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Om Namah Shivaya

I love reading Ash Mahajan's perspective...

 

Life is a mystery and sometimes the mysteries get resolved after quite a flow...

I think I have had a spiritual bent all along, but there wasn't any reason to

dig into it. Things had been going well and looking hunky dory...a few years

back....and life has a strange way of sending messages. I still remeber the day

when I had a minor mishap and I wondered if all good things would come to an end

(Sign#1) - and I needed to somehow continue this material prosperity and

growth...That started me on the path, albeit very slowly purely driven by a

materialistic need. Initially, it was the fear that good things might end,

that put me on the path....and I didn't do a whole lot to get on this spiritual

path that I walk on now, but looking back, I think I was on a fork.

 

My journey continued and then I received a few more signs of the impending

'disaster' that was due to happen.

I just simply get amazed of all the different occurences and signs that were

pointing me to the future...

All the divine signs were so clear in their direction, the preparation was

happening.....somebody's skillful leela at play

Stuff happened and I bounced up amazingly well (again something minor when I

look back, but it could have been

disastrous if I didn't have the divine luck, right mental attitude and strength

to bounce from it), lil bit of sweat and stress, but sailed right through it.

 

It just put things in perspective that there is someone taking care of us. Don't worry, live happy.

I was all along being prepared for the inevitable. I know that we are always

mentally prepared to play out the Karma...

that is taken care off, when we are thrust upon this world.

 

My spiritual path started with greed - trying to maintain my prosperity - (it is

still very much there), but I am beginning to realize the futility of this all

(at times :(, and I have slowly enriched myself in this journey. Even Sage

Valmiki as a forest thief, turned a new leaf by chanting MARA MARA right? It is

just a path, and there are many avenues to journey through it until we all

merge....

 

But I am lost in trying to answer, was it ME that jumped out of the hurdle that

had cropped up, or was it the Divine?

If I have no control over what happens to me, do I need to make an effort at all?

A few years back I had just graduated without any job amidst a recession. I

knew I had to make it happen myself.

And through some pains, I managed to land on my feet running. That gave me

quite some confidence. But was it ME who did that or was it the divine? Fate

or Free Will? What happens if I don't excersise my free will? If everything

is already decided for - we already know the outcome - why then we exercise our

WILL POWER to go all out and get something? Is there a need for it?

It confuses me utterly, and I still seek to use my free will and will power to

attain stuff, while I know surrender is the way...

It ain't easy.

 

Shiva Bhakta

http://www.jyotirlinga.com

 

"innerhike" <ash.mahajan (AT) worldnet (DOT) att.net>Re: Bondage and

Liberation

I ask this not to offend you. Some people get into "spirituality" thinking it

will make them happier, give them more stuff, stability in their life. But in

fact spirituality may take your stuff away. And increase external instability.

To find the real gold we have to be willing to give up the fake gold. It is as

simple as that.

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Dear Shiv Bhakta,

Namaste

Fate vs. free will is perhaps the most debated and discussed subject and yet

keeps surfacing in our minds. Like many other doubts this confusion can also be

addressed through one single 'Brahmastra' given to us by Shri Bhagawan i.e, FOR

WHOM IS THE FATE OR FREE WILL? It will be found that the real self is not

effected by either the fate or free will. Both of these relate to the EGO and

need to be transcended.However even from the perspective of the ego both of

these are nothing but resulting through cause and effect relationship and are

interdependent. Fate is actually the result of our past karmas which in their

times were influenced by exercise of the freewill. Thus it is the free will

that determines our fate. This body, from the time of its bearth, is programmed

to undergo certain predetermined circumstances and experiences ( depending upon

our prarabdha karma which were responsible for bringing the body into

existence) however it is our free will as to how we react to these

circumstances and to what extent we get influenced and attached to these. Thus

we are always free to exercise our free will in the course of life and

accordingly shape our fate. But again we need to remember that as sadhaks we

need to go beyond both - the fate as well as free will by submerging the ego,

lest we are caught in the karmic cycles in whatever guise.

