hello, I need explanation, please.

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Dear all,

I am a new member to this group, my name is Karthig, from Malaysia (one of the

South east Asia countries). I wld like to tell all of you a few weird

happenings lately, and I am longing for an answer from all of you guys.

Before this, I was not a Kali devotee until once, my relative just took me to

one of the KALI MA temple, near my place.

Even before I could step into the temple, I could feel some kind of vibration,

especially at my feet and coming up through my inner body. Later, while praying

to the goddess, i experienced my first trance, in front of the deity and my own

tongue proluded, longing for heat. I was coolled down with ashes and there it

ends. This happened 2 years back. After this, I did visit the same temple and

KALI MA's existence was felt within me, although I did not go into trance.

Recently, we had "Laxmi Pooja" at one of my uncle's house and all of a sudden

KALI MAA came into me again and ever since the existence is getting even

stronger within me. Trance happend again a week after during the "ADI VELLI"

ceremony in another DURGA temple.

My questions,

1)I am not sure, why am I experiencing this and is KALIMA trying to say or

conveying any message to me? If yes, what is the method for me to get the

message into me?

2)What shall I do, as a first step to enter more into KALIMA worship? Where

shall I proceed from here?

3)Understand that usually KALIMA only finds female, but I am a male and still

experiencing the trance. Is this true?

4)Can I hv a few basic mantras to help me relieave the trans which I am

experincing?

5)For yr info, I do hv slip disc lower back and neck problems and what are the

mantras which can help me heal this?

 

Pls help. For yr info, I am a vegetarian, married and hv a 5 year old kid.

Thanks and hopefully I cld get some insights from your feedback.

Have a nice day.

 

Thanks and Regards,

 

Karthig