And the last words

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Peggy, silentsoul, gypsymaa, tatwamasi and all

other wonderful souls, all your posts have greatly

helped one arrive to this position where there arises a

very strong need for "retirement".<br>Any inspiration

if not put into action immediately dies it natural

death, thus have decided to retire for now.<br>Dry jnana

is a good "time-pass" as we call it in India, but

during the actual emotion, there is no time available

for passing ! Isn't it anyday better to live in this

"realtime" instead of the "makebelieve" time offered by

fairy-tale books to vedanta ? Am not criticising vedanta or

anything, but stressing on what is important, the book as a

catalyst to our imaginations or to make us change

fundamentally from inside, acting just as a pointer, the real

work being done elsewhere.<br>Your post(peggy) and

another one(aghori) in tantradivinity club made one

conscious of the strong emotional content of godhood and

made one relook at one's approach. I have no shame in

accepting that a lot of one's time has been wasted in a lot

of mental excercises.(But may be they were necessary

to defeat themselves)<br>Hence please understand my

absence for now, godwilling will meet again after one is

comfortable with the new insights, thanks to you all.