I am really sorry

[Guest guest]

I am really sorry!<br>Today, my friend, named

David, called to tell me that he quit his job on Oct 5.

On hearing this news, I started telling him it was

his responsibility for this resignation, he

should¡K.., he should not¡K., he must change his bad temper

with his boss¡K. And things go on and go on. Suddenly,

a tremendous guilty arose within me. I perceived

that I tried to changed him, rather than giving him my

supports, I blamed him for this resignation.<br>Put aside

the really reason why he resigned his work, the first

mistake I made is I did not trust him that he have the

ability to take good care of himself. I neglect that

there is a God hidden inside him. Secondly, I don't

accept what he really is, which means I accept him only

if he act according to my idea, my expectation.

Third, why the betterment? Why should people do make any

effort to make improvement? who I am to judge him? Who I

am to determine what is right and what is wrong? The

point is he is a person being, he is as divine as

everyone. <br>Recently, I make effort to love myself,

reject any outside judgement to get into my heart. But I

ignore I should do the same thing to others. I am really

sorry towards David and I decide to call him and say "I

am sorry" tonight!<br><br>Anand Prabodh

[Guest guest]

Last time, I post a article to illustrate a

situation regarding how I reacted towards my friend's

resignation. In fact, I find there is a truth behind the whole

situation, that is I tried hard to escape the reality. The

reality is I fear. I fear against that whole situation I

would gain revenge from my friend because I hurt his

ego, and Osho say when you hurt someone, he will get

back to you, the chain is created.<br>The reality is

that I fear the karma and I post some article on line

in a attempt to get rid of some responsibility,

thinking, "may be I post this article and my sin will

reduce a little." This is the game of ego, deep down, I

did not really repent what I have done to David, I

just want to get rid of karma. <br>I am sorry for what

I have done in this Club!<br><br>Anand Prabodh

[Guest guest]

My dear friend Anand Prabodh......I myself do not

believe in sin......but then I am just a guy on the

path......I think if you are sorry for some things you have

done and are really sorry and feel bad about it......I

think you have already punishied yourself, but then I

am not a Master or Guru.......Please I guess what I

am trying to say is don't be so hard on

yourself........O.K.<br><br>I am sending you my warmth and it is on the

wind.<br>Namaste jeffrey

[Guest guest]

I believe that introspection and being able to see your own faults without

attachment to them is a big step in itself. Thank you for being

open!<br><br>Erica