound, I

was enjoying it. There was heat and there was pleasure. Being cooked alive

wasn't that bad, after all.

After a while, the scene flipped back to normal, Guruji had returned, the queue

moved on and now, it was my turn. I handed over the paper to Shastriji who was

standing next to Guruji making him surprised and stood face-to-face with Kailash

Guruji. "Guruji, I'm taller.", I thought. Kailash Guruji placed his left hand on

my right shoulder, fingers of his right hand on my head and pressed his right

thumb against my forehead and "Whooosh...", something like molten iron entered

my forehead. I was supposed to concentrate on his eyes. I tried to do just that

but, instead, found two fireballs there and no prizes for guessing that, we were

back in the crematory standing over the blazing chita. This time the heat was

much, much higher and the guy from the payment counter was also there violently

throwing something into the chita. "Who is this guy?" and the next moment I saw

him getting morphed into Bade Guruji. "Guruji!!! Oh, I missed you so much." Bade

Guruji appeared dark and redish and when I turned to Kailash Guruji, who was

still in the process of granting Diksha, I was shocked to find him much taller,

bigger, muscular, darker and redder. Next, something emerged from his forehead

and entered mine with a huge blast and we were back to normal. I was amazed.

Kailash Guruji was tapping my head and asking me to leave as he was done. I

tried to touch his feet but couldn't as it was not allowed at that time.

I came down the stage and realized that along with my doubts, my fever was gone.

I was feeling healthier, stronger, taller and very hungry. I was feeling like

the most powerful man in the universe. I didn't want to return, but I did

reliving those moments again and again with wildly growing hunger. I entered a

veg restaurent and ate and ate and ate till the manager stopped me and said they

can't serve anymore. I had eaten 36 big butter nans, 7 big plates of fried rice

and a lot of dal makhani and vegetable along with 19 glasses of lassi. Normally,

I couldn't have eaten more than 4 nans. The bill was exactly the same amount

which I was supposed to pay for the Bagalamukhi Diksha. Remember, I was told I

would need that money. I returned to my hotel room and my luckiest day ended

with a sound sleep.

The next day, I was the most energetic and helping person in the shivir. That's

why my blood boils when some damn person insults my Guruji and I couldn't even

have the luxury of tearing that person into billions of pieces.

Bhakti is good, but nothing compared to the grandness of sadhana. Perform

sadhana and get what you are destined to have. Good luck...

B) Amrik Singh [Please let me know if this is okay with you ]

Mails of Ashish Ji has created vibrations in my spinal cord and I am again alive

after the death of five years. So First of all Ashsih Ji ,? Koti Koti Parnam?.

Because he is among the few who are holding the torch of Guru Nam and trying to

wakeup the sleeping souls. So in this time of DUNDHUKAR (confusion &chaos) it is

responsibility of every pupil of Sadh Guru Dev to clarify the quarries of their

fellow pupils with his experiences or knowledge. Here I want to share my

experiences related to Guru Ji after I have taken diksha in November 1998 in

Chandigarh.

As a background I want tell you that we stared getting Mantra Tantra Yantra

Vigayn in the year 1997 or 88 which was d by one our relative who has

taken diksha from Guru Dev. But due to prevailing hate about tantra every

Magazine was thrown from our home. May be due pervious birth relation I

developed lot of affection with Guru Dev. As time passed situation forced me in

such a manner that I have started chanting Guru Mantra even without taking

diksha. And when time came ,I decided to take diksha because I got a job , cruel

hands of time slapped at my face when I saw ? Maha Yogi Ka Maha Priyan? on the

magazine at Chandigarh bus stand while returning to my home city . Any way I

got diksha from Kailash guru ji but with dissatisfaction because I want to get

it from Bhare Guru Ji. So here are my few small experiences, which I want to

share with you all so that it may help some one to develop faith in Guru dev.

It was 31st December 1998 when I decided to start Guru Shadhana , I got up at 4

AM but I could not keep the shadana continue and slept again. This was the first

time when saw Bare Guru Dev in dreams ( I never met Guru Dev actually) . I seen

him sitting in a room with shadaks & Kailash Guru Ji. Parata Samarinye Guru dev

asked me that,? Tera jo Janam Hua Hai , Useke Piche Koi Ochetye Hai? and I got

feeling that Kailash Guru is my father. This was just to clear my

dissatisfaction because I want to get it from Bhare Guru Ji.

It was 1st May 1999 (Sunday). A shivir was organized at Ludhiana. Since I

running shortage of money so I could not attend the Shivir. As I was bachelor at

that time so I use to spend my time at guru asharam in sector 34 , so I decided

to go there to pass my time and when I reached there I fund it to be locked . I

returned to my room with heavy heart and started chanting Guru mantra . After

chanting 1-2 malas I felt sleepy and got slept on the bare floor keeping by asan

under my head . I saw Bare Guru Ji in my dream. He seems to be very week and

could barely walk . I taken his excellency over my body and started shouting

?Guru Ji Muje Sadhana Do , Guru Ji Muje Sadhana Do??.?. Then Guru Ji replied,?

Mai to tare leye Hosiarpur ( A city in Punjab) me Nokri ka Parbandh Kar Raha Hu

Aur Tu Sadhana Mag Raha hai?. And friends believe me I badly need a new job at

that time. In fact on 31st August 1999 with my intuition I reigned from the my

existing job abruptly and while returning to my room I thought to buy sweets for

guru pujan. When I purchased the sweets and turned back I saw that my senior in

MBE was standing there. He asked me? kya hal hai Amrik , Ajkal Kya kar rahe ho.

I replied ? Abi Berozgar Hua Hu , toady I left my Job?. After the dinner he told

me that he is working on UNIDO project and they want to replace a person in

Ludhiana So if I am interested, I can send my bio data. I got the job without

remaining unemployed even for single day. This is the guru kirpa.

While returning from Guru Purnima Shiver held in Allahabad in 1999, we board

the same train in which Guru Trimurti returning to Delhi. In evening after the

Ahawan we guru Brother & sisiter ( our Group) started singing Guru Arti . And

what we saw that Kailash Guru ji reached there from his first class

compartment. I cannot forget that scene that Kailash Guru Ji is sitting on the

seat of 2nd sleeper and all of us are standing in front of him signing arti

with tearful eyes.

