I have some questions!!

[Guest guest]

Hello all !!

 

I am sitting here this evening and besides feeling very sad ..I find that I

have so many questions....I used to be a person who was able to handle most

things quite well and mostly I still can ...but I have become profoundly

aware since my spiritual awakening 5 years ago of a nature of spirit, what I

call here the female spirit which is soft , dark, misty , all over the place

,mystical, sad ,weary , I think everything that has to do with the female

principle , is this so strange to me because I have lived a basically outward

life and not been in touch with my female energy ? .I will not say that I

am afraid of this but I find it difficult to get it all together again .I

know that I am not supposed to move backward in life but before I could see

my goals, now I seem to be uninterested in firstly having any goals & it

seems unimportant if I get there anyway ??The more I try to understand the

more it eludes me , is this a Neptunian principle????Even writing this I find

it extremely difficult explaining .............So often I used to feel "you

have to get there" and now I feel " there is nowhere to go".( you are already

there ) ..Is it a problem that we mostly today live in a world that is active

& outgoing, in other words musculine principle . ..that we have not let the

female & spiritual side of life come into it enough .....the thing is with

this whole situation is that I cannot rationalise it all away as there just

seem to be no answers for me, well none that I can work out...I feel like I

have reached the end of the rope ( of my understanding ) ...and if I let go I

really don`t know where I am going to land. I decided to write this right now

while I am in the " mood " as if it passes I will not be able to express it .

 

I will be happy to hear any suggestions

 

in love Ingrid :-(

[Guest guest]

Hello Ingrid,

 

To my knowledge, and from my experience too,

there is something, when you evolve, called

'the dark night (of the soul)'.

 

That can last many years...

 

And some people will never go through.

 

It may look like a loss of motivation.

 

The way out is to know (partly) how to

evolve, and what you wish the next step to be.

 

Many mystics went through this 'dark night'

before emerging.

 

You'll find something about it in the Books section

of my Kundalini site :

 

http://jdsetls.virtualave.net/Kundalini/Books/books.html

 

If you want more suggestion for readings about that,

just tell me. I have some critics ready in my mind, and

I'll publish them first.

 

Greetings from France,

 

Froggy Jacques

 

 

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