sharing small life changes

[Guest guest]

Dear Christa,

It was a very interesting post about the changes in

your life.I too have experienced some ( minute and

gradual ) changes , i think becasue of KY.I will be

looking forward to readong your "long stories";) in

the future too.

Love

Sat Nam

Preeti

 

 

 

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[Guest guest]

Christa I enjoyed you detailed story too. This group has really helped me.

I seem to need to "talk" about the stuff that is happening to me. It isn't

just advice that I need. I need some confirmation the I exist in a world

that others can comprehend. I am doing much better with Sadhana than when I

was doing it alone. This group is better than having a class to go to. In

classes I rarely communicate with anyone about the yoga through words. The

yoga is easy to do alone. The problem is interpreting my responses to it.

I think in detail and I need to write the way you do.

 

By the way, I always tell students that Ong Namo Guru dev namo... the

opening invocation is a connection with the golden chain of teachers past

and present. I find that when I teach, it is as though someone else were

teaching me. I say things that i had not thought of before and I am

learning from that "golden chain".

 

Sat Nam Gian (Ellen Madono)

 

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"spatialagent1" <spatialagent1

<Kundaliniyoga>

Tuesday, May 28, 2002 10:52 AM

sharing small life changes

 

 

> I also wanted to share some changes that I've noticed taking place

> over the last few months (since beginning KY). I should start by

> saying that when I was younger (in my teens) it was not uncommon for

> me to have vivid dreams/visions (that came true) or hear the phone

> ring before it actually did or be asked a question and know the

> answer without knowing how I knew it. It was all very natural for me,

> but it always scared my mother. I never tried it, so it was never

> intentional. But after answering a question one day (whose answer I

> should not have known) she looked me straight in the eyes and

> said "You REALLY scare me when you do that." I still remember the

> look in her eyes. She looked at me like I was possessed or something.

> Ever since then, I haven't had any visions or any other of the

> intuitive feelings that I used to get. I certainly didn't consciously

> want them not to come, but I think on a sub-conscious level I didn't

> like knowing my mother had this internal fear of me. So I'm assuming

> that I somehow 'turned it off'.

>

> I was also very right-brained in high school and college. I loved,

> and was good at, writing, psychology, philosophy and languages

> (french and russian). I was absolutely horrible with anything

> involving algebra, equations or math in general (I took basic Algebra

> in college twice and got D's both times).

>

> However, my current job, which I'm quite good at, has me working in

> high tech doing spatial data analysis (hence my email address). So I

> have become much more left-brained over the years. But I still felt

> like something was missing.

>

> Since doing KY, I have noticed some of the abilities I had when I was

> younger are beginning to come back. I now hear the phone ring before

> it actually does (not every time, but occasionally). I'll call

> someone not for any particular reason, only to find out they were

> just about to call me. I now even hear rain falling on the roof of my

> house before it actually starts to rain. But those are really

> the 'side effects' so to speak of what really is driving me. I'm more

> at peace now than I was. I have a different perspective on life now.

> I catch myself saying things that surprise me. It's almost like it's

> not me saying them, even though the words are coming from my mouth.

> And it's not that I'm surprised because the words are 'bad', but

> rather I'm surprised because they sound more aged (I know that

> doesn't sound right) or forgiving or understanding than I think I am.

> It sounds strange I know. But I believe and feel what I am saying, I

> just find it surprising that I'm the one saying it. I'm not sure that

> makes any sense. It's like I'm standing back listening to someone

> else speak through me.

>

> My eating habits have also changed. I used to eat (and love) just

> about every type of food, except coconut. I even love the taste of

> liver (always have). But lately I just don't feel like eating a lot

> of meat. I will sometimes, but at other times, I seem to have an

> aversion to it. It makes no sense to me. And now I have had this

> craving for watermelon and pineapple lately. And I was never really

> big on pineapple. I know I'm eating healthier. I'm eating more fresh

> fruits and veggies. But I'm not making a conscious effort to do so,

> which is the interesting part to me. I have always been one to eat

> when I feel hungry and eat what I feel my body wanted. I never bought

> low-fat, low cal, diet anything. I always ate what I wanted. But I

> also never ate when I wasn't hungry. (and my weight has hovered

> between 115 to 118 lbs -- so it worked for me). But now I appear to

> be 'turning into a vegetarian' by eating what appeals to my body. And

> that's what's interesting to me.

>

> I'm not sure exactly what is happening, but it all appears to be

> positive. I hope to continue to grow and learn and expand. And I will

> occasionally post rather lengthy 'stories' like this one just to

> share the changes I see happening in me with everyone else out there.

> Hopefully you will also do the same. And I hope I didn't bore anyone!

>

> Christa

>

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