 

Love

yours in bhagawan

sidhartha

-

Shiva Bhakta

RamanaMaharshi

Tuesday, March 02, 2004 4:54 AM

[RamanaMaharshi] Signs!

Om Namah Shivaya

I love reading Ash Mahajan's perspective...

 

Life is a mystery and sometimes the mysteries get resolved after quite a flow...

I think I have had a spiritual bent all along, but there wasn't any reason to

dig into it. Things had been going well and looking hunky dory...a few years

back....and life has a strange way of sending messages. I still remeber the day

when I had a minor mishap and I wondered if all good things would come to an end

(Sign#1) - and I needed to somehow continue this material prosperity and

growth...That started me on the path, albeit very slowly purely driven by a

materialistic need. Initially, it was the fear that good things might end,

that put me on the path....and I didn't do a whole lot to get on this spiritual

path that I walk on now, but looking back, I think I was on a fork.

 

My journey continued and then I received a few more signs of the impending

'disaster' that was due to happen.

I just simply get amazed of all the different occurences and signs that were

pointing me to the future...

All the divine signs were so clear in their direction, the preparation was

happening.....somebody's skillful leela at play

Stuff happened and I bounced up amazingly well (again something minor when I

look back, but it could have been

disastrous if I didn't have the divine luck, right mental attitude and strength

to bounce from it), lil bit of sweat and stress, but sailed right through it.

 

It just put things in perspective that there is someone taking care of us. Don't worry, live happy.

I was all along being prepared for the inevitable. I know that we are always

mentally prepared to play out the Karma...

that is taken care off, when we are thrust upon this world.

 

My spiritual path started with greed - trying to maintain my prosperity - (it is

still very much there), but I am beginning to realize the futility of this all

(at times :(, and I have slowly enriched myself in this journey. Even Sage

Valmiki as a forest thief, turned a new leaf by chanting MARA MARA right? It is

just a path, and there are many avenues to journey through it until we all

merge....

 

But I am lost in trying to answer, was it ME that jumped out of the hurdle that

had cropped up, or was it the Divine?

If I have no control over what happens to me, do I need to make an effort at all?

A few years back I had just graduated without any job amidst a recession. I

knew I had to make it happen myself.

And through some pains, I managed to land on my feet running. That gave me

quite some confidence. But was it ME who did that or was it the divine? Fate

or Free Will? What happens if I don't excersise my free will? If everything

is already decided for - we already know the outcome - why then we exercise our

WILL POWER to go all out and get something? Is there a need for it?

It confuses me utterly, and I still seek to use my free will and will power to

attain stuff, while I know surrender is the way...

It ain't easy.

 

Shiva Bhakta

http://www.jyotirlinga.com

 

"innerhike" <ash.mahajan (AT) worldnet (DOT) att.net>Re: Bondage and

Liberation

I ask this not to offend you. Some people get into "spirituality" thinking it

will make them happier, give them more stuff, stability in their life. But in

fact spirituality may take your stuff away. And increase external instability.

To find the real gold we have to be willing to give up the fake gold. It is as

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sdalakoti <sdalakoti (AT) jkpm (DOT) jkmail.com> wrote:

Dear Shiv Bhakta,

Namaste

Fate vs. free will is perhaps the most debated and discussed subject and yet

keeps surfacing in our minds. Like many other doubts this confusion can also be

addressed through one single 'Brahmastra' given to us by Shri Bhagawan i.e, FOR

WHOM IS THE FATE OR FREE WILL?

 

This is a very good question, something with which I have been struggling with.

 

It will be found that the real self is not effected by either the fate or free

will. Both of these relate to the EGO and need to be transcended.

 

Are you saying that ego has a separated existential reality, with independen

perspectives, etc, which then has to be transcended?

 

If not, transcend what?

