Guest guest Posted December 21, 2005 Report Share Posted December 21, 2005 Dear All, I experienced something different and for the first time in my life. I went to Ambaji Temple and placed a garland of lime for Amma and did some offerings, while the pujari was conducting the archana, tears started rolling down from my eyes, I wasn't crying and it keep on flowing for quite a while until it stopped and I felt a sense of lightness in my heart. Can someone tell me about this happening? Has anyone ever experienced it? I've been undergoing a hell of a time for the past 6 months, I had to quit my job due to my marriage, then I lost my father all of a sudden and the final disaster was when my husband left me 3 weeks after my marriage with no reason. Just like that abandoning me. I had so many humble people out here who prayed for my well being and of course for my husband to return but I guess he's never going to come back, and maybe it's amma's wish that she doesn't want him to return. I have prayed so hard for him to come back for the past 5 months and now I've lost faith in it eventhough deep down I still think of him. It's a terrible period of time and continuous disaster. I hope to see light soon. My spirituality has increased though eversince all these happenings. Thanks. Priya Pillai Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 21, 2005 Report Share Posted December 21, 2005 New">that when you finally got a little bit of peace, it was a huge weight being lifted off of you.. This is definately not a bad experience. be blessed. celeste Do You ? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 21, 2005 Report Share Posted December 21, 2005 the past 6 months, I had toquit my job due to my marriage, then I lost my father all of a suddenand the final disaster was when my husband left me 3 weeks after mymarriage with no reason. Just like that abandoning me.I had so many humble people out here who prayed for my well being andof course for my husband to return but I guess he's never going tocome back, and maybe it's amma's wish that she doesn't want him toreturn. I have prayed so hard for him to come back for the past 5months and now I've lost faith in it eventhough deep down I stillthink of him. It's a terrible period of time and continuous disaster.I hope to see light soon. My spirituality has increased thougheversince all these happenings.Thanks.Priya Pillai Send instant messages to your online friends http://in.messenger. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 21, 2005 Report Share Posted December 21, 2005 have also joined my hands with u and would surely pray to Ma for ur recovering out of all the problems and get back to a normal and beutiful life again.She would surely listen to us. Regards, Jyotsna. Priya Pillai <interlude4 > wrote: Dear All,I experienced something different and for the first time in my life.I went to Ambaji Temple and placed a garland of lime for Amma and didsome offerings, while the pujari was conducting the archana, tearsstarted rolling down from my eyes, I wasn't crying and it keep onflowing for quite a while until it stopped and I felt a sense oflightness in my heart.Can someone tell me about this happening? Has anyone ever experiencedit?I've been undergoing a hell of a time for the past 6 months, I had toquit my job due to my marriage, then I lost my father all of a suddenand the final disaster was when my husband left me 3 weeks after mymarriage with no reason. Just like that abandoning me.I had so many humble people out here who prayed for my well being andof course for my husband to return but I guess he's never going tocome back, and maybe it's amma's wish that she doesn't want him toreturn. I have prayed so hard for him to come back for the past 5months and now I've lost faith in it eventhough deep down I stillthink of him. It's a terrible period of time and continuous disaster.I hope to see light soon. My spirituality has increased thougheversince all these happenings.Thanks.Priya Pillai Send instant messages to your online friends http://in.messenger. Tired of spam? Mail has the best spam protection around Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 22, 2005 Report Share Posted December 22, 2005 Dear Jyotsna, Your email has been another consoling gift of love to me. I thank you so much and I am glad to have such nice people around from all over. It is duly a terrible thing for a woman like me to go through this at a young age. I'm only 29. I'm the eldest in the family, my mother is a housewife and a little brother who is still at college. So being without a job and losing the man of the house (my father) and worst of all knowing such heartless and cruel people exist (my husband's family) is something I can't explain and understand its situation and circumstances. I've