Guest guest Posted March 18, 2001 Report Share Posted March 18, 2001 Jaya Guru Datta, I am very happy to have joined the group of devotees of Swamiji. Welcome me with Swamiji's beautiful experiences and encounters with Him. bye anu Get email at your own domain with Mail. http://personal.mail./ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 18, 2001 Report Share Posted March 18, 2001 Jai Guru Datta Everyone, I have been thinking about our beloved Sadguru a lot these past few days, and how he works in our lives. For many years, Sri Swamiji has been asking me to complete a certain project....while I've made progress on that project, I have yet to complete it. Along the way, I had many other questions and things I wanted to learn and think about before accepting what my sadguru wanted for me....I realized the other day, as Sri Swamiji's project still stares me in the face, and I know that I must honor his will for me, that he had lovingly answered all of my questions....for each concern, he had brought someone into my life who could help me answer my questions and learn more....as I thought about it, I also realized that each of the teachers he had brought me had a dual nature...many very good spiritual things to teach, and on other levels corrupted in many ways. ...it was an important lesson, and a reminder that we live in a world of duality and that we should use our powers of discernment and take only that which leads us to inner truth...As I thought about this, another line of thinking began in my head...One of the wonderful things about now living in New Jersey is that I am surrounded by loving Datta devotees and their children...it is a real joy to watch them raise their little ones with Swamiji as an important part of their lives...Last week, I had the wonderful opportunity to talk with one of the devotee's son about Sri Swamiji and the mysteries of God....he is a really bright little ten year old, and has a mind that is already asking important questions..I told him he was very lucky that Sri Swamiji was already in his life...He told me that Sri Swamiji had told him the same thing...that he was very lucky that Swamiji had come to him at such a young age...A few days later I was to go to my women's spirituality group..the theme of our meeting was childhood...we were to bring something....a picture, story, whatever, that we wanted to share about spirituality in our childhood....for the life of me, I couldn't think about what I was going to say....I always have lots of stories, and for once I was stumped....I thought and thought and thought and couldn't come up with one thing I wanted to share with the group. In the meantime, I got sick and decided not to go...and I figured maybe I wasn't supposed to go anyway, and that was why I couldn't think of anything...Needless to say, my mind wandered back to my earlier conversation about having Swamiji in your life as a child...hmmm....I didn't meet Sri Swamiji until I was 35, but I wished that he had been with me when I was a child.. and that I had a story to tell about my childhood that included Sri Swamiji. The next day I was dusting my bookshelf. One of the daughter's of the devotee's here is a freshman in high school. She recently had a reading assignment that she had asked me to help her with. Much to my delight, she actually had read a couple of the books I had recommended for her schoolwork and we had the opportunity to talk about them...which I really enjoyed. As I was dusting I remembered a book that I thought she might enjoy that had been like the bible to me when I was her age in high school ---T.H.White's Once and Future King....one of the things that I most loved about it was all of the stories of how the wizard Merlin came to young King Arthur as a child and taught him about life through the animals in the forest....I reread and reread that book as a young teen, and even though Merlin gets imprisioned because of his desire in the end, I wished that I had a Merlin in my life.....hmmm...I wondered, was that Sri Swamiji teaching me in my youth? Wow! I really began to wonder if he had been with me then....Yesterday I went to an Anagha vratam at one of the devotee's homes. Another devotee was there reading a book aloud to her little girl. I sidled up and sat next to them because she was reading one of my favorite stories...The Wizard of Oz! I was happily listening to the story, like a little girl again (and looking at the pictures) when it dawned on me that one year of childhood hadn't passed that I hadn't faithfully watched Judy Garland in the Wizard of Oz....it was my favorite movie....I always wanted to be Dorothy....off to find the great OZ.....Oh Boy! Was that Sri Swamji in my childhood again preparing me to meet him? I wondered....as I listened and thought, I was once again struck by the same lesson I had been thinking about a few days earlier....once Dorothy reaches Oz she finds out that there really isn't any great wizard, just a man behind the curtain making lots of noise, but he is a real guru, because he teaches her and tin man, and the lion and the scarecrow that they need to look within...what they see outside is only maya....bells and whistles and lots of noise...the truth is inside them, not in the wizard's palace.....Wow! So now I finally have a story to tell about spirituality and my childhood and Swamiji, but my women's group has already met, and we have a new theme for next month, so I decided to share my little story with my Datta Family.... Much love to you all, Jai Guru Datta, Daria Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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