 

And if no existential reality, then the perspectives of the ego, do they have any reality?

Or any import?

 

Or is the very need to transcend, the play of ego, trying to perpetuate itself in that very process?

 

I wonder whether the transcendental state, no matter how conceived, believed, or

conceptualized, is not the subtle of the subtle-st play of the same ego?

 

 

However even from the perspective of the ego both of these are nothing but

resulting through cause and effect relationship and are interdependent. Fate is

actually the result of our past karmas which in their times were influenced by

exercise of the freewill.

 

Please excuse my igonrance, when you use the term "our past karma",.......who or

what is that "our"?

 

 

 

Thus it is the free will that determines our fate. This body, from the time of

its bearth, is programmed to undergo certain predetermined circumstances and

experiences ( depending upon our prarabdha karma which were responsible for

bringing the body into existence) however it is our free will as to how we

react to these circumstances and to what extent we get influenced and attached

to these.

 

Is it so?

 

I have been investigating a number of my reactions in my life, some of which

resulted in major impacts, some did not appear to have much impacts.

 

And I am now wondering, whether the specific reaction can be divorced away from

the very circumstance that invoked that reaction.

 

And for that circumstance, I could trace at least scores of other circumstances,

all which happened and over which I had no control whatsoever, all of which led

to the happening of this circumstance, which invoked that reaction.

 

And thus I now wonder, whether I have any free-will, which seems to me to be

another term for control, over any of my actions, be it a mental reaction or a

physical act.

 

 

 

 

Thus we are always free to exercise our free will in the course of life and

accordingly shape our fate. But again we need to remember that as sadhaks we

need to go beyond both - the fate as well as free will by submerging the ego,

lest we are caught in the karmic cycles in whatever guise.

 

 

It seems to me right now, as I naively type these words, that there is no sadhak and no sadhna.

 

There is no transcendence, for there is nothing to be transcended.

 

No transcendental state to be achieved, or reached, or realized.

 

There is only the Self, or the Source, playing all the roles as all sadhaks, simultaneously.

 

And since the Source is all there is, the beginning and the end, simultaneously,

the Source playing the play of sadhna, can never reach the Source.

 

That these very words, being typed, as they get typed, is as much the play of

the Source, right now.

 

I look at what has just now got typed and I have broken into uncontrollable

weeping and am unable to carry on.

 

 

 

 

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Dear Avril,

-

Avril Sanya

RamanaMaharshi

Tuesday, March 02, 2004 10:54 AM

Re: [RamanaMaharshi] Signs!

Hello Siddhartha,

sdalakoti <sdalakoti (AT) jkpm (DOT) jkmail.com> wrote:

Dear Shiv Bhakta,

Namaste

Fate vs. free will is perhaps the most debated and discussed subject and yet

keeps surfacing in our minds. Like many other doubts this confusion can also be

addressed through one single 'Brahmastra' given to us by Shri Bhagawan i.e, FOR

WHOM IS THE FATE OR FREE WILL?

 

This is a very good question, something with which I have been struggling with.

 

It will be found that the real self is not effected by either the fate or free

will. Both of these relate to the EGO and need to be transcended.

 

Are you saying that ego has a separated existential reality, with independen

perspectives, etc, which then has to be transcended?

 

If not, transcend what?

 

And if no existential reality, then the perspectives of the ego, do they have any reality?

Or any import?

 

Or is the very need to transcend, the play of ego, trying to perpetuate itself in that very process?

 

I wonder whether the transcendental state, no matter how conceived, believed, or

conceptualized, is not the subtle of the subtle-st play of the same ego?

The Ego doesnot have a reality and consequently neither the fate nor free will

have; infact the reality is devoid of any perceptions and concepts. But as long

as we, in our ignorance, are being deluded by this ego-ghost its perspectives

appear to have a reality as well as import. In fact in the process of

annihiliation of the mind, it is the very mind that is the starting point and

the only tool with us. The need to transcend as well as the transcendental

stage are also only concepts being pointers to THAT which is beyond intellect

and hence cannot be expressed in words.

