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Hi to All

 

I have forwarded this message from the Kundalini list at the author's

request. Can anyone here help her, or can anyone refer her to someone who

can. Please send any mail to her privately.

 

Sat Nam!

Gordon

 

 

> leslieb

>

> Hi everyone. I'm writing to introduce myself briefly, and express an

interest in finding a down-to-earth, knowledgeable teacher who experiences

and understands kundalini processes. A big heart and solid integrity are two

other very important qualities I'm looking for in a teacher. I would also

like to know if anyone knows of any active research projects or scholarships

related to kundalini or spiritual awakening. I'm 36 years old. I work as a

Graphic Designer, and have been taking graduate level Transpersonal

Psychology courses part-time in the evening for the past two years. I have

been experiencing various aspects of kundalini awakening since '86, but

didn't have any idea what was happening until '96 when I started

experiencing uncomfortable aspects of the experience (feeling like there was

a fire hose full of energy rushing through my body and shaking intensely in

my chest, involuntary movements (particularly in the evening), mind slowing

way down, sensitivity to flourescent lights, trouble sleeping, etc. Most of

the uncomfortable aspects ceased within the better part of a year. The main

features that have continued are hightened intuition and sensitivity,

feelings of union with existence, regular experiences of White Light (two

versions: one that's brighter and lasts longer at "12" in my visual field

(if my visual field were compared to the shape of a clock), and another that

moves counter-clockwise from about "2" to "10" in my visual field. I would

love to study this phenomena full-time, to help myself and others, if I

could figure out a way to finance it. The experience fascinates me, and I

would like to learn more about cultivating it safely. I am an excellent

student with a B.A. in Religious Studies and an M.S. in Electronics and

Computer Technology, and have access to Stanford University Psychophysiology

Laboratory (where I used to work). I live south of San Francisco,

California. I am also quite interested in learning about others' experiences

with kundalini, and would love to know of anyone possibly interested in

participating as a research subject.

>

> Love & Light,

> Leslie