Guest guest Posted August 26, 2001 Report Share Posted August 26, 2001 >mgb <mgbaraybar >Kundaliniyoga >Kundaliniyoga > Unconscious Fears >Fri, 24 Aug 2001 17:47:13 -0700 (PDT) > >Sat nam to all. I'm going to write some stuff and see if >anyone can relate, and maybe help me out. Since childhood >I've always confined myself away from family and society >because I've always been extremely sensitive. In the >scheme of things there was negative energy in my family >that was passed on to me, not to mention society's. (this >could be a really long one but i'm shortening it to >generalize). I have alot of unconscious baggage, FEARS is >number one and dominant, you could call it a big pile of >bad karma. As u may know, this affects our understanding >of ourselves, our life, the world, pretty much the whole >nine yards. My biggest fears manifest themselves when I'm >out in society, interacting with the world...it is very >hard for me to find peace out there, I cant explain myself >why...theres just these psychological complexities that >limit me through my unconscious. I guess I still havent >let go of my Ego that I had to protect myself with all >these years...but it has an extremely emotionally >destructive side and I cant take it anymore, it's very >frustrating because now that I'm meditating and beginning >to enter Consciousness my fears still take the first step >when i'm trying to make friends or relationships with the >world. I'm used to being very solitary, thats not the >problem, the problem is the pain in my mind. If there is >anyone out there who can relate please let me know how u >deal with this. The only way to get rid of all this >negative karma for me right now is just keep >meditating...that has brought me patience and peace within >myself. I guess my continuous fears of hiding myself from >people has led me to feel insecure in the world. Thats why >i was asking about which chakra i need to nourish for >self-confidence/self-expression. Do you think that this >could be all a big pile of fears from previous lives? > >thank u so much for your input and support. >sat nam >love light peace, >maria > >===== >SAT NAM, maria your letter was very sincere, and i thank you for that. it happened the same to me, only that it took me a pretty long time to figuer it out. in your letter tou said the most important thing:keep on meditating till ya get there! its a rough road, and maybe your fears could even express themselves a bit more, and it takes time for them to go away, in my case, i used to write them all down, and comfront them one by one, when i felt prepared of course, by doing that, it would encourage me to comfront anything, and once you succede, you realize that its not so bad, o hard. anyways, i understand you one hundred percent, and i think that all of us ahve the same fear, some more, some less, we dont live in an easy society, buy hey, why bother? just focuse on who you are and what your path is, and you wont be needing of anyones acceptance, or filling in... theres also some sets to get rid of fears, those help alot. in the meantime, i shall send my best wishes, and many blessings to you, and your fears! teresa > > > >Make international calls for as low as $.04/minute with Messenger >http://phonecard./ _______________ Descargue GRATUITAMENTE MSN Explorer en http://explorer.msn.es/intl.asp Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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