From Viorica

[Guest guest]

if you write to them tell them I am alright

and I am not sorry of anything;

 

tell them I was a coward to spend so much time

on the Internet writing letters when other

people were counting their dead;

tell them I am ashamed of myself because

of so much egotism : turning my attention again and

again on quotes and letters instead of turning my

attention to the people around me.

tell them I am ashamed of myself when I didn't want

to hear that death began to touch my coleagues'

families at work.

tell them when I said I wanted to hold hands

it was my real feeling as tomorrow our hands

could be dead.

Tell them I want to look around and count the dead.

And see it . Face it. Accept it.

And only afterwards post quotes if times permits.

Tell them I posted so much because I am a coward.