Arti was just a medium to used by Guru dev to give his blessing otherwise? Kasi

Arti Hoe Bhav Khandnana teri Arti ?.

So friends during 1 year got a chance to get very close to guru trimurti, got a

chance to meet the persons who are high level shadak, got friend whose Kudlini

is fully Jagrit, got a chance to visit a remote place in Himachal Paresh where

Guru ji himself putted a 21kg Parad Shivling in a house . So many experience of

so many persons. In the last I become dead & vanished .

Please keep faith in your guru . Do not expect Chamatkar from Guru, because they

are not Madaries they gives feeling and do not do chamatkar.

************************ If any other sadhaks can let me know of their

experiances, then I would be more than happy to add it here. ******

Q10. Who is Shrivastav Uncle from Gurudham?

A10. I am waiting for the answer from someone, who can tell me something about

shrivastava uncle so that I can put it here. We every now and then have info

from him... but dont know who he is? I would really appreciate it.

Q11. Who are you?

A11. No-one

October 1, 2004

Jai Gurudev,

Thanks. very well writtten FAQ.

MY question is - where will this be placed? There is already a link

to faq on the HOME of , but everyone tends to ignore this.

thanks & regards

, Dhirendra Pal Singh <dp_singh@s...>

wrote:

> Hi All,

>

> This is the first set of question I have put in a faq kind of

thing. If

> any one can point out some more I would be more than happy to add

it.

>

> Please do let me know your comments so that I can improve it, in

order

> to help new sadhaks.

>

> Thanks and Regards

> Dp

>

> Jay Shree Gurudev

> Jai Mata Di

>

> FAQ

>

> Q1. What is anyway?

> A1. The International Siddhashram Sadhak Parivar discussion list

is a meeting space for friendly discussion and exchange of ideas on

Spiritual Material Growth, Sadhanas, Mantras, Tantra, Yoga,

Ayurveda, Meditation, Astrology, Palmistry, Graphology, Hypnotism,

Paranormal, Occult, Alchemy and other similar interests. Everyone is

welcome to participate. We are disciples of Revered Gurudev Dr.

Narayan Dutt Shrimaliji (known in ascetic form as Paramhans Swami

Nikhileshwaranandji). Revered Gurudev always strived to shatter all

myths, taboos, fears and misconceptions related to the ancient

Indian sciences and instill faith and respect for them in the mind

of the common man.

>

> Q2. Does the sadhanas really work?

> A2. The answer to this question is very debatable. It depends on

person to person. There are person who get results to their sadhanas

in one shot, while others have to do it many times before they can

see or get any results. There are a lot of reasons for that. Like it

depends on your Guru, your disipline, your karmik backlog, etc etc.

However one of the most important point is faith. If you have faith

that you will succeed, then off course you will, but if thing you

wouldnt then off course you wouldnt.

>

> Q3. I dont think any of this is correct? Its just wasting time? I

should be working in order to get more money, and drive a BMW 5

sereies?

> A3. If you think above question is insane please skip this. This

is not for you and you are in the right place. If you think the same

first of all.. There is something called as , by all

means, feel free do it. B) Can you please close this doc also and do

what ever you have to do.. like see a movie. But please dont send

hate emails.. its dosent solve any purpose. So the best thing is

please quit from this place. We all will thank you.

>

> Q4. Does anyone has completed any sadhana successfully?

> A4. Yes a lot of sadhaks on this list have done it.

>

> Q5. Where can I read about some experiances of such sadhaks?

> A5. If you keep reading you will find it.

>

> Q6. What is vashikaran?

> A6. In order to understand it correctly below is giving the major

catagory of mantras as told by Lord Shiva to Lordess Parvati.

> 1)

> 2)

> 3)

> 4)

> 5)

> 6)

> 7)

> 8)

>

> Q7. I want to do vashikaran on <such a person> for <such a

reason>? Please help?

> A7. Most of the sadhaks believe that doing vashikaran of any kind

on anyone for what so ever reason is paving your way for hell.

Unless you have a very very good reason, you should not do it. You

can ask for help but very rarely does any one helps in these case.

And yes it also covers the case where you love some and want to do

vashikaran on him/her, even if you claim that you cant live without

him/her.

>

> Q8. I want to know about such and such sadhana.

> A8. Loose some sleep, visit www.siddhashram.org and read it. If

still you cant find then email on this list and then other learned

sadhaks may help you.

>

> Q9. I want to know about some other peoples experiance?

> A9. I am glad you asked. Below is given some experiances of some

sadhaks.

>

> A) Ashish ji [ I hope he is okay with this ]

> *********************************

> Bagalamukhi - Dhoomavati: Beej Combo

>

> Mantra: Hleem Dhoom Hleem

>

> The Bagalamukhi - Dhoomavati combo is an extremely powerful

mantra. It's quick and destroys all you adversaries in a blink of

an eye. Be it powerty, misfortune, ailment, curse or permanant

failure; nothing can withstand the sheer force of this mantra. For

those who are not aware, Bagalamukhi and Dhoomavati are the most

fierce and feared of the ten Mahavidyas (Of course, Chhinnamasta

Mahavidya is also there).

>

> I learnt this combo during the Bhopal shivir in November '97.

Although, it is not allowed, I would like to share an experience

related to this mantra. On the first day of Nov '97 Bhopal shivir,

something prompted me to fast. This was difficult for me as I was

not feeling well that day. I had gone there to meet Bade Guruji,

Dr. Narayan Dutt Shrimali; but, due to some reason, Kailash Guruji

(Bade Guruji's second son) came in his place. Maybe, I was not happy

with this. My condition kept worsening and till evening, fever got

over me.

>

> The shivir was in a ground divided into a big tent, where guruji

and sadhaks were sitting, and some sheds along with the boundaries

of the ground where sadhaks were supposed to sleep in the night. I

preferred to stay in a hotel.

