Guest guest Posted June 22, 2002 Report Share Posted June 22, 2002 Dear Christa, The mind cannot resolve the mind. The harder you try the more agitated and conflicting the effort becomes. One aspect of the mind is awareness. This awareness that we use to see by is the single subject for all objects. This single awareness feels like "I" so that the sensations of the body and thoughts, images and impressions of the mind feel like an identity. The mind constantly processed all these into a concept of who we think we are and runs over these thoughts incessantly in what psychologists call "self talk" which is the self-image we have. The mind cannot find or locate the seer, as you cannot see the part that sees, but you can watch. Watching is almost effortless and its benefits during the practice of Kundalini Yoga sets and Kriyas followed by KY laya and meditations. This is because the sets of postures and movements combined with powerful long deep breathing and breath of fire purify the nerves and related energy channels and charge the cells of the glands and organs, while electrifying ad polarizing the whole water based atomic structure. The result is that the body with its storehouse of impressions begins to resonate at a level that is higher than the frequency of thoughts, so that you come into a prethought state of intuition. If, as you begin to enter into each posture and movement, you watch inwardly the sensory experience of the movement of the body and the flow of prana, your awareness begins gradually, with each successive KY set to become aware of itself as not just the thoughts and sensations, but also the life force or prana behind them. You begin to almost float in that pranic field, which is the life force of the atom. This awareness of the flow of prana is what some yoga texts call the pranic sheath. With this awareness of yourself as the pranic field, when you also do Laya meditations and mantra, the sound is discovered to be greatly amplified. The greater the electromagnetic charge of the body field, the greater the amplification of the mantra, which resonates with such a force as to thoroughly dissolve all trapped images and impressions. And through it all, you simply watch without intention. The awareness we all have is the same as the Universal Consciousness - single and all-pervasive. Everything appears in That simple Awareness which animates each of us with Light and the sense of Being we call "I." Loosing our home or abidance in the seer, we go through life is a sort of repetitive dream - repeating karmic tendencies over and over. As we cannot take hold of that awareness, and as that awareness simply illumines images, we simply watch. Thus, simply by watching you are drawn inward to the depths of your being, and the consciousness of these depths emerge by themselves like recollections. Try this watching. In Buddhism it's called mindfulness, but in Kundalini Yoga, such still watching in practice brings the mind into immediate identity with it's pranic source, as the awareness itself, which is substratum of the prana fills the mind with Light, which you gradually recognize to be your True Self. Try this watching (applied awareness) and see what happens. You will see that when you sit to meditate you will not be bothered any longer by wandering thoughts and images. In fact you will become meditation in motion - active and inactive. (Also read some spiritual texts of the Saints and Saviors - Sat Gurus of the Ages, as when the mind is pure, the words you read will themselves have the power to awaken you completely to your True Self "Sat Nam" like coming out of a stupor or the emergence of recollections from an amnesia.) Pieter -- Message: 2 Fri, 21 Jun 2002 14:21:51 -0000 "spatialagent1" <spatialagent1 Re: VIPASSANA experiences <<------->> I have been trying to ignore them by focusing more intently on the mantra, but I always feel like I'm fighting against myself for my minds attention. I'm not sure that makes sense. Christa -- Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 22, 2002 Report Share Posted June 22, 2002 Sat Nam Peiter, You have an eloquent and fluid way of relating the subject. "The mind cannot find or locate the seer, as you cannot see the part that sees, but you can watch." --Well put... Brad Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 24, 2002 Report Share Posted June 24, 2002 Pieter- Thank you so much. This made more sense to me than you know. I have experienced what you are describing only a few times, but wasn't sure 'how it happened'. I did, I believe, reach the higher vibrational frequency you described here once. It was amazing. And I didn't notice then, but as I think back, I don't remember having any other thoughts whatsoever during that meditation. It was completely of the mantra. The mantra was literally vibrating within and through my entire body. I could feel it resonate and it was wonderful. I didn't know what I was doing to get to that stage however. But now that you describe it, I think it was because of the attention on the kriyas just before meditation. There have been a few times since then that I begin to feel my body vibrate. But on those other occasions either my dog starts to bark at the squirrels outside (you know how dangerous squirrels can be) or one of my kids will begin to cry or fight. And, interestingly enough, the sound waves or vibrations that they (the dog and my kids fighting/crying) make is very different from the mantra, in a negative way. As soon as they start, my body begins to vibrate at that level and I do NOT like it all. It just 'feels bad' or negative. I can't describe it. I consciously stop it at that point. But then I can't make it start again. At least I haven't been able to turn it off or on yet. > (Also read some spiritual texts of the Saints and Saviors - Sat >Gurus of the Ages, as when the mind is pure, the words you read will >themselves have the power to awaken you completely to your True >Self "Sat Nam" like coming out of a stupor or the emergence of >recollections from an amnesia.) > I was going to ask this, but you answered it here, I think. I have noticied that whenever I read any spritual text (I'm just starting Christ the Yogi by Ravindra) or writing/thinking about anything spriritual, I can feel the back of my head begin to really 'buzz' (as I call it). Usually I can feel a 'low hum' there all day long. The only time it normally buzzes really strongly is during yoga and meditation. But lately (the past 2 months), it's started doing that whenever I'm thinking/reading about anything spiritual. And occasionally, it expands beyond the back of my head and starts to spread. Is this what you were referring to? What you are describing about watching makes complete sense as I read it. I just never thought of it that way before. Thanks so much. I will begin to 'watch' as I do my kriyas today. Christa Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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