known my husbands family for the past 2 and 1/2 years before marriage took place. And within 3 weeks he just leaves me, knowing how I would really need a man to stand by me at this grieving period of time for console. But they changed entirely after the wedding and since my father isn't arond to watch what's going on. The have resoluted to such doings. Leaving me within 3 weeks, saying all sorts of nasty things, saying I was desperate for the wedding, and asking back for all the jewels and sarees to be returned including my "mangalyam thaali". Now why would I be so desperate for a wedding when I'm moaning for the loss of my father. They insisted the wedding should go on. I couldn't even perform the actual rites for the 16 days death prayer peacefully. I had to rush within 3 days because of the wedding. It was exactly a week before my wedding my father has passed away in June 2005 all of a sudden. So if they say I'm desperate well, they could have stopped the wedding as the death was a good cause and moreover a wedding will never go on without the groom not arriving and without his consent. So, you see I had to undergo so much stress mentally and physically, and that's when I decided from now onwards, only Ma is going to be in my heart and other things are secondary in life. I spare time just for her only, when I'm sad or happy or feeling uneasy or even scared, I will approach her and talk to her from within. And that's how I've been running my time and life for the past 5 and 1/2 mths. Now my only hope is to secure myself a job and support my family. Love, Priya Jai Ma Kali Kali_Ma, jyotsna pandit <jyotsna_pndt> wrote: > > Dear Priya > > It seems that ur sufferings are coming to an end now and i feel that u have been blessed by Ma coz of ur believe, faith and devotion in Her.Dont ever loose ur heart, She is there to take care of u now.Ma would give u all the strength and lead towards right direction for ur happiness and peace of mind.Just keep faith in Ma , u wud get a job soon and ur husband would also return back. > > I can sense the pain & agony u have gone in the past and still facing but if u have not done any harm to anyone, ur pain and sufferings would be only for the time being.just remember to be good always to everyone.Have patience along with the devotion and just talk to Ma as if u'r talking bout ur problems and pain to ur own mother.I m sure she is with u, now, after i learned bout the incident happened with u in the temple.U r very lucky to have these feelings in you. > > Take care of urself,I have also joined my hands with u and would surely pray to Ma for ur recovering out of all the problems and get back to a normal and beutiful life again.She would surely listen to us. > > Regards, > Jyotsna. > > Priya Pillai <interlude4> wrote: > Dear All, > > I experienced something different and for the first time in my life. > I went to Ambaji Temple and placed a garland of lime for Amma and did > some offerings, while the pujari was conducting the archana, tears > started rolling down from my eyes, I wasn't crying and it keep on > flowing for quite a while until it stopped and I felt a sense of > lightness in my heart. > > Can someone tell me about this happening? Has anyone ever experienced > it? > > I've been undergoing a hell of a time for the past 6 months, I had to > quit my job due to my marriage, then I lost my father all of a sudden > and the final disaster was when my husband left me 3 weeks after my > marriage with no reason. Just like that abandoning me. > > I had so many humble people out here who prayed for my well being and > of course for my husband to return but I guess he's never going to > come back, and maybe it's amma's wish that she doesn't want him to > return. I have prayed so hard for him to come back for the past 5 > months and now I've lost faith in it eventhough deep down I still > think of him. It's a terrible period of time and continuous disaster. > I hope to see light soon. My spirituality has increased though > eversince all these happenings. > > Thanks. > > Priya Pillai > > > > Visit your group "Kali_Ma" on the web. > > > Kali_Ma > > Terms of Service. > > > > > > > > > Send instant messages to your online friends http://in.messenger. