Thanks for the support

[Guest guest]

Thanks everyone. I'm speechless from the responses. The past two days

have been dealing with arrangements and all of the stuff that goes

with it. So I haven't been checking the board/email like usual. My

mother is having a pretty difficult time with this. My sister and I

are doing ok, except when my mom breaks down.

 

I did my normal meditation last night and didn't have any different

sensations. But after all of the phone calls and explainations, I

think I've become fairly detached from the details. I'm trying not to

close off the emotions, and I don't think that I am. But the fact

that I'm conscious of it will hopefully help me to try to keep my

heart open.

 

My sister and brother are in town as well. I found myself musing

today though. I was watching the conversations and interactions

between us throughout the day today. But it was like I was watching

me, not being me. And the amusing part was that, albeit we are all

grown, we still fall into patterns from childhood that haven't been

broken. Being the oldest, it was interesting to watch as they looked

to me to make decisions (not that I'm qualified to do any of this

stuff). I'm not complaining at all. It doesn't bother me to do it. I

just sat back and felt almost like we were kids again with the roles

that we assume when we are around each other.

 

Someone, I believe it was Seva, mentioned that the sensations in my

hand may have been my step-father. And as dumb as this sounds, I was

actually thinking the same thing when it was happening. I don't know

why though. And it probably was just my imagination.

 

Dharam and Brad, I've seen pratyahar mentioned on this board in the

past, but I'm not positive what it is. I think it's breathing

properly, right? If not, could you please let me know what it is?

 

I'm adding Ra Ma Da Sa for my mother into my meditations for awhile.

The next several days will be the service/funeral, so I will probably

be off the board for a few days.

 

And someone (forgive me for forgetting the names) called me

a 'trooper'. Thanks, but you're not even close. I'm a firm believer

in the phrase 'necessity dictates'. It has nothing to do with courage

or strength. If anyone is a trooper, it's Paula. I can't imagine

being as loving and patient and thankful as she is given her illness.

She's definately the model to look up to in crisis. I don't feel like

I'm doing too much at all, except talking on the phone!

 

Thanks again to everyone for their support!

 

Christa

[Guest guest]

Dear Christa,

 

I mentioned about the sensations in your hand might being your father. When

souls leave the experience the dimension where there is no resistance to

love. They want to share this with those whom they love. Be open to

experiencing this love from him. It will make his transition easier and

open your heart. When my Dad died we could all feel his love pouring into

us so much. It uplifted our spirits so much. We knew he was with us and it

a good place himself too. He will be relieved that you are receiving it.

 

Sat Nam and blessings,

 

Gururattan Kaur

[Guest guest]

SAT NAM Gururattana,

I have read in your manual "YOUR LIFE IS IN YOUR

CHAKRAS"

that you mention " We come to earth to experience

love"

The question I have is if we experience lot of love

when we leave the body why do we have come to earth to

experience love..?

Hope I am putting this right.

SAT NAM

Akkama

 

 

 

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