>

> It was a two day shivir and that day's session was to end at 10

PM; but, because of my fever, I decided to leave at 7 PM. As I was

packing my things, Kailash Guruji anounced that he would grant

Bagalamukhi Mahavidya Diksha for a very low fee. I wanted to take

that diksha so I decided to stay. Perhaps, I was skeptic about the

money thing. Well, though I could barely walk, I reached the payment

counter. I wanted to hurry up, but no one was there. I stayed there

for a while and then, while thinking this wasn't my day, as I turned

to return, I heard a strange, heavy voice, "What do you want?". It

was a very fat, black and somewhat weird guy. "Bagalamukhi Diksha",

I replied. "Hummm...", he grunted and while chewing his tobacco,

wrote something on a piece of paper and handed it over to me. The

word "Bagalamukhi" was written on it along with a small signature.

When I gave him the money, he said, "Keep it, you'll need it." and

walked away. "Bagalamukhi Diksha for free???", I was

surprised, "That's cool." Well, not really. My temperature was still

rising. I re-entered the main tent, walked straight to Shrivastavji

and gave him the paper to ask him how to proceed. Guruji was not

there. He starred the paper for while and looked at me in a

surprised manner. "What?", I thought, "Has the guy made a fool of

me?" Anyway, Shrivastavji gave me this mantra and asked me to chant

it till Guruji returns.

>

> I returned to my place and started chanting the mantra. In about

10 minutes, the whole scene changed suddenly. I was in a crematory

on the banks of a river sitting over a chita surrounded by giant

sized trees. I got frightened and opened my

eyes. "Hallucinations!!!" Anyway, I started again and yes, the

scene, too, returned. This time lightening struck the chita and it

started burning wildly. "Help", as I was about to stop again,

something inside me ordered me to continue. With every mantra, the

flames grew taller and bigger; the temparature was beyond reason and

I felt like roasted meat. No matter how this may sound, I was

enjoying it. There was heat and there was pleasure. Being cooked

alive wasn't that bad, after all.

>

> After a while, the scene flipped back to normal, Guruji had

returned, the queue moved on and now, it was my turn. I handed over

the paper to Shastriji who was standing next to Guruji making him

surprised and stood face-to-face with Kailash Guruji. "Guruji, I'm

taller.", I thought. Kailash Guruji placed his left hand on my right

shoulder, fingers of his right hand on my head and pressed his right

thumb against my forehead and "Whooosh...", something like molten

iron entered my forehead. I was supposed to concentrate on his

eyes. I tried to do just that but, instead, found two fireballs

there and no prizes for guessing that, we were back in the crematory

standing over the blazing chita. This time the heat was much, much

higher and the guy from the payment counter was also there violently

throwing something into the chita. "Who is this guy?" and the next

moment I saw him getting morphed into Bade Guruji. "Guruji!!! Oh, I

missed you so much." Bade Guruji appeared dark and redish and when I

turned to Kailash Guruji, who was still in the process of granting

Diksha, I was shocked to find him much taller, bigger, muscular,

darker and redder. Next, something emerged from his forehead and

entered mine with a huge blast and we were back to normal. I was

amazed. Kailash Guruji was tapping my head and asking me to leave as

he was done. I tried to touch his feet but couldn't as it was not

allowed at that time.

>

> I came down the stage and realized that along with my doubts, my

fever was gone. I was feeling healthier, stronger, taller and very

hungry. I was feeling like the most powerful man in the universe. I

didn't want to return, but I did reliving those moments again and

again with wildly growing hunger. I entered a veg restaurent and ate

and ate and ate till the manager stopped me and said they can't

serve anymore. I had eaten 36 big butter nans, 7 big plates of fried

rice and a lot of dal makhani and vegetable along with 19 glasses of

lassi. Normally, I couldn't have eaten more than 4 nans. The bill

was exactly the same amount which I was supposed to pay for the

Bagalamukhi Diksha. Remember, I was told I would need that money. I

returned to my hotel room and my luckiest day ended with a sound

sleep.

>

> The next day, I was the most energetic and helping person in the

shivir. That's why my blood boils when some damn person insults my

Guruji and I couldn't even have the luxury of tearing that person

into billions of pieces.

>

> Bhakti is good, but nothing compared to the grandness of sadhana.

Perform sadhana and get what you are destined to have. Good luck...

>

> B) Amrik Singh [Please let me know if this is okay with you ]

>

> Mails of Ashish Ji has created vibrations in my spinal cord and I

am again alive after the death of five years. So First of all Ashsih

Ji ,? Koti Koti Parnam?. Because he is among the few who are holding

the torch of Guru Nam and trying to wakeup the sleeping souls. So in

this time of DUNDHUKAR (confusion &chaos) it is responsibility of

every pupil of Sadh Guru Dev to clarify the quarries of their fellow

pupils with his experiences or knowledge. Here I want to share my

experiences related to Guru Ji after I have taken diksha in November

1998 in Chandigarh.

>

> As a background I want tell you that we stared getting Mantra

Tantra Yantra Vigayn in the year 1997 or 88 which was d by

one our relative who has taken diksha from Guru Dev. But due to

prevailing hate about tantra every Magazine was thrown from our

home. May be due pervious birth relation I developed lot of

affection with Guru Dev. As time passed situation forced me in such

a manner that I have started chanting Guru Mantra even without

taking diksha. And when time came ,I decided to take diksha because

I got a job , cruel hands of time slapped at my face when I saw ?

Maha Yogi Ka Maha Priyan? on the magazine at Chandigarh bus stand

while returning to my home city . Any way I got diksha from Kailash

guru ji but with dissatisfaction because I want to get it from Bhare

Guru Ji. So here are my few small experiences, which I want to share

with you all so that it may help some one to develop faith in Guru

dev.

>

> It was 31st December 1998 when I decided to start Guru

Shadhana , I got up at 4 AM but I could not keep the shadana

continue and slept again. This was the first time when saw Bare Guru

Dev in dreams ( I never met Guru Dev actually) . I seen him sitting

in a room with shadaks & Kailash Guru Ji. Parata Samarinye Guru dev

asked me that,? Tera jo Janam Hua Hai , Useke Piche Koi Ochetye Hai?

and I got feeling that Kailash Guru is my father. This was just to

clear my dissatisfaction because I want to get it from Bhare Guru Ji.