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 22, 2005 Report Share Posted December 22, 2005 Dear Celeste, Your email has been another consoling gift of love and concern. I thank you so much. Yes, I've been indeed going through a lot of pain for the couple of months and only now I can feel a slight release of heaviness in my heart. How much tears, agony and suffering I have been put through is truly not easy for me. I'm blessed to have such nice people out here. Thank you. I can be contacted by email : interlude4 And please feel free to do so anytime. Love, Priya Kali_Ma, Celeste <frozen_winter_tears> wrote: > > Priya Pillai, > > My name is Celeste and I am sorry I havent done > an introducton yet, but when I read your post, I felt > an urgent feeling to reply. > > First of all, I would like to say I am so sorry for all > the hard and painful things you have had to endure recently. I know it is not easy.....and I am also sorry about your marriage. I do not understand how someone can just walk out... > > I think the tears you cried and the emotion you felt was mainly due to comfort. You've been in so much pain recently > that when you finally got a little bit of peace, it was a huge weight being lifted off of you.. > > This is definately not a bad experience. > be blessed. > > > celeste > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 22, 2005 Report Share Posted December 22, 2005 Dear Kannan, Thank you for your email of consoling words. I too agree that probably I was in for a huge disaster and that is why Ma did this to me. Otherwise, I would not have known what else was in store for me ahead. I faced tremendous obstacles before my wedding and before even my father died with regards to wedding but we failed to see those things at that moment. But when I sit down and recall the events that had taken place prior to all these, it certainly makes sense. And now I have completely realized that I think Ma doesn't want to be reunited my husband or neither his family. No matter how hard I pray for being reunited, somewhat Ma doen't want to answer to my prayers but she has in many ways answered my other prayers. Thank you so much. All of your emails have certainly given me some shantham in life. Regards, Priya Kali_Ma, kanna krishnan <kanna_krishnan2002> wrote: > > Dear Priya , > > I tend to agree with Jyostna that Ma would take care of you . I realise the pain you have gone through but Ma take us thorugh such period to actually tell us something , Have you not seen a child crying when her mother scold her ( sometime mothers have to just pretend to be angry to stop us from doing something that will hurt us more ) > > I beleive there is a reason for everything and everything is her desire ........................ > > Please hold on and things would get better and the I most I could do is to include you in my daily prayers > > May Ma bless you with shanti ............................ > > Jai Maa!!! > > jyotsna pandit <jyotsna_pndt> wrote: > Dear Priya > > It seems that ur sufferings are coming to an end now and i feel that u have been blessed by Ma coz of ur believe, faith and devotion in Her.Dont ever loose ur heart, She is there to take care of u now.Ma would give u all the strength and lead towards right direction for ur happiness and peace of mind.Just keep faith in Ma , u wud get a job soon and ur husband would also return back. > > I can sense the pain & agony u have gone in the past and still facing but if u have not done any harm to anyone, ur pain and sufferings would be only for the time being.just remember to be good always to everyone.Have patience along with the devotion and just talk to Ma as if u'r talking bout ur problems and pain to ur own mother.I m sure she is with u, now, after i learned bout the incident happened with u in the temple.U r very lucky to have these feelings in you. > > Take care of urself,I have also joined my hands with u and would surely pray to Ma for ur recovering out of all the problems and get back to a normal and beutiful life again.She would surely listen to us. > > Regards, > Jyotsna. > > Priya Pillai <interlude4> wrote: > Dear All, > > I experienced something different and for the first time in my life. > I went to Ambaji Temple and placed a garland of lime for Amma and did > some offerings, while the pujari was conducting the archana, tears > started rolling down from my eyes, I wasn't crying and it keep on > flowing for quite a while until it stopped and I felt a sense of > lightness in my heart. > > Can someone tell me about this happening? Has anyone ever experienced > it? > > I've been undergoing a hell of a time for the past 6 months, I had to > quit my job due to my marriage, then I lost my father all of a sudden > and the final disaster was when my husband left me 3 weeks after my > marriage with no reason. Just like that abandoning me. > > I had so many humble people out here who prayed for my well being and > of course for my husband to return but I guess he's never going to > come back, and maybe it's amma's wish that she doesn't want him to > return. I have prayed so hard for him to come back for the past 5 > months and now I've lost faith in it eventhough deep down I still > think of him. It's a terrible period of time and continuous disaster. > I hope to see light soon. My spirituality has increased though > eversince all