Guest guest Posted December 10, 2002 Report Share Posted December 10, 2002 life Message-ID: <at5qrt+10fsm (AT) eGroups (DOT) com> User-Agent: eGroups-EW/0.82 MIME-Version: 1.0 Content-Type: text/plain; charset=ISO-8859-1 Content-Transfer-Encoding: quoted-printable Content-Length: 2882 X-Mailer: Message Poster "satkartar5 <mi_nok" <mi_nok X-Originating-IP: 209.240.198.62 X--Group-Post: member; u=92056211 X--Profile: satkartar5 The Mystery of Awareness=20 I remember the moment clearly. I had escaped from my sisters, over the=20 rocks and around the point. I was barely seven. Above me, a rough escarpmen= =3D=0D t of boulders singing in the midday heat, at=20 my feet a rock pool of perfect,=20 inviolable stillness, and beyond, the=20 blue vastness of the South Pacific.=20 There was no other living creature. I=20 was by myself, barefooted, between the=20 cliff and the ocean.=20 As I squatted there, watching the=20 reflection of the wind in the unrippled pool, hearing its exhilaration high=20 above me in the bright emptiness of the sky, I became aware for the first time=20 of awareness itself.=20 I had no name for it, but I could almost feel it, as if it had substance, like the water in the rock pool, or breath, like the shouting wind. I saw that I=20 was entirely by myself in a boundless=20 ocean of awareness.=20 In the same instant I understood that awareness is the single mystery of=20 life, that it enfolds all other mysteries, even the secret of the separate self.=20 >From that moment I was indelibly=20 astonished, and I knew that all my life I would be pinching myself and asking, What is awareness? Nothing else would=20 ever command my attention so completely. How could it? For nothing else mattered next to the constant pressure, the=20 single compulsion of this mystery.=20 A quarter of a century went by, and one day my teacher placed in my hands a=20 copy of Mukerjee's edition of the=20 Ashtavakra Gita. I had by then, in the ordinary course of my seeking, read = =3D=0D =20 a=20 great deal of scripture, enough to know the truth of Ashtavakra's admonition,=20 halfway through his own Song:=20 My child, you can talk about holy books all you like. But until you forget everything, you will never find yourself= =3D=0D .. Understanding the vanity of scripture, I hardly expected Ashtavakra to solve=20 in a single epiphany the mystery of awareness.=20 And yet, as I read his spare and simple verses, I felt that here at last were=20 words which in some measure consumed my astonishment. They spoke so directl= =3D=0D y,=20 and so modestly. They seemed so austere, and yet so generous. I found myself once more a child of=20 seven, tipped between the sea and the=20 sky, but hearing now in the wind's=20 exuberance a clearer music, touching=20 the heart of the mystery.=20 What is the rising or the vanishing of thought?=20 What is the visible world, or the=20 invisible? What is the little soul, or=20 God Himself?=20 Awareness. Pure awareness. The clear=20 space, the sky, the heart of awareness. from Translator's Introduction of The=20 Ashtavakra Gita a dialogue b/w King=20 Janaka, the father of Sita and his guru Ashtavakra by Thomas Byrom=A0=20 http://www.swcp.com/%7Erobicks/gitaintro.htm=20 "When your understanding shall stand=20 firm and moveless in awareness of the=20 eternal Soul, then you will attain the Rule." The Lord Krishna Spoke to=20 Arjuna from Bhagavad-Gita k Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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