Meditation for Paula

[Guest guest]

Hello Paula,

 

What a wonderful attitude and tremendous heart you have. I am honored that

you are extending the opportunity to share in the connection, the experience

and the giving. It sure feels good on this end, I'm glad the receiving end

is glowing as well.

 

Question for the group: I've noticed that when I do a Ra ma da sa... chant

for specific beings that the tone, pitch and sound of my chant are specific

for whom it is given. For example, the chant for Paula has its own tone,

pitch, voice, etc. The sound remains constant from day to day, time to time.

Every one seems to have their own sound. It's as though I connect to each

being at a different sound and that is their sound, today and always. I did

not do this intentionally. I just noticed it over time. Sometimes, if my

voice cracks at a certain place for a certain person, it always cracks there

just for that person. Then the thought that something is not all together

right comes to mind. But, I can't correct it, it is that person's sound.

Paula's sound, by the way, is clean and sweet. I could make a published

recording of that one :-)

 

When we did the chant for Yogiji, my voice went very deep. Perhaps it is

psychological on my part. Perhaps I've connected to something. Just an

observance. Anyway, it feels good.

 

Any comments?

 

Smiles and hugs,

Heidi

 

 

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[Guest guest]

Dear Paula and All,

 

The fact that you went into the chimo without fear is fabulous and very

important. Fear is resistance. And resistance impedes healing. You are

doing great!!

 

It is important to have the healing meditations and prayers happen during

the chimo. And any time is a great contribution. I am sure we will all do

at different times so that Paula gets continual support.

 

My brother was telling me the other day of someone who had chimo and how

well he is doing.

 

Heidi,

 

> Question for the group: I've noticed that when I do a Ra ma da sa...

chant for specific beings that the tone, pitch and sound of my chant are

specific

> for whom it is given. For example, the chant for Paula has its own tone, >

pitch, voice, etc. The sound remains constant from day to day, time to

time.> Every one seems to have their own sound. It's as though I connect to

each

> being at a different sound and that is their sound, today and always. I

did> not do this intentionally. I just noticed it over time.

 

This is very interesting. Thanks for sharing. Perhpas you are resonating

with the soul vibration of the person in a way that he or she can be

received the healing energy. I find that another energy takes over when I

chant. What happens is personal for each person, so others should not try

to change, just align with what feels comfortable and powerful to them.

Everyone is infinite wisdom and to allow it is so satisfying.

 

Sat Nam,

 

Gururattan Kaur

[Guest guest]

Dear Paula,

 

Just checking to see how you are feeling these days. Anything particular

you are needing? Please ask. I am sure many of us are still sending you

healing energy and holding you in our hearts.

 

Concerning your grandaughter, children are so connected to Source. You

could talk to her about connecting with you when you are not present. She

could do this while you are in chimo or just not in the same room or house.

Then you can talk about wht she experienced. Then when your soul decided to

pass on day, she will still have the connection with you. That will make

her very happy. You need to tell her how you will let her know you are on

line -- like a butterfly will appear or something that the two of you agree

upon. Or she will feel a big warm feeling in her heart.

 

Hope you are doing well. Would love to hear how you are doing. These times

can be challenging as the cancer cells are being eliminated and turned into

light. But major shifts can be very peaceful too.

 

Many blessings,

SAt Nam,

 

Gururattan Kaur

[Guest guest]

04.09.02 22:31:29, "Gururattan K.Khalsa" <rattanak wrote:

 

.....I am sure many of us are still sending you

healing energy and holding you in our hearts....

 

Dearest Paula,

 

I am one of them and I hope you are fine, - If you can write back to my private

adress, then I can do the work with the grids for you and your little

granddaughter.

 

Sending you a lot of love and blessings

 

Sonja

[Guest guest]

In a message dated 9/4/02 4:22:37 PM Central Daylight Time,

rattanak writes:

 

<< Just checking to see how you are feeling these days. Anything particular

you are needing? Please ask. I am sure many of us are still sending you

healing energy and holding you in our hearts. >>

 

<<Concerning your grandaughter, children are so connected to Source. You

could talk to her about connecting with you when you are not present.

 

Sat Nam!!

 

I am well. The first chemo went well, and I expect tomorrow's chemo will

also go well. I'm scheduled for 9:30 am Monday, 9-09-02 CDT. They will give

me fluids first for 4 hours, then the chemo drugs will start. Thank you to

all my "good friends" in KY for all your continued support. I'm taking all

your emails with me again tomorrow, and will be reading as the "nectar"

enters my veins.

 

I do have one request. There is a woman I've been corresponding with for a

few months, as a result of her husband's cancer. There were only 2 people I

found on the Internet with the same type of cancer as mine. Kim's husband

Ray, passed away at 2am on Labor Day 9-02-02. She sent me a short note

simply stating the time and day of his passing. Would everyone please say a

prayer for them? She's been by his side through this evil cancer for a very

long time, and I know she's suffering the loss of her precious husband. I

want her to feel the love I have felt from you.

 

I have been doing so well, that I've been traveling the country side for the

last several days! I'm trying to catch up on all my email tonight, before

tomorrow. I took my granddaughter back to her family about 10 days ago. I

had a beautiful visit with her for almost 2 weeks. For those of you who

aren't aware of my situation, this is the first time I've had my

granddaughter without her parents!! They graciously "turned loose" of her

for me to keep for many days, and we all survived the separation just fine.

Bless you all for your support. I did try to talk to her about "our coming

separation." I'm not certain just how much she actually understood, but at

least we have a starting point.

 

She became frightened and cried loudly one day when she could not see me. I

told her I would always be here with her, and to never be afraid because she

may not see me, but I was always nearby. The rest of the visit went great.

For a 4 year old, she knows that "God lives in the sky." I lost one of my

beloved pets while she was here, so she knows that we all go in the ground

(or whatever) and that we will wait in Heaven for the rest of our family to

join us. My son and daughter-in-law have told me how much she'll miss me.

She cried when I had to leave her with her mother in San Antonio. That

breaks my heart. BUT, a couple days later, she was on the phone again just

like normal. No tears. Hope the rest of our visits go as smoothly.

Gururattan, thank you for your suggestion of butterflies.

 

Peace to all of you!!

 

Love - Paula

 

<<Then you can talk about wht she experienced. Then when your soul decided to

pass on day, she will still have the connection with you. That will make

her very happy. You need to tell her how you will let her know you are on

line -- like a butterfly will appear or something that the two of you agree

upon. Or she will feel a big warm feeling in her heart.