these happenings. > > Thanks. > > Priya Pillai Send instant messages to your online friends http://in.messenger. > > > > > > > Visit your group "Kali_Ma" on the web. > > > Kali_Ma > > Terms of Service. > > > > > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 22, 2005 Report Share Posted December 22, 2005 10.0pt;font-family:Arial;color:navy">Dear Priya 10.0pt;font-family:Arial;color:navy"> 10.0pt;font-family:Arial;color:navy">I think the color:navy">Mother has in store some agony and pain for her special devotees. As you know gold has to be purified in the furnace. I had a similar experience as you had. We as people are very body conscious. We think all our happiness and joy and fulfillment are derived from external material sources. The lobh (greed) over people is known as color:navy">Moha (attachment) and attachment over objects is known as greed. The want for material things is endless gold jewelry food companionship sex physical gratification of all kind. It is a never ending quest. M color:navy">ost of the times maybe 9 out of ten times our need of people is very human, material and physical. We feel we are dependant and can not do without the company of others and that they are essential for our existence. In fact it is not so we are souls pure points of lights reflections of the Divine color:navy">Mother. We are endowed with powers beyond the imagination of the human mind. 10.0pt;font-family:Arial;color:navy">So in short the color:navy">Mother roasts us in the furnace of pain and agony and detaches us from all material and physical desires and wants and then QUITELY SHE TOUCHES us and taps the fountain of perennial bliss and joy form our inner self. Hence we wash away our agonies with tears and we are not in grief. 10.0pt;font-family:Arial;color:navy"> 10.0pt;font-family:Arial;color:navy">JAI M color:navy">AA 10.0pt;font-family:Arial;color:navy"> 10.0pt;font-family:Arial;color:navy">Sanjay N! 10.0pt;font-family:Arial;color:navy"> Kali_Ma [Kali_Ma] On Behalf Of Priya Pillai Thursday, December 22, 2005 10:45 AM Kali_Ma Re: What a feeling ? Dear Jyotsna, Your email has been another consoling gift of love to me. I thank you so much and I am glad to have such nice people around from all over. It is duly a terrible thing for a woman like me to go through this at a young age. I'm only 29. I'm the eldest in the family, my mother is a housewife and a little brother who is still at college. So being without a job and losing the man of the house (my father) and worst of all knowing such heartless and cruel people exist (my husband's family) is something I can't explain and understand its situation and circumstances. I've known my husbands family for the past 2 and 1/2 years before marriage took place. And within 3 weeks he just leaves me, knowing how I would really need a man to stand by me at this grieving period of time for console. But they changed entirely after the wedding and since my father isn't arond to watch what's going on. The have resoluted to such doings. Leaving me within 3 weeks, saying all sorts of nasty things, saying I was desperate for the wedding, and asking back for all the jewels and sarees to be returned including my "mangalyam thaali". Now why would I be so desperate for a wedding when I'm moaning for the loss of my father. They insisted the wedding should go on. I couldn't even perform the actual rites for the 16 days death prayer peacefully. I had to rush within 3 days because of the wedding. It was exactly a week before my wedding my father has passed away in June 2005 all of a sudden. So if they say I'm desperate well, they could have stopped the wedding as the death was a good cause and moreover a wedding will never go on without the groom not arriving and without his consent. So, you see I had to undergo so much stress mentally and physically, and that's when I decided from now onwards, only Ma is going to be in my heart and other things are secondary in life. I spare time just for her only, when I'm sad or happy or feeling uneasy or even scared, I will approach her and talk to her from within. And that's how I've been running my time and life for the past 5 and 1/2 mths. Now my only hope is to secure myself a job and support my family. Love, Priya Jai Ma Kali Kali_Ma, jyotsna pandit <jyotsna_pndt> wrote: > > Dear Priya > > It seems that ur sufferings are coming to an end now and i feel that u have been blessed by Ma coz of ur believe, faith and devotion in Her.Dont ever loose ur heart, She is there to take care of u now.Ma would give u all the strength and lead towards right direction for ur happiness and peace of mind.Just keep faith in Ma , u wud get a job soon and ur husband would also return back. > > I can sense the pain & agony u have gone in the past and still facing but if u have not