>

> It was 1st May 1999 (Sunday). A shivir was organized at

Ludhiana. Since I running shortage of money so I could not attend

the Shivir. As I was bachelor at that time so I use to spend my time

at guru asharam in sector 34 , so I decided to go there to pass my

time and when I reached there I fund it to be locked . I returned

to my room with heavy heart and started chanting Guru mantra . After

chanting 1-2 malas I felt sleepy and got slept on the bare floor

keeping by asan under my head . I saw Bare Guru Ji in my dream. He

seems to be very week and could barely walk . I taken his excellency

over my body and started shouting ?Guru Ji Muje Sadhana Do , Guru Ji

Muje Sadhana Do??.?. Then Guru Ji replied,? Mai to tare leye

Hosiarpur ( A city in Punjab) me Nokri ka Parbandh Kar Raha Hu Aur

Tu Sadhana Mag Raha hai?. And friends believe me I badly need a new

job at that time. In fact on 31st August 1999 with my intuition I

reigned from the my existing job abruptly and while returning to my

room I thought to buy sweets for guru pujan. When I purchased the

sweets and turned back I saw that my senior in MBE was standing

there. He asked me? kya hal hai Amrik , Ajkal Kya kar rahe ho. I

replied ? Abi Berozgar Hua Hu , toady I left my Job?. After the

dinner he told me that he is working on UNIDO project and they want

to replace a person in Ludhiana So if I am interested, I can send my

bio data. I got the job without remaining unemployed even for single

day. This is the guru kirpa.

>

> While returning from Guru Purnima Shiver held in Allahabad

in 1999, we board the same train in which Guru Trimurti returning to

Delhi. In evening after the Ahawan we guru Brother & sisiter ( our

Group) started singing Guru Arti . And what we saw that Kailash Guru

ji reached there from his first class compartment. I cannot forget

that scene that Kailash Guru Ji is sitting on the seat of 2nd

sleeper and all of us are standing in front of him signing arti with

tearful eyes.

>

> Arti was just a medium to used by Guru dev to give his blessing

otherwise? Kasi Arti Hoe Bhav Khandnana teri Arti ?.

> So friends during 1 year got a chance to get very close to guru

trimurti, got a chance to meet the persons who are high level

shadak, got friend whose Kudlini is fully Jagrit, got a chance to

visit a remote place in Himachal Paresh where Guru ji himself

putted a 21kg Parad Shivling in a house . So many experience of so

many persons. In the last I become dead & vanished .

>

> Please keep faith in your guru . Do not expect Chamatkar from

Guru, because they are not Madaries they gives feeling and do not do

chamatkar.

>

> ************************ If any other sadhaks can let me know of

their experiances, then I would be more than happy to add it here.

******

>

> Q10. Who is Shrivastav Uncle from Gurudham?

> A10. I am waiting for the answer from someone, who can tell me

something about shrivastava uncle so that I can put it here. We

every now and then have info from him... but dont know who he is? I

would really appreciate it.

>

> Q11. Who are you?

> A11. No-one

October 1, 2004

Jai Gurudev

Dear DP,

> This is the first set of question I have put in

> a faq kind of thing.

Awesome. Your effort is commendable. May Guruji bless you.

> Q1. What is anyway?

Add this question -> What is International Siddhashram Sadhak

Parivar?

Adding Guruji's short biography would also be a nice idea.

> A) Ashish ji [ I hope he is okay with this ]

No problem. I'll be glad if my experience motivates people to stop

qustioning authenticity of sadhanas and start performing them.

> Q10. Who is Shrivastav Uncle from Gurudham?

Shrivastav Uncle from Gurudham is one of the senior most disciples

of Gurudev Dr. Narayan Dutt Shrimali and a high level sadhak. He is

fondly called Guru Sewak Shrivastav because he has dedicated his

life to Guru Sewa. You'll find him in almost all sadhana shivirs no

matter where they are held. He is in charge of many important

activities at Gurudham. If you ever need any kind of help, call

Shrivastav Uncle and he will do everything to help you despite his

busy schedule.

In short, Shrivastav Uncle is a great disciple of a great Guru.

> Q11. Who are you?

> A11. No-one

Dhirendra Pal Singh is another great disciple of a great Guru who

believes in helping people.

May god bless you all.

Ashish...

October 1, 2004

my wishes for FAQ. some of my suggestion is as follows:

whenever anybody joins the group, why not send this file along with welcome

mail. But we can just hope after this mail is sent out they read the mail.

Another way of getting the information who is interested to join the group, is

to make membership moderated as well. Ask the interested person why he/she

wants to join the group. If the answer is satisfactory to moderator, the

membership can be approved and the FAQ sent out. We are just 625 odd member

and I don't think lot of people joins this group so moderator should be able to

handle this without much turnaround time.

thank you.

regards

Mithileshdesi_videshi <desi_videshi > wrote:

Jai Gurudev,Thanks. very well writtten FAQ.MY question is - where will this be

placed? There is already a link to faq on the HOME of , but everyone

tends to ignore this.thanks & regards, Dhirendra

Pal Singh <dp_singh@s...> wrote:> Hi All,> > This is the first set of question I

have put in a faq kind of thing. If > any one can point out some more I would be

more than happy to add it.> > Please do let me know your comments so that I can

improve it, in order > to help new sadhaks.> > Thanks and Regards> Dp> > > Jay

Shree Gurudev> Jai Mata Di> > FAQ> > Q1. What is anyway?> A1. The

International Siddhashram Sadhak Parivar discussion list is a meeting space

for friendly discussion and exchange of ideas on Spiritual Material Growth,

Sadhanas, Mantras, Tantra, Yoga, Ayurveda, Meditation, Astrology, Palmistry,

Graphology, Hypnotism, Paranormal, Occult, Alchemy and other similar interests.

Everyone is welcome to participate. We are disciples of Revered Gurudev Dr.

Narayan Dutt Shrimaliji (known in ascetic form as Paramhans Swami

Nikhileshwaranandji). Revered Gurudev always strived to shatter all myths,

taboos, fears and misconceptions related to the ancient Indian sciences and

instill faith and respect for them in the mind of the common man. > > Q2. Does

the sadhanas really work?> A2. The answer to this question is very debatable.

