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Sorry for asking but I would like to know some

things like, What was the real story of buddah? Does

enlightenment really exist? Can a person like me become

enlightened? Is god ok with that? One time I felt like I was

about to die and I felt like a presence. I not sure

what it was. Ive been about to die like 5 times, all

for diferent reasons. Ive wondered what would have

happened. I think god exists. Thats why I believe that one

should be a good person and do good. Lifes pleasures are

like a drug they take you up and down. You are happy

then you are sad.Does one have to live life without

pleasures and suffer to be good. The pleasures are like a

ride you want to get out of but you cant. Im hooked on

lifes pleasures and even though I dont hurt anybody in

the process I still feel like a sinner. I feel like

lifes most confused person. I dont know what I want or

what to do. All I know is that god is watching me and

as long as I feel Im cool with him I feel allright.

I dont think god is against yoga. I guess this is

what being 26 is all about confusiun and ignorance. I

wonder what Ill think when Im older? I wonder how old

Ill get to be?