 

However even from the perspective of the ego both of these are nothing but

resulting through cause and effect relationship and are interdependent. Fate is

actually the result of our past karmas which in their times were influenced by

exercise of the freewill.

 

Please excuse my igonrance, when you use the term "our past karma",.......who or

what is that "our"?

 

It is the same very EGO

 

Thus it is the free will that determines our fate. This body, from the time of

its bearth, is programmed to undergo certain predetermined circumstances and

experiences ( depending upon our prarabdha karma which were responsible for

bringing the body into existence) however it is our free will as to how we

react to these circumstances and to what extent we get influenced and attached

to these.

 

Is it so?

 

I have been investigating a number of my reactions in my life, some of which

resulted in major impacts, some did not appear to have much impacts.

 

And I am now wondering, whether the specific reaction can be divorced away from

the very circumstance that invoked that reaction.

 

And for that circumstance, I could trace at least scores of other circumstances,

all which happened and over which I had no control whatsoever, all of which led

to the happening of this circumstance, which invoked that reaction.

 

And thus I now wonder, whether I have any free-will, which seems to me to be

another term for control, over any of my actions, be it a mental reaction or a

physical act.

 

Dear Arvil, we can have control over Reactions but not over the Impacts.Infact

the very saying that "very circumstance that invoked that reaction" goes on to

show that there was no control over the reaction. Why have any reaction at all?

cant we remain as we are- absorbed in the self- uncontaminated with what goes on

around us. That is the goal. Any reaction means some sort of discrimination and

as shri Bhagawan had put it "the discrimination is the original sin".

 

 

Thus we are always free to exercise our free will in the course of life and

accordingly shape our fate. But again we need to remember that as sadhaks we

need to go beyond both - the fate as well as free will by submerging the ego,

lest we are caught in the karmic cycles in whatever guise.

 

 

It seems to me right now, as I naively type these words, that there is no sadhak and no sadhna.

 

There is no transcendence, for there is nothing to be transcended.

 

No transcendental state to be achieved, or reached, or realized.

 

There is only the Self, or the Source, playing all the roles as all sadhaks, simultaneously.

 

And since the Source is all there is, the beginning and the end, simultaneously,

the Source playing the play of sadhna, can never reach the Source.

 

That these very words, being typed, as they get typed, is as much the play of

the Source, right now.

 

I look at what has just now got typed and I have broken into uncontrollable

weeping and am unable to carry on.

 

What you say is absolutely right and is known as 'ajatvaad' in the advaitic

philosophy - no creation , no creator , no sadhaka and no sadhana- only one

supreme reality. Blessed is the one who can comprehend this . You have further

said " source playing the play of sadhana can never reach the source". Who is

to REACH where? Shri Bhagawan has often said that "dvait" in sadhana and

"advait" in the goal is not correct. The tenth man of the story was all along

present . Once the veil is removed we are THAT only.

 

Love

Yours in Bhagawan

sidhartha

 

 

 

 

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Hello Siddhartha,

 

Dear Arvil, we can have control over Reactions but not over the Impacts.Infact

the very saying that "very circumstance that invoked that reaction" goes on to

show that there was no control over the reaction. Why have any reaction at all?

 

It is the understanding prevailing here, that there is no "we" to have any

control over any reaction.

 

That reaction and impact are interwoven, with every impact being the enabling of another reaction.

 

It is not the question of why have a reaction, but that there is a sense of

possession of the reaction which non-volitionally happens in the moment.

 

Or that such a sense of possession does not prevail, while the reaction unfolds.

 

 

 

cant we remain as we are- absorbed in the self- uncontaminated with what goes on around us.

 

 

Again, it is the understanding prevailing here, at this moment, that such a

sense of a "we", absorbed in whatever it has self-conceived, is the very

contamination.