It depends on person to person. There are person who get results to their

sadhanas in one shot, while others have to do it many times before they can see

or get any results. There are a lot of reasons for that. Like it depends on your

Guru,

your disipline, your karmik backlog, etc etc. However one of the most important

point is faith. If you have faith that you will succeed, then off course you

will, but if thing you wouldnt then off course you wouldnt.> > Q3. I dont think

any of this is correct? Its just wasting time? I should be working in order to

get more money, and drive a BMW 5 sereies?> A3. If you think above question is

insane please skip this. This is not for you and you are in the right place. If

you think the same first of all.. There is something called as , by

all means, feel free do it. B) Can you please close this doc also and do what

ever you have to do.. like see a movie. But please dont send hate emails.. its

dosent solve any purpose. So the best thing is please quit from this place. We

all will thank you.> > Q4. Does anyone has completed any sadhana successfully? >

A4. Yes a lot of sadhaks on this

list have done it.> > Q5. Where can I read about some experiances of such

sadhaks?> A5. If you keep reading you will find it.> > Q6. What is vashikaran?

> A6. In order to understand it correctly below is giving the major catagory of

mantras as told by Lord Shiva to Lordess Parvati.> 1) > 2)>

3)> 4)> 5)> 6)> 7)> 8)> > Q7. I want to do

vashikaran on <such a person> for <such a reason>? Please help?> A7. Most of

the sadhaks believe that doing vashikaran of any kind on anyone for what so

ever reason is paving your way for hell. Unless you have a very very good

reason, you should not do it. You

can ask for help but very rarely does any one helps in these case. And yes it

also covers the case where you love some and want to do vashikaran on him/her,

even if you claim that you cant live without him/her.> > Q8. I want to know

about such and such sadhana.> A8. Loose some sleep, visit www.siddhashram.org

and read it. If still you cant find then email on this list and then other

learned sadhaks may help you.> > Q9. I want to know about some other peoples

experiance?> A9. I am glad you asked. Below is given some experiances of some

sadhaks.> > A) Ashish ji [ I hope he is okay with this ] >

*********************************> Bagalamukhi - Dhoomavati: Beej Combo> >

Mantra: Hleem Dhoom Hleem> > The Bagalamukhi - Dhoomavati combo is an extremely

powerful mantra. It's quick and destroys all you adversaries in a blink of an

eye. Be it powerty,

misfortune, ailment, curse or permanant failure; nothing can withstand the sheer

force of this mantra. For those who are not aware, Bagalamukhi and Dhoomavati

are the most fierce and feared of the ten Mahavidyas (Of course, Chhinnamasta

Mahavidya is also there).> > I learnt this combo during the Bhopal shivir in

November '97. Although, it is not allowed, I would like to share an experience

related to this mantra. On the first day of Nov '97 Bhopal shivir, something

prompted me to fast. This was difficult for me as I was not feeling well that

day. I had gone there to meet Bade Guruji, Dr. Narayan Dutt Shrimali; but, due

to some reason, Kailash Guruji (Bade Guruji's second son) came in his place.

Maybe, I was not happy with this. My condition kept worsening and till evening,

fever got over me.> > The shivir was in a ground divided into a big tent, where

guruji and sadhaks were sitting, and some

sheds along with the boundaries of the ground where sadhaks were supposed to

sleep in the night. I preferred to stay in a hotel.> > It was a two day shivir

and that day's session was to end at 10 PM; but, because of my fever, I decided

to leave at 7 PM. As I was packing my things, Kailash Guruji anounced that he

would grant Bagalamukhi Mahavidya Diksha for a very low fee. I wanted to take

that diksha so I decided to stay. Perhaps, I was skeptic about the money thing.

Well, though I could barely walk, I reached the payment counter. I wanted to

hurry up, but no one was there. I stayed there for a while and then, while

thinking this wasn't my day, as I turned to return, I heard a strange, heavy

voice, "What do you want?". It was a very fat, black and somewhat weird guy.

"Bagalamukhi Diksha", I replied. "Hummm...", he grunted and while chewing his

tobacco, wrote something on a piece of paper and handed it over to me. The

word "Bagalamukhi" was written on it along with a small signature. When I gave

him the money, he said, "Keep it, you'll need it." and walked away.

"Bagalamukhi Diksha for free???", I was surprised, "That's cool." Well, not

really. My temperature was still rising. I re-entered the main tent, walked

straight to Shrivastavji and gave him the paper to ask him how to proceed.

Guruji was not there. He starred the paper for while and looked at me in a

surprised manner. "What?", I thought, "Has the guy made a fool of me?" Anyway,

Shrivastavji gave me this mantra and asked me to chant it till Guruji returns.>

> I returned to my place and started chanting the mantra. In about 10 minutes,

the whole scene changed suddenly. I was in a crematory on the banks of a river

sitting over a chita surrounded by giant sized trees. I got frightened and

opened my eyes. "Hallucinations!!!" Anyway, I started again and yes, the

scene, too, returned. This time lightening struck the chita and it started

burning wildly. "Help", as I was about to stop again, something inside me

ordered me to continue. With every mantra, the flames grew taller and bigger;

the temparature was beyond reason and I felt like roasted meat. No matter how

this may sound, I was enjoying it. There was heat and there was pleasure. Being

cooked alive wasn't that bad, after all.> > After a while, the scene flipped

back to normal, Guruji had returned, the queue moved on and now, it was my

turn. I handed over the paper to Shastriji who was standing next to Guruji

making him surprised and stood face-to-face with Kailash Guruji. "Guruji, I'm

taller.", I thought. Kailash Guruji placed his left hand on my right shoulder,

fingers of his right hand on my head and pressed his right thumb against my

forehead and "Whooosh...", something like molten iron entered my forehead. I

was

supposed to concentrate on his eyes. I tried to do just that but, instead,

found two fireballs there and no prizes for guessing that, we were back in the

crematory standing over the blazing chita. This time the heat was much, much

higher and the guy from the payment counter was also there violently throwing

something into the chita. "Who is this guy?" and the next moment I saw him

getting morphed into Bade Guruji. "Guruji!!! Oh, I missed you so much." Bade

Guruji appeared dark and redish and when I turned to Kailash Guruji, who was

still in the process of granting Diksha, I was shocked to find him much taller,

bigger, muscular, darker and redder. Next, something emerged from his forehead

and entered mine with a huge blast and we were back to normal. I was amazed.

