Request for Help

[Guest guest]

Hi to All

 

Some months ago, I think it was Dharam Singh (who is currently in India) who

posted a very good description about Kundalini Yoga and its many benefits.

If anyone can give me the date and subject heading for this I will be most

grateful. If you are reading the list right now Dharam, please mail me.

 

Sat Nam!

Gordon

 

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[Guest guest]

Dear all,

I have been sitting down trying to work out why I can't function sexually and

where it all goes back to.

I have pinpointed a single point. I have lost deisre.

It's not the same as meditating and reaching a point of none desire and

attachment, but more a painful course of events leading to an emotional

blockage.

 

I would like to ask the list to send me some healing for this lack of desire

for physical contact with other humans. I feel that much of the emotions have

been moved through but the flame of desire went out and needs to be lit up

again. I need my pilot light ignited again like a boiler that can't flare up to

heat the water.

 

I am always trying to do it alone but I felt guided this morning to ask for a

little extra help.

 

A small prayer or healing would be most welcomed.

much love Elektra x x x

 

 

 

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[Guest guest]

Hi Elektra..............blessings........................after has made

his comments on your request,(he runs this site),and after his advice to the

group. I will offer some work for you.

I would suggest that you remain tuned into Chrism's take on your situation.

 

Let things work a bit as he advises,then ''with his ''advise if you need some

work from and give permissions ............i will assist from my end. But

please follow his guidance first.

 

It may just be group work too in which case all is well.............or Chrism

may assign a specific person within this entire group to help.That may not be me

...............but if ts needed and i can do my ''bit '' i will offer.

 

Love to all

R............................................

-

Elektra Fire

Friday, July 28, 2006 6:50 AM

Re: Request for help

 

 

Dear all,

I have been sitting down trying to work out why I can't function sexually and

where it all goes back to.

I have pinpointed a single point. I have lost deisre.

It's not the same as meditating and reaching a point of none desire and

attachment, but more a painful course of events leading to an emotional

blockage.

 

I would like to ask the list to send me some healing for this lack of desire

for physical contact with other humans. I feel that much of the emotions have

been moved through but the flame of desire went out and needs to be lit up

again. I need my pilot light ignited again like a boiler that can't flare up to

heat the water.

 

I am always trying to do it alone but I felt guided this morning to ask for a

little extra help.

 

A small prayer or healing would be most welcomed.

much love Elektra x x x

 

 

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[Guest guest]

Hello Elektra,

This a first and second issue. If you can focus on doing

the first Tibetan, the spinning, this will open a micro flow of kundalini, Then

you will bring this flow up to your second center - chakra - and allow the

infusion to be complete. This is where the problems can be located. How a person

feels and has felt about the procreative act. What issues and imbalances have

occurred. Over time these areas can become thick with fear and emotional

imbalances directed at the self and others. Burying the desire by attaching to

it themes that are designed by these imbalances to shut down the procreative

urge.

 

This can happen to people who experience rape and incest or those that have

been punished for demonstrating sexual interest. One must uncover and counter

balance these issues very thoroughly. If it has been this way for years do not

expect immediate results unless you place this on a very high priority. For what

the reasons were that allowed this to occur, the new reasons for a reemergence

of the procreative urge must be established and embraced - really embraced and

acted upon.

 

Forgiveness of deep issues about fear, fear that may have caused life altering

attitudes must be balanced. By balanced I mean forgiven and allowed to no

longer effect the persons mental or emotional body's. All the help in the world

will not help this scenario unless the person can hold the new changes. This is

a matter of choice and a matter of doing some deep internal healing and

balancing of this and the issues surrounding the blockage.

 

Are you willing to go with in and do this work? I am sure the work has begun

but has it been processed with the degree of urgency that was incorporated in

developing the closure? Have you put in the time and energy for the opening as

was put in for the closing in other words? This work must be done. You must

consciously choose to balance these areas repeatably and continuously. It must

be a high priority for you and consume your interest and attention as it must

have been for the closure to occur.

 

This is a Rachel issue. Talk with her about this. Spin and do all the Tibetans

twice a day, Chakra breathe into the first and second, initiate Chi- Gung into

your practice which is similar to the chakra breathing, really do these things

Elektra. Do the forgiveness work and the balancing work. Go back to the areas

that caused the problems and balance them with forgiveness and this will drain

the residual fear.