done any harm to anyone, ur pain and sufferings would be only for the time being.just remember to be good always to everyone.Have patience along with the devotion and just talk to Ma as if u'r talking bout ur problems and pain to ur own mother.I m sure she is with u, now, after i learned bout the incident happened with u in the temple.U r very lucky to have these feelings in you. > > Take care of urself,I have also joined my hands with u and would surely pray to Ma for ur recovering out of all the problems and get back to a normal and beutiful life again.She would surely listen to us. > > Regards, > Jyotsna. > > Priya Pillai <interlude4> wrote: > Dear All, > > I experienced something different and for the first time in my life. > I went to Ambaji Temple and placed a garland of lime for Amma and did > some offerings, while the pujari was conducting the archana, tears > started rolling down from my eyes, I wasn't crying and it keep on > flowing for quite a while until it stopped and I felt a sense of > lightness in my heart. > > Can someone tell me about this happening? Has anyone ever experienced > it? > > I've been undergoing a hell of a time for the past 6 months, I had to > quit my job due to my marriage, then I lost my father all of a sudden > and the final disaster was when my husband left me 3 weeks after my > marriage with no reason. Just like that abandoning me. > > I had so many humble people out here who prayed for my well being and > of course for my husband to return but I guess he's never going to > come back, and maybe it's amma's wish that she doesn't want him to > return. I have prayed so hard for him to come back for the past 5 > months and now I've lost faith in it eventhough deep down I still > think of him. It's a terrible period of time and continuous disaster. > I hope to see light soon. My spirituality has increased though > eversince all these happenings. > > Thanks. > > Priya Pillai > > > > > > > > > > > Visit your group "Kali_Ma" on the web. > > To from this group, send an email to: > Kali_Ma > > Your use of Groups is subject to the Terms of Service. > > > > > > > > > Send instant messages to your online friends http://in.messenger. > - -- Music from EMI This e-mail including any attachments is confidential and may be legally privileged. If you have received it in error please advise the sender immediately by return email and then delete it from your system. The unauthorised use, distribution, copying or alteration of this email is strictly forbidden. If you need assistance please contact us on +44 20 7795 7000. This email is from a unit or subsidiary of EMI Group plc. Registered Office: 27 Wrights Lane, London W8 5SW Registered in England No 229231. - -- Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 22, 2005 Report Share Posted December 22, 2005 carry any respect not only in the eyes of we women but in the community of men also.If ur husband realizes everythg and wants to come back to u for watever he lost then also u need to be very careful before considering him and priya i wud sincerely suggest u dont keep him in ur priority list anymore.He is not worth of it.A husband is suppose to be a protector for his wife in all the aspects throughout the life not the reason of her distress and painful life.And as far as ur inlaws are concerned, if u feel anythg u have extra from them u return it back but be sure that u sudnt give them any extra penny if they dont owe it coz marriage itself an expensive affair especially from the girls side . take care of ur urself as well as ur family. Love jyotsna..Priya Pillai <interlude4 > wrote: solid">Dear Jyotsna,Your email has been another consoling gift of love to me. I thank you so much and I am glad to have such nice people around from all over. It is duly a terrible thing for a woman like me to go through this at a young age. I'm only 29. I'm the eldest in the family, my mother is a housewife and a little brother who is still at college. So being without a job and losing the man of the house (my father) and worst of all knowing such heartless and cruel people exist (my husband's family) is something I can't explain and understand its situation and circumstances. I've known my husbands family for the past 2 and 1/2 years before marriage took place. And within 3 weeks he just leaves me, knowing how I would really need a man to stand by me at this grieving period of time for console. But they changed entirely after the wedding and since my father isn't arond to watch what's going on. The have resoluted to such doings. Leaving me within 3 weeks, saying all sorts of nasty things, saying I was desperate for the wedding, and asking back for all the jewels and sarees to be returned including my "mangalyam thaali". Now why would I be so desperate for a wedding when I'm