1st class, Normal?;Class is Good!:-)

[Guest guest]

Hi and Sat Nam DiAnne,

 

I began to think negatively

> of the class, that it wasn't physical enough, yada

> yada. During the night I had mostly bad dreams and two

> specifically of the teacher. Your mind and its myriad of thoughts

and symbolism, and fears working overtime.

 

> emotional baggage all around me.

> class is good for me, class is bad for me?

It gets better. We make ourselves sick with all of our thoughts,

and fantasies, virtually all of them baseless. I've had it put

this way to me, "can you act on it?", if not then its worthless.

Stay with me on this. In the movie Appollo 13, they don't tell the

crew they have no flight plan for re-entry, meaning they'll fry.

Why? The boss said "can we do anything about it? No. Then why tell

them?" I know I used to have the same nueroses. Now I just watch them

float harmlessly by. One way I look at Kundalini is the striving for

neutrality. My own progression came slowly but with steady practice.

 

 

Teacher is bad, imagination is hyperactive? I'm really

> looking forward to advice, suggestions.

You got half of it, IMAGINATION (MIND)IS HYPERACTIVE. And if you

don't give it something to do, it'll go off on anything and

everything. My advice is to stick with the intuition or whatever

process it was that made you decide to go to KY class in the first

place. Our "small voices" are always there most of us just forgot

how to use them. Also, start a practice (sadhana, pronounced sod na)

at home, thats where I made rapid gains.

 

Blessings..

 

 

Brad

[Guest guest]

> Hello everyone, I am writing for the first time but have been reading all the

e-mails sent. Brad was talking about doing sadhana practice. I

> would like to know about that. Thank You Cindy