Guest guest Posted May 7, 2002 Report Share Posted May 7, 2002 Jai Srimannarayana! Paying da:so:hams at the lotus feet of HH Shri Chinna Jeeyar Swamiji I wish to share the following moments in my life with you all Recently I had to go to Hyderabad when I got a call from my maternal uncle, that my mother was seriously sick and doctors have asked to inform me. I rushed by the next available flight praying HH Shri Swamiji and God for betterment of her condition. She was very happy to see me as she was just holding on to the life till I reach India, surviving unbearable pain and discomfort caused by cirrhosis, jaundice. I spent about a week with her in the hospital. Medicines were slowly not giving any response and doctors could not do much. Out of her experience and probably because of divine messages to her, my mother already knew that she would not live anymore and was urging us to take her home as soon as possible. We could not just discontinue the treatment even though we all realized that her survival will be possible only by a miracle. At that time, HH Shri Swamiji was visiting Janagaon to conduct 5-day 5-kunda:tmaka sudarsana maha yagnyam. I went to Janagaon, narrated my mother's condition to Him and prayed for His blessings. Shri Swamiji sympathetically gave me almost 30-40 minutes of audience despite His busy schedule and made me aware of the realities of life. He also narrated a miracle reported by doctors in Vijayawada and also the pain of a patient in USA where doctors gave up hopes of recovery. When I was about to leave, Shri Swamiji kindly said "We will see your mother". It gave me immense happiness as this was something which I could never ask for. As Shri Swamiji's visit to Hyderabad was scheduled for 29th March, I interepreted that HH will see my mother at that time. I told my mother and everyone that HH will be visiting her very soon. I was happy because I believed that my mother will live at least for 20+days more till He comes. I have requested for special prayers in the Sudarasana yagnyam in the name of my mother and father and Shri Swamiji gave yagnya prasadam with His blessings. I wanted to visit Janagaon again on 11th March - the concluding day of Sudarsana yagnyam to have darsan of Shri Swamiji. But my mother's condition started worsening on the night of 10th March. She was talking to me till 2 AM on 11th March. By morning she was not talking any more. When we asked her and enquired her repeatedly, she kept on saying that "Please do not disturb me. I am listening to Shri Swamivaru". We were not believing her, thinking that she was probably getting mixed up in her memory. After sometime when we again started talking to her, she said that "Please do not disturb me. I am listening to the ve:da chanting by ve:da purusha:s". Like this she was saying for about 2 hours and after that she stopped talking. But whenever we asked her to repeat the dwaya mantram she was repeating it. She did not repeat or talk anything else. We started taking her home in an ambulance to Vizianagaram from Hyderabad as doctors have given up hope finally. She breathed her last when we were nearing Vijayawada, around 7 PM on 11th March. Later on when we were reflecting back what all happened, we realized that HH has kindly given Darshan to her and talked to her even though He could not come physically. The ve:da chanting she was listening to, could be the sudarsana yagnyam poorna:huti mantras and the chanting of various scriptures taking place "live" at Janagaon. Shri Swamiji has given her divine hearing power and probably divine vision too so that she could witness and benefit from the antya kala smriti. Not only that, Shri Swamiji made her survive till I reach India from US surprising to doctors who have already resigned when they asked to inform me. We were all astonished by the manifestation of divine yogic and sankalpa power of our great acharyas who are truely called satya sankalpas. I thought that Swamiji can visit her only if He comes physically or I take my mother to Him. But it was not necessary to do so. He needs to see her and she needs to have His darshan. It happened. We were also surprised by the incessant antya kala smriti of my mother as she was chanting dwaya mantram. HH Shri Swamiji gave her the ability to do so. Another Swamiji - HH Shri Tridandi Sri Ranga Ramanuja Jeeyar Swamiji, to whom she was mother and acharya patni, also might have blessed her with capacities to talk and think only about Lord Srimannarayana and our acharyas when she commenced her final journey. I felt very much blessed and secured to be at least an atom when such acharyas are living physically amongst us spreading their universal love on all of us. I do not know where I was when Lord Rama or Krishna or Shri Ramanuja was visiting us, but am fortunate to be here when our acharyas are taking care of us, witnessing their affection and benevolence dumbfoundedly. Pallandu for our such great Acharyas! Pallandu for our beloved Shri Swamiji! Pallandu for our Lord Srimannarayana! Adiyen Murali Krishna Kalvapudi Ramanuja Dasaha. Jai Srimannarayana! