Vison Of Kali

[Guest guest]

Hello all it's good to meet you. My name is William, I am 23 years

old and live in Philadelphia U.S.A. I thought this might be a good

place to share an experience I had to some who may be sympathetic.

I have studied many spiritual things in my life, but always avoided

Hinduism because I thought it would be to complicated and confusing!

About 2 years ago my life would change greatly though.....

I was walking down the street, completely sober and not thinking

about such matters at all when I had a vision which I will give to

you if your interested.

The music was a drum beat obsessively playing off of the number 2

like a heart and I can see the image of a woman-only her image dancing

as if illuminated by fire against a black backround-it was as if she

was the only thing that existed

This scene of the dance is interuupted by another one: A man wearing

a white thread climbs a hill the same size as the man and sits upon

it. The SUN is framing directly behind him and all the colors are

exaggerated bright and very distinct from one another much like a

painting.

He crosses his legs and locks his hands in a mudra as if to

meditate. The music for this is strings and singing. I am shocked by

a horrible scream as his eyes widen-bloodshot- and roll back in his

head. I hear a Twack sound and his head keeps turning back-his throat

opens and his head rolls off!! This scene again cuts

To the dancing woman and the drums only now she has a head in her

hands she lifts the head. Her Mouth is the only thing I see and blood

shoots into her mouth without spilling a drop.

A flash and again I see the hill with the cross-legged headless man

his body shoots two streams of blood. One to the left, it hits the

ground and forms a river. One arcs to the right and does the same.

Back to the black woman and it fades all I can think is Kali Kali

why would I get Goddess Kali!?!

It's all true and there is much more than I can explain here. It

was beautiful despite the horror elements. I understood it all as

symbolic even if I didn't get it at first.

So now I'm a 23 year old confused white Hindu- Fun Huh??

I tried my best to worship, but without a teacher it can be

difficult and I dont want to go explaining religious visions I have

to random people.

For me music is great devotion and I have been studying Tabla&

Harmonium taking lessons and playing many hours each day to good

effect. The music was an important part of the vision so I made it an

important part of my life. It definitely works and is a path to god.

Interpreting the vision over time I have figured that the Hindu in

the dream was me- strange as that may be. The reason the Mountain was

the same size as the man was because it was the man. He conquered

himself, ascended through all the chakras to Sahasrara- also this is

why his eyes rolled back looking up. To move beyond distinctions to

the center of your being-the SUN within the soul is to be one with

Kali. She was black to me yet filled with colours, in my vision she

was the universe it is also why she appeared illuminated by fire. The

loosing your head part relates to getting past mental limitations.

I could go on forever let me just say that I fell in love with Kali

and will do my best for the rst of my life to give myself to her and

be one with her. WHich is to say be one with the Universe and all

that is-its the least I could do! The worst part was that I was

walking down the street! I wish I could have bee home meditating or

something to appreciate it more- I guess the unverse doesn't always

work by our rules!

[Guest guest]

Hari Om Brother William ,

Your experience show your internal relationshiop with our Mother.Ity reminds me

of our great tantric sakta ,also Ma bhakta who recalls seeing Ma in the

morning as a black girl naked in front of his hutand who potruded her tongue

out in shame out of surprise .

This is a true experience that you have had and thank you for sharing it with

us.Any brothers or sister who have had any experience to share with us here ?

Her child,

Kanna Krishnan

>lionserpent358 >Kali_Ma >To:

Kali_Ma > Vison Of Kali >Mon, 03 Dec

2001 18:55:10 -0000 > > Hello all it's good to meet you. My name is William, I

am 23 years >old and live in Philadelphia U.S.A. I thought this might be a good

>place to share an experience I had to some who may be sympathetic. > I have

studied many spiritual things in my life, but always avoided >Hinduism because

I thought it would be to complicated and confusing! >About 2 years ago my life

would change greatly though..... > I was walking down the street, completely

sober and not thinking >about such matters at all when I had a vision which I

will give to >you if your interested. > The music was a drum beat obsessively

playing off of the number 2 >like a heart and I can see the image of a

woman-only her image dancing >as if illuminated by fire against a black

backround-it was as if she >was the only thing that existed > This scene of the

dance is interuupted by another one: A man wearing >a white thread climbs a hill

the same size as the man and sits upon >it. The SUN is framing directly behind

him and all the colors are >exaggerated bright and very distinct from one

another much like a >painting. > He crosses his legs and locks his hands in a

mudra as if to >meditate. The music for this is strings and singing. I am

shocked by >a horrible scream as his eyes widen-bloodshot- and roll back in his

>head. I hear a Twack sound and his head keeps turning back-his throat >opens

and his head rolls off!! This scene again cuts > To the dancing woman and the

drums only now she has a head in her >hands she lifts the head. Her Mouth is

the only thing I see and blood >shoots into her mouth without spilling a drop.

> A flash and again I see the hill with the cross-legged headless man >his body

shoots two streams of blood. One to the left, it hits the >ground and forms a

river. One arcs to the right and does the same. > Back to the black woman and

it fades all I can think is Kali Kali >why would I get Goddess Kali!?! > It's

all true and there is much more than I can explain here. It >was beautiful

despite the horror elements. I understood it all as >symbolic even if I didn't

get it at first. > So now I'm a 23 year old confused white Hindu- Fun Huh?? > I

tried my best to worship, but without a teacher it can be >difficult and I dont

want to go explaining religious visions I have >to random people. > For me

music is great devotion and I have been studying Tabla& >Harmonium taking

lessons and playing many hours each day to good >effect. The music was an

important part of the vision so I made it an >important part of my life. It

definitely works and is a path to god. > Interpreting the vision over time I

have figured that the Hindu in >the dream was me- strange as that may be. The

reason the Mountain was >the same size as the man was because it was the man.

He conquered >himself, ascended through all the chakras to Sahasrara- also this

is >why his eyes rolled back looking up. To move beyond distinctions to >the

center of your being-the SUN within the soul is to be one with >Kali. She was

black to me yet filled with colours, in my vision she >was the universe it is

also why she appeared illuminated by fire. The >loosing your head part relates

to getting past mental limitations. > I could go on forever let me just say

that I fell in love with Kali >and will do my best for the rst of my life to

give myself to her and >be one with her. WHich is to say be one with the

Universe and all >that is-its the least I could do! The worst part was that I

was >walking down the street! I wish I could have bee home meditating or

>something to appreciate it more- I guess the unverse doesn't always >work by

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