Kailash Guruji was tapping my head and asking me to leave as he was done. I

tried to touch his feet but couldn't as it was not allowed at that time.>

> I came down the stage and realized that along with my doubts, my fever was

gone. I was feeling healthier, stronger, taller and very hungry. I was feeling

like the most powerful man in the universe. I didn't want to return, but I did

reliving those moments again and again with wildly growing hunger. I entered a

veg restaurent and ate and ate and ate till the manager stopped me and said

they can't serve anymore. I had eaten 36 big butter nans, 7 big plates of fried

rice and a lot of dal makhani and vegetable along with 19 glasses of lassi.

Normally, I couldn't have eaten more than 4 nans. The bill was exactly the same

amount which I was supposed to pay for the Bagalamukhi Diksha. Remember, I was

told I would need that money. I returned to my hotel room and my luckiest day

ended with a sound sleep.> > The next day, I was the most energetic and helping

person in the shivir. That's why my blood boils when some

damn person insults my Guruji and I couldn't even have the luxury of tearing

that person into billions of pieces.> > Bhakti is good, but nothing compared to

the grandness of sadhana. Perform sadhana and get what you are destined to

have. Good luck...> > B) Amrik Singh [Please let me know if this is okay with

you ]> > Mails of Ashish Ji has created vibrations in my spinal cord and I am

again alive after the death of five years. So First of all Ashsih Ji ,? Koti

Koti Parnam?. Because he is among the few who are holding the torch of Guru Nam

and trying to wakeup the sleeping souls. So in this time of DUNDHUKAR (confusion

&chaos) it is responsibility of every pupil of Sadh Guru Dev to clarify the

quarries of their fellow pupils with his experiences or knowledge. Here I want

to share my experiences related to Guru Ji after I have taken diksha in

November 1998 in Chandigarh.> > As

a background I want tell you that we stared getting Mantra Tantra Yantra Vigayn

in the year 1997 or 88 which was d by one our relative who has taken

diksha from Guru Dev. But due to prevailing hate about tantra every Magazine

was thrown from our home. May be due pervious birth relation I developed lot of

affection with Guru Dev. As time passed situation forced me in such a manner

that I have started chanting Guru Mantra even without taking diksha. And when

time came ,I decided to take diksha because I got a job , cruel hands of time

slapped at my face when I saw ? Maha Yogi Ka Maha Priyan? on the magazine at

Chandigarh bus stand while returning to my home city . Any way I got diksha

from Kailash guru ji but with dissatisfaction because I want to get it from

Bhare Guru Ji. So here are my few small experiences, which I want to share with

you all so that it may help some one to develop faith in Guru dev.>

> It was 31st December 1998 when I decided to start Guru Shadhana ,

I got up at 4 AM but I could not keep the shadana continue and slept again.

This was the first time when saw Bare Guru Dev in dreams ( I never met Guru Dev

actually) . I seen him sitting in a room with shadaks & Kailash Guru Ji. Parata

Samarinye Guru dev asked me that,? Tera jo Janam Hua Hai , Useke Piche Koi

Ochetye Hai? and I got feeling that Kailash Guru is my father. This was just to

clear my dissatisfaction because I want to get it from Bhare Guru Ji.> >

It was 1st May 1999 (Sunday). A shivir was organized at Ludhiana. Since I

running shortage of money so I could not attend the Shivir. As I was bachelor

at that time so I use to spend my time at guru asharam in sector 34 , so I

decided to go there to pass my time and when I reached there I fund it

to be locked . I returned to my room with heavy heart and started chanting Guru

mantra . After chanting 1-2 malas I felt sleepy and got slept on the bare floor

keeping by asan under my head . I saw Bare Guru Ji in my dream. He seems to be

very week and could barely walk . I taken his excellency over my body and

started shouting ?Guru Ji Muje Sadhana Do , Guru Ji Muje Sadhana Do??.?. Then

Guru Ji replied,? Mai to tare leye Hosiarpur ( A city in Punjab) me Nokri ka

Parbandh Kar Raha Hu Aur Tu Sadhana Mag Raha hai?. And friends believe me I

badly need a new job at that time. In fact on 31st August 1999 with my

intuition I reigned from the my existing job abruptly and while returning to my

room I thought to buy sweets for guru pujan. When I purchased the sweets and

turned back I saw that my senior in MBE was standing there. He asked me? kya

hal hai Amrik , Ajkal Kya kar rahe ho. I replied ? Abi Berozgar Hua Hu , toady

I

left my Job?. After the dinner he told me that he is working on UNIDO project

and they want to replace a person in Ludhiana So if I am interested, I can send

my bio data. I got the job without remaining unemployed even for single day.

This is the guru kirpa.> > While returning from Guru Purnima Shiver held

in Allahabad in 1999, we board the same train in which Guru Trimurti returning

to Delhi. In evening after the Ahawan we guru Brother & sisiter ( our Group)

started singing Guru Arti . And what we saw that Kailash Guru ji reached there

from his first class compartment. I cannot forget that scene that Kailash Guru

Ji is sitting on the seat of 2nd sleeper and all of us are standing in front

of him signing arti with tearful eyes.> > Arti was just a medium to used by

Guru dev to give his blessing otherwise? Kasi Arti Hoe Bhav Khandnana teri Arti

?.> So

friends during 1 year got a chance to get very close to guru trimurti, got a

chance to meet the persons who are high level shadak, got friend whose Kudlini

is fully Jagrit, got a chance to visit a remote place in Himachal Paresh

where Guru ji himself putted a 21kg Parad Shivling in a house . So many

experience of so many persons. In the last I become dead & vanished .> > Please

keep faith in your guru . Do not expect Chamatkar from Guru, because they are

not Madaries they gives feeling and do not do chamatkar.> >

************************ If any other sadhaks can let me know of their

experiances, then I would be more than happy to add it here. ******> > Q10. Who

is Shrivastav Uncle from Gurudham?> A10. I am waiting for the answer from

someone, who can tell me something about shrivastava uncle so that I can put it

here. We every now and then have info from him... but dont know

who he is? I would really appreciate it.> > Q11. Who are you?> A11. No-one :)Jay Gurudev

October 1, 2004

Hmmm. Interesting. I have already discussed my thoughts with the

person whose initial post had inspired my posts. And we discussed the

whole thing very amicably. I wonder why you are reacting to the whole

thing in such an irrationally manner. Anyway, i dont really have time

for all this. Take care and God bless you.

