Gurudev in dreams

[Guest guest]

Hello everybody.

I would like to share some experiences I had lately, because I need

some confirmation, so that I am not beginning thinking I am crazy

and I am not too scared when I do my daily practice of Guru mantra:-)

I have had two dreams about Gurudev since I discovered about his

existence.In one I was half awaken and half sleepy, in the early

morning and I felt like a power taking me up high in the sky and

suddenly I saw light all around and like someone approaching me, I

thought it was Gurudev so I asked him not to show himself to me

because I got scared and he didn't appear, but when I fell asleep I

saw him in white cloths and he was looking at me and showing me a

part of myself that now I would not like to talk about because it's

too private, in the meantime I was feeling a little embarassed.After

this dream I woke up and felt so energized and I could feel a

special contentment inside,I got in touch with a part of myself I

didn't remember I was, but the effect fade away after some minutes.

In the second dream I saw myself going to have diksha first to one

guru and then to another but a voice was telling me that my real

guru was waiting for me somewhere else, so I decided to go to this

place that was at my home in Italy in the end of my field where I

used to play when I was kid.There a man like 42 years old, with long

hair but looking like an European man was waiting for me.He told me

to come close and touched my forehead with his thumb and looked at

me deep in my eyes.After this in the dream I begun to feel really

strange, like electricity in my arms and brain and quite happy.

And now during my meditations, when I repeat Guru Mantra, I feel

quite much energy in my head and body like ever before, like waves

of warm energy that come from my legs up to the head.

Now, I would like to ask to people who have more experience than me:

is it possible that Gurudev has listened to my prayers and given me

Diksha in dreams?I was thinking this because I explained to him in

my prayers that I can't afford for any Diksha now, but I really

would like to receive it and, second, is it possible that Gurudev as

appeared to me in a form that is more familiar to me (European man)

so that I wouldn't feel strange in some way??

Thank you in advance to everybody!

Virginia

[Guest guest]

That is really wonderful experience.

You are one of the lucky ones whom gurudev blessed in dreams.

Way to go

keep it up

suraj :-)