 

In a manner of speaking, for really no contamination is other than Self, other than Source.

 

That is the goal. Any reaction means some sort of discrimination and as shri

Bhagawan had put it "the discrimination is the original sin".

 

Yes.

And any sense of a goal, the understanding that prevails here in the moment is

that, it is the same discrimination at work, in that very sense of a goal.

 

That any prevailing sense of a goal, can only exist in association with the

sense of a seeker of the goal, which prevails simultaneously.

 

That the sense of the seeker can never cease, without the cessation of the sense of the goal.

 

Shri Bhagawan has often said that "dvait" in sadhana and "advait" in the goal is not correct.

 

I doubt whether he would have used the term "not-correct".

 

It is the understanding here, that both dvait and advait are conceptualizations of the seeking mind.

 

And that there is nothing as not-correct, within an appearance.

 

Nothing correct either.

 

Once the veil is removed we are THAT only.

 

It is the understanding here, that the very veil of ignorance is, that there can

be at all, a veil which separates a "we" from That.

 

Such that a removal of such a veil is ever possible.

 

Such that the concept of "once", " time", "becoming", "change", can ever exist.

 

 

 

Thank you all of you, who had no volition but to play the roles you had to play

via the words posted as emails on this List, in enabling this sense of clarity

to arise, which prevails here, now.

 

The Source bows in gratitude to Source.

 

sdalakoti <sdalakoti (AT) jkpm (DOT) jkmail.com> wrote:

Dear Avril,

-

Avril Sanya

RamanaMaharshi

Tuesday, March 02, 2004 10:54 AM

Re: [RamanaMaharshi] Signs!

Hello Siddhartha,

sdalakoti <sdalakoti (AT) jkpm (DOT) jkmail.com> wrote:

Dear Shiv Bhakta,

Namaste

Fate vs. free will is perhaps the most debated and discussed subject and yet

keeps surfacing in our minds. Like many other doubts this confusion can also be

addressed through one single 'Brahmastra' given to us by Shri Bhagawan i.e, FOR

WHOM IS THE FATE OR FREE WILL?

 

This is a very good question, something with which I have been struggling with.

 

It will be found that the real self is not effected by either the fate or free

will. Both of these relate to the EGO and need to be transcended.

 

Are you saying that ego has a separated existential reality, with independen

perspectives, etc, which then has to be transcended?

 

If not, transcend what?

 

And if no existential reality, then the perspectives of the ego, do they have any reality?

Or any import?

 

Or is the very need to transcend, the play of ego, trying to perpetuate itself in that very process?

 

I wonder whether the transcendental state, no matter how conceived, believed, or

conceptualized, is not the subtle of the subtle-st play of the same ego?

The Ego doesnot have a reality and consequently neither the fate nor free will

have; infact the reality is devoid of any perceptions and concepts. But as long

as we, in our ignorance, are being deluded by this ego-ghost its perspectives

appear to have a reality as well as import. In fact in the process of

annihiliation of the mind, it is the very mind that is the starting point and

the only tool with us. The need to transcend as well as the transcendental

stage are also only concepts being pointers to THAT which is beyond intellect

and hence cannot be expressed in words.

 

However even from the perspective of the ego both of these are nothing but

resulting through cause and effect relationship and are interdependent. Fate is

actually the result of our past karmas which in their times were influenced by

exercise of the freewill.

 

Please excuse my igonrance, when you use the term "our past karma",.......who or

what is that "our"?

 

It is the same very EGO

 

Thus it is the free will that determines our fate. This body, from the time of

its bearth, is programmed to undergo certain predetermined circumstances and

experiences ( depending upon our prarabdha karma which were responsible for

bringing the body into existence) however it is our free will as to how we

react to these circumstances and to what extent we get influenced and attached

to these.

 

Is it so?

 

I have been investigating a number of my reactions in my life, some of which

resulted in major impacts, some did not appear to have much impacts.