> Q3. I dont think any of this is correct? Its just wasting time? I

should be working in order to get more money, and drive a BMW 5

sereies?

> A3. If you think above question is insane please skip this. This is

not for you and you are in the right place. If you think the same

first of all.. There is something called as , by all

means, feel free do it. B) Can you please close this doc also and do

what ever you have to do.. like see a movie. But please dont send

hate emails.. its dosent solve any purpose. So the best thing is

please quit from this place. We all will thank you.

>

October 1, 2004

Hey,

Thanks for your comments.

I intend to post it every once or twice a week, if cant find a place to

host it on the net...

And then whenever someone asks the same question again we can just

point it to him/her.

Thanks and Regards

Dp

desi_videshi wrote:

Jai Gurudev,

Thanks. very well writtten FAQ.

MY question is - where will this be placed? There is already a link to faq on

the HOME of , but everyone tends to ignore this.

thanks & regards

, Dhirendra Pal Singh <dp_singh@s...> wrote:

Hi All,

This is the first set of question I have put in a faq kind of

thing. If

any one can point out some more I would be more than happy to add

it.

Please do let me know your comments so that I can improve it, in

order

to help new sadhaks.

Thanks and Regards

Dp

Jay Shree Gurudev

Jai Mata Di

FAQ

Q1. What is anyway?

A1. The International Siddhashram Sadhak Parivar discussion list

is a meeting space for friendly discussion and exchange of ideas on Spiritual

Material Growth, Sadhanas, Mantras, Tantra, Yoga, Ayurveda, Meditation,

Astrology, Palmistry, Graphology, Hypnotism, Paranormal, Occult, Alchemy and

other similar interests. Everyone is welcome to participate. We are disciples

of Revered Gurudev Dr. Narayan Dutt Shrimaliji (known in ascetic form as

Paramhans Swami Nikhileshwaranandji). Revered Gurudev always strived to shatter

all myths, taboos, fears and misconceptions related to the ancient Indian

sciences and instill faith and respect for them in the mind of the common man.

Q2. Does the sadhanas really work?

A2. The answer to this question is very debatable. It depends on

person to person. There are person who get results to their sadhanas in one

shot, while others have to do it many times before they can see or get any

results. There are a lot of reasons for that. Like it depends on your Guru,

your disipline, your karmik backlog, etc etc. However one of the most important

point is faith. If you have faith that you will succeed, then off course you

will, but if thing you wouldnt then off course you wouldnt.

Q3. I dont think any of this is correct? Its just wasting time? I

should be working in order to get more money, and drive a BMW 5 sereies?

A3. If you think above question is insane please skip this. This

is not for you and you are in the right place. If you think the same first of

all.. There is something called as , by all means, feel free do it.

B) Can you please close this doc also and do what ever you have to do.. like

see a movie. But please dont send hate emails.. its dosent solve any purpose.

So the best thing is please quit from this place. We all will thank you.

Q4. Does anyone has completed any sadhana successfully? A4. Yes a lot of sadhaks

on this list have done it.

Q5. Where can I read about some experiances of such sadhaks?

A5. If you keep reading you will find it.

Q6. What is vashikaran? A6. In order to understand it correctly below is giving the major

catagory of mantras as told by Lord Shiva to Lordess Parvati.

1) 2)

3)

4)

5)

6)

7)

8)

Q7. I want to do vashikaran on <such a person> for <such a

reason>? Please help?

A7. Most of the sadhaks believe that doing vashikaran of any kind

on anyone for what so ever reason is paving your way for hell. Unless you have a

very very good reason, you should not do it. You can ask for help but very

rarely does any one helps in these case. And yes it also covers the case where

you love some and want to do vashikaran on him/her, even if you claim that you

cant live without him/her.

Q8. I want to know about such and such sadhana.

A8. Loose some sleep, visit www.siddhashram.org and read it. If

still you cant find then email on this list and then other learned sadhaks may help you.

Q9. I want to know about some other peoples experiance?

A9. I am glad you asked. Below is given some experiances of some

sadhaks.

A) Ashish ji [ I hope he is okay with this ] *********************************

Bagalamukhi - Dhoomavati: Beej Combo

Mantra: Hleem Dhoom Hleem

The Bagalamukhi - Dhoomavati combo is an extremely powerful

mantra. It's quick and destroys all you adversaries in a blink of an eye. Be it

powerty, misfortune, ailment, curse or permanant failure; nothing can withstand

the sheer force of this mantra. For those who are not aware, Bagalamukhi and

Dhoomavati are the most fierce and feared of the ten Mahavidyas (Of course,

Chhinnamasta Mahavidya is also there).

I learnt this combo during the Bhopal shivir in November '97.

Although, it is not allowed, I would like to share an experience related to this

mantra. On the first day of Nov '97 Bhopal shivir, something prompted me to

fast. This was difficult for me as I was not feeling well that day. I had gone

there to meet Bade Guruji, Dr. Narayan Dutt Shrimali; but, due to some reason,

Kailash Guruji (Bade Guruji's second son) came in his place. Maybe, I was not

happy with this. My condition kept worsening and till evening, fever got over

me.

The shivir was in a ground divided into a big tent, where guruji

and sadhaks were sitting, and some sheds along with the boundaries of the ground

where sadhaks were supposed to sleep in the night. I preferred to stay in a

hotel.

It was a two day shivir and that day's session was to end at 10

PM; but, because of my fever, I decided to leave at 7 PM. As I was packing my

things, Kailash Guruji anounced that he would grant Bagalamukhi Mahavidya

Diksha for a very low fee. I wanted to take that diksha so I decided to stay.

Perhaps, I was skeptic about the money thing. Well, though I could barely walk,

I reached the payment counter. I wanted to hurry up, but no one was there. I

stayed there for a while and then, while thinking this wasn't my day, as I

turned to return, I heard a strange, heavy voice, "What do you want?". It was a

very fat, black and somewhat weird guy. "Bagalamukhi Diksha", I replied.