moaning for the loss of my father. They insisted the wedding should go on. I couldn't even perform the actual rites for the 16 days death prayer peacefully. I had to rush within 3 days because of the wedding. It was exactly a week before my wedding my father has passed away in June 2005 all of a sudden. So if they say I'm desperate well, they could have stopped the wedding as the death was a good cause and moreover a wedding will never go on without the groom not arriving and without his consent. So, you see I had to undergo so much stress mentally and physically, and that's when I decided from now onwards, only Ma is going to be in my heart and other things are secondary in life. I spare time just for her only, when I'm sad or happy or feeling uneasy or even scared, I will approach her and talk to her from within. And that's how I've been running my time and life for the past 5 and 1/2 mths. Now my only hope is to secure myself a job and support my family.Love,PriyaJai Ma KaliKali_Ma, jyotsna pandit <jyotsna_pndt> wrote:>> Dear Priya> > It seems that ur sufferings are coming to an end now and i feel that u have been blessed by Ma coz of ur believe, faith and devotion in Her.Dont ever loose ur heart, She is there to take care of u now.Ma would give u all the strength and lead towards right direction for ur happiness and peace of mind.Just keep faith in Ma , u wud get a job soon and ur husband would also return back.> > I can sense the pain & agony u have gone in the past and still facing but if u have not done any harm to anyone, ur pain and sufferings would be only for the time being.just remember to be good always to everyone.Have patience along with the devotion and just talk to Ma as if u'r talking bout ur problems and pain to ur own mother.I m sure she is with u, now, after i learned bout the incident happened with u in the temple.U r very lucky to have these feelings in you.> > Take care of urself,I have also joined my hands with u and would surely pray to Ma for ur recovering out of all the problems and get back to a normal and beutiful life again.She would surely listen to us.> > Regards,> Jyotsna.> > Priya Pillai <interlude4> wrote:> Dear All,> > I experienced something different and for the first time in my life.> I went to Ambaji Temple and placed a garland of lime for Amma and did> some offerings, while the pujari was conducting the archana, tears> started rolling down from my eyes, I wasn't crying and it keep on> flowing for quite a while until it stopped and I felt a sense of> lightness in my heart.> > Can someone tell me about this happening? Has anyone ever experienced> it?> > I've been undergoing a hell of a time for the past 6 months, I had to> quit my job due to my marriage, then I lost my father all of a sudden> and the final disaster was when my husband left me 3 weeks after my> marriage with no reason. Just like that abandoning me.> > I had so many humble people out here who prayed for my well being and> of course for my husband to return but I guess he's never going to> come back, and maybe it's amma's wish that she doesn't want him to> return. I have prayed so hard for him to come back for the past 5> months and now I've lost faith in it eventhough deep down I still> think of him. It's a terrible period of time and continuous disaster.> I hope to see light soon. My spirituality has increased though> eversince all these happenings.> > Thanks.> > Priya Pillai> > > > > > > > > > > Visit your group "Kali_Ma" on the web.> > To from this group, send an email to:> Kali_Ma> > Your use of is subject to the Terms of Service. > > > > > > > > > Send instant messages to your online friends http://in.messenger.> Send instant messages to your online friends http://in.messenger. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 23, 2005 Report Share Posted December 23, 2005 Dear Jyotsna and all here who care for me, Thank you for your kind words of solace. All I want is fair justice. What else more does a man require in this present age, I held a good well paid job and was forced to leave, a very independent person who never depended anyone at all, always lending a helping hand to all in need of help and always minded my own business. What more can a woman like me expect? I had no expectations of my other half and his family. All I hoped for was a happy and blessed wedded life, as it was my parents wish to see me settled down in life but in turn it just turned out to be a nightmare which will take its due course of time to heal. It's just like hitting two birds with one stone as in my situation everything happened at the same time. (Loss=Job, Death=Father, Marriage=Me, Departure=Husband). A terrible equation of LIFE. I know it sounds stupid to leave a job as such but everyone would think marriage happens once in a