 

And I am now wondering, whether the specific reaction can be divorced away from

the very circumstance that invoked that reaction.

 

And for that circumstance, I could trace at least scores of other circumstances,

all which happened and over which I had no control whatsoever, all of which led

to the happening of this circumstance, which invoked that reaction.

 

And thus I now wonder, whether I have any free-will, which seems to me to be

another term for control, over any of my actions, be it a mental reaction or a

physical act.

 

Dear Arvil, we can have control over Reactions but not over the Impacts.Infact

the very saying that "very circumstance that invoked that reaction" goes on to

show that there was no control over the reaction. Why have any reaction at all?

cant we remain as we are- absorbed in the self- uncontaminated with what goes on

around us. That is the goal. Any reaction means some sort of discrimination and

as shri Bhagawan had put it "the discrimination is the original sin".

 

 

Thus we are always free to exercise our free will in the course of life and

accordingly shape our fate. But again we need to remember that as sadhaks we

need to go beyond both - the fate as well as free will by submerging the ego,

lest we are caught in the karmic cycles in whatever guise.

 

 

It seems to me right now, as I naively type these words, that there is no sadhak and no sadhna.

 

There is no transcendence, for there is nothing to be transcended.

 

No transcendental state to be achieved, or reached, or realized.

 

There is only the Self, or the Source, playing all the roles as all sadhaks, simultaneously.

 

And since the Source is all there is, the beginning and the end, simultaneously,

the Source playing the play of sadhna, can never reach the Source.

 

That these very words, being typed, as they get typed, is as much the play of

the Source, right now.

 

I look at what has just now got typed and I have broken into uncontrollable

weeping and am unable to carry on.

 

What you say is absolutely right and is known as 'ajatvaad' in the advaitic

philosophy - no creation , no creator , no sadhaka and no sadhana- only one

supreme reality. Blessed is the one who can comprehend this . You have further

said " source playing the play of sadhana can never reach the source". Who is

to REACH where? Shri Bhagawan has often said that "dvait" in sadhana and

"advait" in the goal is not correct. The tenth man of the story was all along

present . Once the veil is removed we are THAT only.

 

Love

Yours in Bhagawan

sidhartha

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Shiv Bhakta ji:

 

Don't worry about Fate or Free Will. If you are carrying a big load

and your back is breaking and your forehead is sweating, step into

the celestial bar and have a drink from the tap called Source. It

is quite refreshing and intoxicating from the few times I have

visited this bar. The signs outside this bar say "don't come here,

nothing here" but once you go in, you seem to be overtaken by the

power and the really cool scene.

 

With all due respect to the Ramana devotees here, my understanding

of Ramana is very limited. I just bow to his photo everyday and

say "please you tell me, I haven't a clue."

 

Somehow the idea that helps me is that the Universal Mind is much

better than mine. There were moments when I thought oh boy, this is

it, I am now merged in the Divine. But no, the ego comes right

back, sometimes in greater force than ever before. People in

kindergarten think they are doing a post-PhD program. I am chief

among them.

 

If you want to meet stupidity, come over to my place sometime and I

will show you stupid. But if you are looking for smartness, drop

all questions, questioning, wondering, wandering. Catch the one

inside your home. Don't try to catch the wind, the mountains, the

sun. God is not deaf, nor remote, nor inaccessible. There is no

division, when you think you are far from God, simply lean back into

God. The more you "do" this, the more you will know to not leave

God. What you have, don't have, wish to have, wish to leave, all

this will be taken care of, is being taken care of. You need oxygen

to breathe, it is provided. Your heart is beating, you don't have

to get a contract and warranty for it to work. Similarly all parts

of your life can operate on auto-pilot if you will simply learn how

to use auto-pilot. It is also called surrender. Do what you can,

and let go of that which you can't control, ask the Divine to guide

you. Let go of the sweating, the back-breaking behaviors, life

might actually be a pleasant experience for all you know.

