How do I open the sushumna?

[Guest guest]

Hi,

 

In januari of this year I had what most people call a kundalini

awakening on my first ever try of meditation. In brief, after a few

minutes of trying to think of nothing, as soon as I hit that stage I

experienced my eyes turning upward, a silent noise in my head, and an

energy like sexual stimulation that rose upward and gave me a

spinning feeling, then exited at around my chest bone in a sort

of 'love orgasm'.

Many things happened since then, and I was told it's not really true

kundalini but prana clearing out nadis, and this phenomenom, be it

awakened spontaneously, by pranayama, or shaktipat, always precedes

true kundalini, which happens when the nadis are cleared and the

prana gets strong enough and enters the sushumna.

 

I'm 24 now, and I don't really know how and why I got it on the first

try, maybe because of emotional, mental, physical changes, or because

I've been looking for the meaning of life, truth and related things

already since my 21, but I think I was in this latent state already

since around my 21 when I started to research things. Since that time

I noticed I have a silent inner tinnitus which is different in each

ear and I can barely notice when I plug my earholes and it's silent

in the room. I read this is related to the phenomenom but I don't

know, if someone has more info on this I would appreciate it.

 

Anyhow. I've noticed prana around all the chakra regions already,

even on spots at my hands and feet, and I can sort of generate

orgasms just by meditatively imagining to make love while in a trance

state, but I don't really care about that, I want to awaken kundalini.

The last week I noticed I get a strong buildup of prana at the

pelvic, and it sometimes gets so strong that I just have to orgasm to

get rid of it, and I wonder if this is related to opening the

sushumna.

 

Whoever here managed to awaken true kundalini can you tell me

anything about these things and how you did it?

 

 

Vlad

[Guest guest]

I forgot to add some things.

 

I noticed some changes in my diet and body since januari.

 

For example, I ate a lot more junk food, but my skin has become

clearer, and I lost all the white half moon circles at the base of my

nails, and my new horn tissue has become brighter and less dark.

 

When I eat something dense, especially grains and meats, or something

that needs a heavy digestion, I feel like the energy goes out of my

body into the digestion and I get a lethargic down feeling.

 

When I eat foods like potatoes, or high glucose foods like cherries

(even energy drinks), I get very quick energy and though I'm rather

skinny I can tense up and feel energetic like I never could before.

I also always crave glucose foods, I thought maybe it is because of

candida or something, but I don't know, I feel fine except I need to

see the sun more and exercise + start breathing fresher air.

 

I also like never meditate, at most I've seriously meditated 10 to 15

times, and maybe 5 of these were succesful. I usually just try to

enter into some kind of meditative trance like state half asleep half

awake at night, and let the energy flow, whenever I sense a strong

buildup. When I get into it and achieve a sort of state of inner

oneness I can feel the energy rise along the same way like it

did/does when I get that spinning feeling, but it doesn't go above

around the region of the forehead.

 

I'm just curious if this is all normal related to this process

because I don't really know much about yoga at all, I occupy myself

more into hermetic alchemy.