"Hummm...", he grunted and while chewing his tobacco, wrote something on a

piece of paper and handed it over to me. The word "Bagalamukhi" was written on

it along with a small signature. When I gave him the money, he said, "Keep it,

you'll need it." and walked away. "Bagalamukhi Diksha for free???", I was

surprised, "That's cool." Well, not really. My temperature was still rising. I

re-entered the main tent, walked straight to Shrivastavji and gave him the

paper to ask him how to proceed. Guruji was not there. He starred the paper for

while and looked at me in a surprised manner. "What?", I thought, "Has the guy

made a fool of me?" Anyway, Shrivastavji gave me this mantra and asked me to

chant it till Guruji returns.

I returned to my place and started chanting the mantra. In about

10 minutes, the whole scene changed suddenly. I was in a crematory on the banks

of a river sitting over a chita surrounded by giant sized trees. I got

frightened and opened my eyes. "Hallucinations!!!" Anyway, I started again and

yes, the scene, too, returned. This time lightening struck the chita and it

started burning wildly. "Help", as I was about to stop again, something inside

me ordered me to continue. With every mantra, the flames grew taller and

bigger; the temparature was beyond reason and I felt like roasted meat. No

matter how this may sound, I was enjoying it. There was heat and there was

pleasure. Being cooked alive wasn't that bad, after all.

After a while, the scene flipped back to normal, Guruji had

returned, the queue moved on and now, it was my turn. I handed over the paper to

Shastriji who was standing next to Guruji making him surprised and stood

face-to-face with Kailash Guruji. "Guruji, I'm taller.", I thought. Kailash

Guruji placed his left hand on my right shoulder, fingers of his right hand on

my head and pressed his right thumb against my forehead and "Whooosh...",

something like molten iron entered my forehead. I was supposed to concentrate

on his eyes. I tried to do just that but, instead, found two fireballs there

and no prizes for guessing that, we were back in the crematory standing over

the blazing chita. This time the heat was much, much higher and the guy from

the payment counter was also there violently throwing something into the chita.

"Who is this guy?" and the next moment I saw him getting morphed into Bade

Guruji. "Guruji!!! Oh, I missed you so much." Bade Guruji appeared dark and

redish and when I turned to Kailash Guruji, who was still in the process of

granting Diksha, I was shocked to find him much taller, bigger, muscular,

darker and redder. Next, something emerged from his forehead and entered mine

with a huge blast and we were back to normal. I was amazed. Kailash Guruji was

tapping my head and asking me to leave as he was done. I tried to touch his

feet but couldn't as it was not allowed at that time.

I came down the stage and realized that along with my doubts, my

fever was gone. I was feeling healthier, stronger, taller and very hungry. I was

feeling like the most powerful man in the universe. I didn't want to return, but

I did reliving those moments again and again with wildly growing hunger. I

entered a veg restaurent and ate and ate and ate till the manager stopped me

and said they can't serve anymore. I had eaten 36 big butter nans, 7 big plates

of fried rice and a lot of dal makhani and vegetable along with 19 glasses of

lassi. Normally, I couldn't have eaten more than 4 nans. The bill was exactly

the same amount which I was supposed to pay for the Bagalamukhi Diksha.

Remember, I was told I would need that money. I returned to my hotel room and

my luckiest day ended with a sound sleep.

The next day, I was the most energetic and helping person in the

shivir. That's why my blood boils when some damn person insults my Guruji and I

couldn't even have the luxury of tearing that person into billions of pieces.

Bhakti is good, but nothing compared to the grandness of sadhana.

Perform sadhana and get what you are destined to have. Good luck...

B) Amrik Singh [Please let me know if this is okay with you ]

Mails of Ashish Ji has created vibrations in my spinal cord and I

am again alive after the death of five years. So First of all Ashsih Ji ,? Koti

Koti Parnam?. Because he is among the few who are holding the torch of Guru Nam

and trying to wakeup the sleeping souls. So in this time of DUNDHUKAR (confusion

&chaos) it is responsibility of every pupil of Sadh Guru Dev to clarify the

quarries of their fellow pupils with his experiences or knowledge. Here I want

to share my experiences related to Guru Ji after I have taken diksha in

November 1998 in Chandigarh.

As a background I want tell you that we stared getting Mantra

Tantra Yantra Vigayn in the year 1997 or 88 which was d by one our

relative who has taken diksha from Guru Dev. But due to prevailing hate about

tantra every Magazine was thrown from our home. May be due pervious birth

relation I developed lot of affection with Guru Dev. As time passed situation

forced me in such a manner that I have started chanting Guru Mantra even

without taking diksha. And when time came ,I decided to take diksha because I

got a job , cruel hands of time slapped at my face when I saw ? Maha Yogi Ka

Maha Priyan? on the magazine at Chandigarh bus stand while returning to my home

city . Any way I got diksha from Kailash guru ji but with dissatisfaction

because I want to get it from Bhare Guru Ji. So here are my few small

experiences, which I want to share with you all so that it may help some one to

develop faith in Guru dev.

It was 31st December 1998 when I decided to start Guru

Shadhana , I got up at 4 AM but I could not keep the shadana continue and slept

again. This was the first time when saw Bare Guru Dev in dreams ( I never met

Guru Dev actually) . I seen him sitting in a room with shadaks & Kailash Guru

Ji. Parata Samarinye Guru dev asked me that,? Tera jo Janam Hua Hai , Useke

Piche Koi Ochetye Hai? and I got feeling that Kailash Guru is my father. This

was just to clear my dissatisfaction because I want to get it from Bhare Guru

Ji.

It was 1st May 1999 (Sunday). A shivir was organized at

Ludhiana. Since I running shortage of money so I could not attend the Shivir. As

I was bachelor at that time so I use to spend my time at guru asharam in sector

34 , so I decided to go there to pass my time and when I reached there I fund

it to be locked . I returned to my room with heavy heart and started chanting

Guru mantra . After chanting 1-2 malas I felt sleepy and got slept on the bare

floor keeping by asan under my head . I saw Bare Guru Ji in my dream. He seems

to be very week and could barely walk . I taken his excellency over my body and