 

As you do this then the work we do here for you will have significant

results.Richard Stuart and all here on this list feel free to incorporate your

Healings, the permission has been given. Please no " cordings " or attachments. I

will work through your scatterfield Elektra - blessings for all - chrism.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

Thanks Richard and Lisa,

 

i agree with you Richard and fully await Chrisms advice, I had been doing the

dynamic meditation to clear blocked emotions, a lot came out. But, it's been a

long time for me and sexual desire lessens as you get older sometimes and i was

wondering if it may be harder to refind the desire after so long.

So, if thinks it may help push start me then lovely, but perhaps Lisa

is correct about the energy going else where. I have considered that, as my

spiritual awakening coincided with my desire lacking. Did the energy go

somewhere else?

Am I meant to be like this? Should I try to change it? Should I do nothing?

I sat down this morning with my husband and wrote a time line of my physical

self. It started with 17 years of self loathing (my body) followed by two

pleasant sexual experiences going quickly towards death and destruction around

18 (friend died , I went on a self destruct mission and sex always was a part of

it).

 

Thought I had a deadly STD.

 

By the time I was 21 I had lost all desire for sex and was no longer attracted

sexually towards people, I had become completely non sexual. But, I had found

respect for myself and the will to live. I was happy.

Not having sex made me happy.

Now, I'm 31 and not having sex is not making me happy any more. ( even though

I'm always happy underneath on a deep inner level, praise be to shakti).

 

Writing it down really helped me in some ways, just to see it on the paper.

Really just writing to the list and speaking about it is therapy.

To know I'm secure and not judged. I felt that with my husband this morning

and it made me even more determined to get to the bottom of it all.

Thanks for being there and listening , it's healing just to chat

 

Peace and love to all, and gratitude to the water.....

Elektra x x x

 

 

 

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[Guest guest]

Bittersweet

written by Rumi, edited by Deepak Chopra, reading by Madonna

----------

" In my hallucination

I saw my beloved's flower garden

In my vertigo, in my dizziness

In my drunken haze

Whirling and dancing like a spinning wheel

 

I saw myself as the source of existence

I was there in the beginning

And I was the spirit of love

Now I am sober

There is only the hangover

And the memory of love

And only the sorrow

 

I yearn for happiness

I ask for help

I want mercy

And my love says:

 

Look at me and hear me

Because I am here

Just for that

 

I am your moon and your moonlight too

I am your flower garden and your water too

I have come all this way, eager for you

Without shoes or shawl

 

I want you to laugh

To kill all your worries

To love you

To nourish you

 

Oh sweet bitterness

I will soothe you and heal you

I will bring you roses

I, too, have been covered with thorns "

-----------------

Namaste

A.

 

 

 

, Elektra Fire

<elektra.fire wrote:

>

> Thanks Richard and Lisa,

>

> i agree with you Richard and fully await Chrisms advice, I had

been doing the dynamic meditation to clear blocked emotions, a lot

came out. But, it's been a long time for me and sexual desire

lessens as you get older sometimes and i was wondering if it may be

harder to refind the desire after so long.

> So, if thinks it may help push start me then lovely, but

perhaps Lisa is correct about the energy going else where. I have

considered that, as my spiritual awakening coincided with my desire

lacking. Did the energy go somewhere else?

> Am I meant to be like this? Should I try to change it? Should I

do nothing?

> I sat down this morning with my husband and wrote a time line of

my physical self. It started with 17 years of self loathing (my

body) followed by two pleasant sexual experiences going quickly

towards death and destruction around 18 (friend died , I went on a

self destruct mission and sex always was a part of it).

>

> Thought I had a deadly STD.

>

> By the time I was 21 I had lost all desire for sex and was no

longer attracted sexually towards people, I had become completely

non sexual. But, I had found respect for myself and the will to

live. I was happy.

> Not having sex made me happy.

> Now, I'm 31 and not having sex is not making me happy any more.

( even though I'm always happy underneath on a deep inner level,

praise be to shakti).

>

> Writing it down really helped me in some ways, just to see it on

the paper.

> Really just writing to the list and speaking about it is therapy.

> To know I'm secure and not judged. I felt that with my husband

this morning and it made me even more determined to get to the

bottom of it all.

> Thanks for being there and listening , it's healing just to

chat

>

> Peace and love to all, and gratitude to the water.....

> Elektra x x x

>

>

>

> The all-new Mail goes wherever you go - free your email

address from your Internet provider.

>

>