lifetime, and to me that marriage was important and meant a lot to me and my family. Instead, only nightmare after nightmare. You are right Jyotsna, for that matter anyone would agree, a husband is supposed to be a protector for his wife in all the aspects throughout the life but in my case, he never wanted to get involmed in anything pertaining to my situation. i was just abandoned, and yet I never said anything about it as that's how I am. Indeed, it has certainly been a very expensive affair for me and my family. Thank you all once again, it's a mere relief to have had all these clogged up in my heart all these months to be released, as my mum is also under shock and is yet to recover. How can she expect to be, losing her husband and seeing her daughter's life is such is truly a mother's agony. Love and care always, Priya Kali_Ma, jyotsna pandit <jyotsna_pndt> wrote: > > Dear Priya > > Its very sad to hear all this and i really appreciate that u have faced such a painfull phase in life at this age.But ,u know, life has to go with its own flow and its we ,being, who have to strive and come out of these low phase of life.I know its not easy, it calls for lot of strength and courage with moist eyes sometimes but u would make it very soon as now u r in the vision of Ma.U have already been given an intimation from her side that She(Ma) is with u.Why to worry?.Start preparing urself for a new life right away.Put - in every part of urs in looking for a new job if ur old job is revealing any difficulty to rejoin.Be sure ,u would get a job soon. > > Priya, even if ur inlaws were absolutely sick people and inhuman, ur husband shud have defended u, atleast, not out of the bond of relationship or pitiness but for the cause of humanity ,which he failed to do.Such people don't carry any respect not only in the eyes of we women but in the community of men also.If ur husband realizes everythg and wants to come back to u for watever he lost then also u need to be very careful before considering him and priya i wud sincerely suggest u dont keep him in ur priority list anymore.He is not worth of it.A husband is suppose to be a protector for his wife in all the aspects throughout the life not the reason of her distress and painful life.And as far as ur inlaws are concerned, if u feel anythg u have extra from them u return it back but be sure that u sudnt give them any extra penny if they dont owe it coz marriage itself an expensive affair especially from the girls side . > > take care of ur urself as well as ur family. > Love > jyotsna..Priya Pillai <interlude4> wrote: > Dear Jyotsna, > > Your email has been another consoling gift of love to me. I thank you > so much and I am glad to have such nice people around from all over. > It is duly a terrible thing for a woman like me to go through this at > a young age. I'm only 29. I'm the eldest in the family, my mother is > a housewife and a little brother who is still at college. So being > without a job and losing the man of the house (my father) and worst > of all knowing such heartless and cruel people exist (my husband's > family) is something I can't explain and understand its situation and > circumstances. I've known my husbands family for the past 2 and 1/2 > years before marriage took place. And within 3 weeks he just leaves > me, knowing how I would really need a man to stand by me at this > grieving period of time for console. But they changed entirely after > the wedding and since my father isn't arond to watch what's going on. > The have resoluted to such doings. Leaving me within 3 weeks, saying > all sorts of nasty things, saying I was desperate for the wedding, > and asking back for all the jewels and sarees to be returned > including my "mangalyam thaali". Now why would I be so desperate for > a wedding when I'm moaning for the loss of my father. They insisted > the wedding should go on. I couldn't even perform the actual rites > for the 16 days death prayer peacefully. I had to rush within 3 days > because of the wedding. It was exactly a week before my wedding my > father has passed away in June 2005 all of a sudden. So if they say > I'm desperate well, they could have stopped the wedding as the death > was a good cause and moreover a wedding will never go on without the > groom not arriving and without his consent. So, you see I had to > undergo so much stress mentally and physically, and that's when I > decided from now onwards, only Ma is going to be in my heart and > other things are secondary in life. I spare time just for her only, > when I'm sad or happy or feeling uneasy or even scared, I will > approach her and talk to her from within. And that's how I've been > running my time and life for the past 5 and 1/2 mths. Now my only > hope is to secure myself a job and support my