Guest guest Posted February 7, 2002 Report Share Posted February 7, 2002 Hi, Seen a TV-program yesterday, on young preachers in the US.. The kind of preachers who exercise 'spiritual warfare' against the Devil, as they call it. A father and his two sons, travelling across the US for years, 'spreading the word of the Lord'... The film showed first the older kid at 8 .. he was full of confidence preaching, gesticulating, repeating loudly 'yes Lord, we have Poweeeer over the Devil' and the audience would reply 'Halleluia.. !' and so on. Another preacher, 46 years old came to be blessed by the kid. The reason was that after 30 some years of preaching, he was not doing so well, he was in a crises/depresion.. so the kid recommended 'faith and reading the Bible some more'.. and put his hand on the older preacher's head, who thereupon started to shake and speak in tongues and then collapsed. The father was proud of him. The child had no friends. Got no school education. As soon as he would be with other kids, he would ask 'what time is it' and go away .. he would hardly ever have eye contact with them. At 14, .. one day when preaching, a woman came to him with her hands up in the air, ready to be saved/healed .. the kid puts his hand on her forhead and asks the Lord to remove the Devil who, he thought, possesed her.. also said that this is because she does not go to church to hear the word of the Bible, often enough .. Now, she happened to be a local priest's wife ... and her husband was in the hall also. At one point, very upset he (the local priest) starts to yell at the kid, denouncing him as being a false/fake preacher .. The kid got very ofended and hurt, and while the local priest and his wife were walking towards the door, the kid-preacher started to yell: 'Remove this Demon from your house my Lord.. OUT of my Saviour's House you Deeeeevil !' ..while pointing his intensely vibrating finger. (Well, it worked, of course.. he was on the way out anyway.) Following this incident, the kid went behind the stage and with his finger vigorously pointing at, supposedly the Devil ...roared : "How Can Youuuu Do this to me ?!.. after soooo many years of me preaching.. and you Still put bad thoughts in my head !?.. I will Not let youuuuu ... be lost you Demon !!..".. on and on went the conversation and the threats. (I imagine that the Devil.. -If he was around.. which apparently 'Was' the case-,.. must've head a great time to see how he could affect a preacher ..) At 18, he was again interviewed .. he was hardly preaching any longer,..was alone mostly in his room, on his bed, sleeping much,.. but still travelling with the father. He was constantly depressed. No friends .. Asked how he was feeling, he said, faintly mumbling, that he "was tortured by the Devil" and sadly wondered "WHY would he do that to me ?!" His mother was also worried about him .. he would go around as if drunk with his eyes hardly open, and was incessantly touching his face and eyes, looking rather disturbed and damaged. His mother said, "he just needs a damn pair of glasses !, and he's gotta get a girlfriend like other boys and a job !",..but admitted that he and the father, were 'Obsessed with demons, the Devil and hell'. She said he was 'himself' and felt good only 1 out of 24 hours, while he was preaching. Even so, she was proud of her son being a preacher serving the Lord and to her, he was chosen by God. He was asked if he was happy. In a rather feeble and depressed tone of voice and rather reluctantly, he said '.. not really .. uuuhh I don't know ..' His younger brother (about 10 yrs. old) was also to be ordained as a preacher.. by another preacher .. On the way to the place, his father told him how proud he was to have him continue the spiritual warefare aginst the Devil,.. At one point the father asks the young son : "Son .. are you looking forwards to be Ordained ?!" And the son replies "Oh Yaaaaa !".. and two seconds later he adds : " .. What is 'Ordained' Daddy ?!" At the end of the documentary (I have to underline.. this was not a fiction-movie but a documentary) the older son, now 20, was asked what he would like in his life .. He replied "I would like a church, filled with 5.000 people, to whom I can talk and preach the word of the Lord .."... but his tone of voice was still revealing his depression and also the lack of confidence and eagerness, he used to have, at the age of 8. God and the Devil.. responsible for everything .. a tragedy of extreme dualism ? And the fight/warfare against the Devil, .. did _the fight_ create the Devil ? A case of intense conditioning, with no possibility for realease from it claws ? Apparently so... Would there be a 'Devil' if there was no 'God'.. and viceversa ? And is this conditioning, The 'devil' itsself ? His father was asked by the interviewer, in connection with the kids bad state : 'should'nt you just have him stop doing all this, and let him have a normal life ?' The father replied : 'Well, some doctor said he might be autistic, but they do not really know .. No, no,.. my son has been chosen to do the work of the Lord'. Apparently, _both_ of His sons. And he divorced his wife, and continued traveling, spreading the word and hoping one day, to have his own church. regards, Jb PS. In a way, the kid-preacher, is an enviable position .. a position where one can exercize power, one can send anyone whom one does not like to hell while others applaud, one is listened to and gets Hallluia feedbacks, one can indulge in desires for personal fame and success, one is never contradicted, one receives gifts from the congregation, one can channelize one's anger by projecting the Devil on the object of hatred, one can do swing on the emotional universe as one pleases, one can feel the strength generated by the attention of the yes-sayers listening, one can escape from one's depressions, one can freely judge another, one can generate fear in another (the Fear of God), one can regard oneself as a kind of a Superman fighting the Whole world's evil ones.. one has a meaning for the duration of one's whole life, ...and all this with the 'guarrantee' that in the end, one will be victorious .. and succesful .. and all this, in the name of the Lord. I mean,.. to win with one's opinion over another's, or a phylosophical/political dispute, must be sheer and fragile peanuts, compared to the 'joy the Lord can give' and the guarrantee for winning, while in his service. As a matter of fact, I know a bit about that joyful feeling of 'speaking for the Absolute Truth'.. (.. you too ?!) but alás, it does'nt last long .. _Some_ ignorant ! fool, comes along, and puts a needle into my bloated of self-worth and confidence baloon .. But then,.. they would Not dare to do such an evil thing, IF I was an Authorized speaker,.. would they ?! """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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