Guest guest Posted October 13, 2001 Report Share Posted October 13, 2001 Hi all, I have been in a slump for weeks now-lazy & uncommitted. Eating unhealthy foods like crazy! Im not feeling truly depressed though, I have been depressed before and I just sleep a lot- IM not sleeping all day, IM not really sad-sad like crying on the outside-normaI daily tasks are done- kids to school and extra activities are met, Im a college student too- Im getting all of this done with no great connected sadness- Im just not moving spiritually ...I can't seem to make a committed movement to spirit. My mind feels totally careless with spirit-this is just like a body surface lack of concern for everything spiritually that needs to be done. My heart is hurting and I hear my spirit telling me "I am sad .... Do this for spirit" I know I deeply want to connect but..... It is just a matter of doing that! The hours pass by me and I have done nothing---no sadhana-no anything. Mung beans and rice are in the frig and are waiting to be eaten-Meditation notes and lessons just waiting to be read and ready for me to begin. But still I am immovable. yoga and spirit lazy....is there anything worse than this-this is so terrible. I am totally a slacker. This is the worst it has ever been. I am so embarrassed at my myself ...this is hard for me to even write ... maybe even just writing these confessions will help me out -thanks for being my shoulder to lean on. Guru Tera Kaur Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 13, 2001 Report Share Posted October 13, 2001 hello guru tera kaur, join the club!!! evrthing has it's own time.....just keep going through this.... love preeti Make a great connection at Personals. http://personals. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 13, 2001 Report Share Posted October 13, 2001 Dear Guru Tera Kaur, We all need to use the energies that are available at specific times. Sounds like the energies are telling you to do absolutely NOTHING and enjoy doing nothing. Maybe this is what you are supposed to do a this time. Spend 2 hours (or whatever time) doing nothing. Get back to zero point. Mercury in retrograde is a perfect time to do this. (Oct 2 -22 or right now) Sat Nam, Gururattan Kaur Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 13, 2001 Report Share Posted October 13, 2001 Guru Tera Kaur, this is one place where a commitment to having at least one ongoing meditation that you have chosen to do for 40, 90, 120 days or more helps. when you can't make yourself do anything else, doing that one thing (so you don't have to start over) will help keep you connected, even if you're not enjoying doing it. and be patient and love yourself, it's only temporary. Peace, Love and Light, Sukhmani - MieshaLarkins Kundaliniyoga Saturday, October 13, 2001 10:45 AM lazy and uncommitted monkey Hi all, I have been in a slump for weeks now-lazy & uncommitted. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 13, 2001 Report Share Posted October 13, 2001 Dearest Guru Tera Kaur, Up until this point, have you been doing a lot of work on yourself????? If you have, sometimes we need a do nothing period for things to intergrate. Today and the past few days, I am in the same place you are in. But I have vowed to myself to start up on Monday. Will let you know if I do. Can you connect with why you are sad??? Perhaps you need to grieve. Do things for you with spirit in mind. Blessings, Samantha Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 13, 2001 Report Share Posted October 13, 2001 Dear Samantha, Since it has been hard to get myself started, I was wondering if it would be helpful for us to start on a program together. I just mean the same time frame so we can in-courage each other. I would like to vow to start one of the lessons on Sunday for 40 days. I know we can all do this. Sat Nam, Siri Devta Kaur --- Samantha > > Today and the past few days, I am in the same place > you are in. But I have > vowed to > myself to start up on Monday. Will let you know if > I do. > > > > > Make a great connection at Personals. http://personals. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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