 

You have to do your part, no doubt about it. Whenever you do

something try to come from the place called Peace Within. Then

whatever you touch will be golden. Most people that I observe,

including myself, we come from a place called "Let-Me-Grasp-This-

Object-Because-The-Future-Is-Uncertain". To buy God you better have

a lot of money, a lot of stuff, matter of fact all the stuff you

have ever accumulated you will need to give to God if you want to

buy Him/Her.

 

The sign is saying "Stop, Look Within" and another one says "Rough

Weather Ahead, Learn Faith Today at Discount Prices, Don't Wait".

So you have been given the sign you were looking for. If you pay me

the right amount I will make up some better ones. I didn't know I

was a sign-maker but what the heck, you've gotta make a living in

these amazing times!

 

Take care bud,

 

Ash Mahajan

 

RamanaMaharshi, "Shiva Bhakta"

<shivabhakta@h...> wrote:

> Om Namah Shivaya

> I love reading Ash Mahajan's perspective...

>

> Life is a mystery and sometimes the mysteries get resolved after

quite a flow...

> I think I have had a spiritual bent all along, but there wasn't

any reason to dig into it. Things had been going well and looking

hunky dory...a few years back....and life has a strange way of

sending messages. I still remeber the day when I had a minor mishap

and I wondered if all good things would come to an end (Sign#1) -

and I needed to somehow continue this material prosperity and

growth...That started me on the path, albeit very slowly purely

driven by a materialistic need. Initially, it was the fear that

good things might end, that put me on the path....and I didn't do a

whole lot to get on this spiritual path that I walk on now, but

looking back, I think I was on a fork.

>

> My journey continued and then I received a few more signs of the

impending 'disaster' that was due to happen.

> I just simply get amazed of all the different occurences and signs

that were pointing me to the future...

> All the divine signs were so clear in their direction, the

preparation was happening.....somebody's skillful leela at play

> Stuff happened and I bounced up amazingly well (again something

minor when I look back, but it could have been

> disastrous if I didn't have the divine luck, right mental attitude

and strength to bounce from it), lil bit of sweat and stress, but

sailed right through it.

>

> It just put things in perspective that there is someone taking

care of us. Don't worry, live happy.

> I was all along being prepared for the inevitable. I know that we

are always mentally prepared to play out the Karma...

> that is taken care off, when we are thrust upon this world.

>

> My spiritual path started with greed - trying to maintain my

prosperity - (it is still very much there), but I am beginning to

realize the futility of this all (at times :(, and I have slowly

enriched myself in this journey. Even Sage Valmiki as a forest

thief, turned a new leaf by chanting MARA MARA right? It is just a

path, and there are many avenues to journey through it until we all

merge....

>

> But I am lost in trying to answer, was it ME that jumped out of

the hurdle that had cropped up, or was it the Divine?

> If I have no control over what happens to me, do I need to make an

effort at all?

> A few years back I had just graduated without any job amidst a

recession. I knew I had to make it happen myself.

> And through some pains, I managed to land on my feet running.

That gave me quite some confidence. But was it ME who did that or

was it the divine? Fate or Free Will? What happens if I don't

excersise my free will? If everything is already decided for - we

already know the outcome - why then we exercise our WILL POWER to go

all out and get something? Is there a need for it?

> It confuses me utterly, and I still seek to use my free will and

will power to attain stuff, while I know surrender is the way...

> It ain't easy.

>

> Shiva Bhakta

> http://www.jyotirlinga.com

>

>

> "innerhike" <ash.mahajan@w...>

> Re: Bondage and Liberation

>

> I ask this not to offend you. Some people get into "spirituality"

> thinking it will make them happier, give them more stuff,

stability

> in their life. But in fact spirituality may take your stuff

away.

> And increase external instability. To find the real gold we have

to

> be willing to give up the fake gold. It is as simple as that.

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