family. > > Love, > > Priya > > Jai Ma Kali > > Kali_Ma, jyotsna pandit <jyotsna_pndt> > wrote: > > > > Dear Priya > > > > It seems that ur sufferings are coming to an end now and i feel > that u have been blessed by Ma coz of ur believe, faith and devotion > in Her.Dont ever loose ur heart, She is there to take care of u > now.Ma would give u all the strength and lead towards right direction > for ur happiness and peace of mind.Just keep faith in Ma , u wud get > a job soon and ur husband would also return back. > > > > I can sense the pain & agony u have gone in the past and still > facing but if u have not done any harm to anyone, ur pain and > sufferings would be only for the time being.just remember to be good > always to everyone.Have patience along with the devotion and just > talk to Ma as if u'r talking bout ur problems and pain to ur own > mother.I m sure she is with u, now, after i learned bout the incident > happened with u in the temple.U r very lucky to have these feelings > in you. > > > > Take care of urself,I have also joined my hands with u and would > surely pray to Ma for ur recovering out of all the problems and get > back to a normal and beutiful life again.She would surely listen to > us. > > > > Regards, > > Jyotsna. > > > > Priya Pillai <interlude4> wrote: > > Dear All, > > > > I experienced something different and for the first time in my life. > > I went to Ambaji Temple and placed a garland of lime for Amma and > did > > some offerings, while the pujari was conducting the archana, tears > > started rolling down from my eyes, I wasn't crying and it keep on > > flowing for quite a while until it stopped and I felt a sense of > > lightness in my heart. > > > > Can someone tell me about this happening? Has anyone ever > experienced > > it? > > > > I've been undergoing a hell of a time for the past 6 months, I had > to > > quit my job due to my marriage, then I lost my father all of a > sudden > > and the final disaster was when my husband left me 3 weeks after my > > marriage with no reason. Just like that abandoning me. > > > > I had so many humble people out here who prayed for my well being > and > > of course for my husband to return but I guess he's never going to > > come back, and maybe it's amma's wish that she doesn't want him to > > return. I have prayed so hard for him to come back for the past 5 > > months and now I've lost faith in it eventhough deep down I still > > think of him. It's a terrible period of time and continuous > disaster. > > I hope to see light soon. My spirituality has increased though > > eversince all these happenings. > > > > Thanks. > > > > Priya Pillai > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Visit your group "Kali_Ma" on the web. > > > > > > Kali_Ma > > > > Terms of > Service. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Send instant messages to your online friends > http://in.messenger. > > > > > > > Visit your group "Kali_Ma" on the web. > > > Kali_Ma > > Terms of Service. > > > > > > > > > Send instant messages to your online friends http://in.messenger. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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Guest guest Posted December 24, 2005 Report Share Posted December 24, 2005 Dear Celeste, I feel so much for you and I know the pain you have gone through too. When all these could happen ... tell me how are we to judge and trust the next man who walks into our lives if it ever happens. I have begun to have such doubts and fear towards men. Fear in the sense that they may be the next person who might just cause disaster. Take care and you have a friend in me. Love, Priya Kali_Ma, Celeste <frozen_winter_tears> wrote: > > Priya, > > I know your pain... > > I have been married divoriced, > raped...and had a miscarriage..... > > you are not alone. > > I am here if you need me. > > frozen_winter_tears > > celeste > > > > > > > Photos > Ring in the New Year with Photo Calendars. Add photos, events, holidays, whatever. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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Guest guest Posted December 27, 2005 Report Share Posted December 27, 2005 Thank you so much for the courage. I've added you to my messenger, if you happen to be online anytime, maybe we could chat and catch up more. Thanks and take care. Kali_Ma, Celeste <frozen_winter_tears> wrote: > > Priya, > > I know your pain... > > I have been married divoriced, > raped...and had a miscarriage..... > > you are not alone. > > I am here if you need me. > > frozen_winter_tears > > celeste > > > > > > > Photos > Ring in the New Year with Photo Calendars. Add photos, events, holidays, whatever. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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