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 8, 2002 Report Share Posted May 8, 2002 Priya Sriman Murali! Jai Srimannarayana! We feel pained for the memories you have with regard to your departed mother, who was blessed to be the divine mother of HH Swamiji. No doubt the memories will be shadowing us always yet, we need to bear with them and should pray for her and for ourselves also. Let the divine soul serve The Lord Srimannarayana in all respects and being enjoying the Ashtagunas with it, Let we also bless to serve the Lord in allrespects. =chinnajeeyar= --- murali_chris <murali_chris wrote: > Jai Srimannarayana! > > Paying da:so:hams at the lotus feet of HH Shri > Chinna Jeeyar Swamiji > I wish to share the following moments in my life > with you all > > Recently I had to go to Hyderabad when I got a call > from > my maternal uncle, that my mother was seriously sick > and doctors have asked to inform me. I rushed by > the > next available flight praying HH Shri Swamiji and > God > for betterment of her condition. She was very happy > to > see me as she was just holding on to the life till I > > reach India, surviving unbearable pain and > discomfort > caused by cirrhosis, jaundice. I spent about a week > with her in the hospital. Medicines were slowly not > giving any response and doctors could not do much. > Out of her experience and probably because of divine > messages to her, my mother already knew that she > would not live anymore and was urging us to take her > home as soon as possible. We could not just > discontinue > the treatment even though we all realized that her > survival will be possible only by a miracle. > > At that time, HH Shri Swamiji was visiting Janagaon > to conduct > 5-day 5-kunda:tmaka sudarsana maha yagnyam. I went > to Janagaon, narrated my mother's condition to Him > and prayed for His blessings. Shri Swamiji > sympathetically > gave me almost 30-40 minutes of audience despite His > busy schedule and made me aware of the realities of > life. > He also narrated a miracle reported by doctors in > Vijayawada > and also the pain of a patient in USA where doctors > gave up > hopes of recovery. When I was about to leave, > Shri Swamiji kindly said "We will see your mother". > > It gave me immense happiness as this was something > which > I could never ask for. As Shri Swamiji's visit to > Hyderabad > was scheduled for 29th March, I interepreted that HH > will > see my mother at that time. I told my mother and > everyone > that HH will be visiting her very soon. I was happy > because I believed that my mother will live at least > for > 20+days more till He comes. I have requested for > special > prayers in the Sudarasana yagnyam in the name of my > mother > and father and Shri Swamiji gave yagnya prasadam > with > His blessings. I wanted to visit Janagaon again on > 11th March - the concluding day of Sudarsana yagnyam > > to have darsan of Shri Swamiji. > > But my mother's condition started worsening on the > night > of 10th March. She was talking to me till 2 AM on > 11th > March. By morning she was not talking any more. When > we > asked her and enquired her repeatedly, she kept on > saying > that "Please do not disturb me. I am listening to > Shri > Swamivaru". We were not believing her, thinking > that she was probably getting mixed up in her > memory. > After sometime when we again started talking to her, > she > said that "Please do not disturb me. I am listening > to > the ve:da chanting by ve:da purusha:s". Like this > she > was saying for about 2 hours and after that she > stopped > talking. But whenever we asked her to repeat the > dwaya mantram she was repeating it. She did not > repeat > or talk anything else. > > We started taking her home in an ambulance to > Vizianagaram from Hyderabad as doctors have given up > > hope finally. She breathed her last when we were > nearing > Vijayawada, around 7 PM on 11th March. > > Later on when we were reflecting back what all > happened, > we realized that HH has kindly given Darshan to her > and > talked to her even though He could not come > physically. > The ve:da chanting she was listening to, could be > the > sudarsana yagnyam poorna:huti mantras and the > chanting of > various scriptures taking place "live" at Janagaon. > Shri Swamiji > has given her divine hearing power and probably > divine > vision too so that she could witness and benefit > from the > antya kala smriti. Not only that, Shri Swamiji made > her survive > till I reach India from US surprising to doctors > who have already resigned when they asked to inform > me. > > We were all astonished by the manifestation of > divine yogic and > sankalpa power of our great acharyas who are truely > called satya > sankalpas. I thought that Swamiji can visit her > only if > He comes physically or I take my mother to Him. > But it was not necessary to do so. He needs to see > her and > she needs to have His darshan. It happened. We were > also surprised > by the incessant antya kala smriti of my mother as > she > was chanting dwaya mantram. HH Shri Swamiji gave her > the ability to do so. Another Swamiji - HH Shri > Tridandi Sri Ranga Ramanuja Jeeyar Swamiji, to whom > she > was mother and acharya patni, also might have > blessed her > with capacities to talk and think only about Lord > Srimannarayana > and our acharyas when she commenced her final > journey. > > I felt very much blessed and secured to be at least > an atom > when such acharyas are living physically amongst us > spreading their universal love on all of us. I do > not know > where I was when Lord Rama or Krishna or Shri > Ramanuja was > visiting us, but am fortunate to be here when our > acharyas > are taking care of us, witnessing their affection > and > benevolence dumbfoundedly. > > Pallandu for our such great Acharyas! > Pallandu for our beloved Shri Swamiji! > Pallandu for our Lord Srimannarayana! > > Adiyen > Murali Krishna Kalvapudi Ramanuja Dasaha. > > Jai Srimannarayana! > > > > > Health - your guide to health and wellness http://health. 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